Chapter Forty-Seven: The Matter of Admission

As a new university student, I have a lot of expectations and aspirations for my future, but at the same time, I am also full of confusion and fear about the future. After all, I was admitted to a junior college, not a university, but I knew that I was responsible for this result.

Since I was a child, I was a very strong child, and I was always unwilling to be left behind. When I was in middle school, I worked hard and achieved excellent results in the first two years, but in the end, I became unenterprising in the year of the high school entrance examination, and finally lost my name. The failure of the high school entrance examination gave me a heavy blow, so I secretly decided that in high school, I must study hard and live up to expectations. But I also worked hard in high school, and in the end, I didn't do well in the exam. The failure of the college entrance examination made me realize myself anew. Yes, sometimes I do seem to work harder than others, but my grades don't improve. Later, I realized that I was learning in the wrong way. And most importantly, my thinking ability is relatively weak, and I always stick to it.

I am impatient, and I always want to give up when I drop the chain at the last critical moment. When I first entered Taiyuan College, I was also quite devastated. I knew the North End was small, but I didn't know it was so small. Faced with the hardships and poor teaching equipment and housing conditions in the North District, I felt a lot of loss in my heart. However, after taking the first basic writing class, I suddenly woke up after listening to Mr. Meng's words. The teaching conditions are difficult, and we must study harder, participate in more club activities, and improve our practical ability. It is because I have a lower starting point in college than others. Therefore, it is necessary to work harder to catch up with others.

Every time I listened to Mr. Meng's words in class, I had a lot of insights. There is an extremely firm belief in learning, but it seems to be hot for three minutes, and after a while, the learning is thrown out of the clouds. Actually, we want to be as successful as those great men, but we lack too much resilience and patience. We're just deluded by things that are more meaningful than learning. Therefore, if you want to succeed, you must first resist the temptation.

Time flies like a white horse, a month has passed, and the National Day is coming, but I have not improved anything, and I feel the incomparable atmosphere. However, I still firmly believe that a life of struggle is wonderful, so I will try to find the direction in my progress and find a beam of light that supports me in the darkness.

In the long road ahead, perseverance, hard work, and struggle will become what I must do next.

I know that my future is not a dream, only an ideal in my heart.

That afternoon, my roommate and I went shopping in Willow Lane, and we went there with great interest, bought a lot of things, and just as we were about to come back, we found that it was already dark. We were a little scared and hurried to get back to school as soon as possible, but we walked many laps, and in the end we didn't go out, and we kept going in circles. We grew more and more afraid. However, the thought that I am not alone, but with my companions, is still warm and sweet in my heart. In this way, we walked and asked many people, but we still didn't come back. But my companion and I were already hungry. So he took the bread he had bought for a long time and sat down on the ground and ate it. We cried and laughed, but our hearts were warm and happy. At this time, I suddenly thought of a person, someone who was similar to her but different. That person once said that he was gnawing on the nest on his mouth, and he couldn't help but want to cry in his heart. However, I am much luckier than her, I am not alone, I am not gnawing on the nest, although we have suffering, but our hearts are full of sweetness and warmth.

In the end, after several twists and turns, we finally found our way back. We were so happy, singing our favorite songs, and came back softly.

Although we were very tired that day, we did not complain at all, because I gained friendship, happiness, and warmth.

That day, I'm sure I'll never forget. Again, I would like to thank my companions, thank you, and may our friendship endure! Good to have you!

It's been more than two months since I entered university, and I was innocent and thought that my freedom in college would be my joy. I thought that when I got tired of those math, physics and chemistry problems in high school, I would never think that when I came to college, I would be so boring in college, and I was just living like a walking dead every day.

In college life, some people work hard every day to pursue books and strive for their ideals; Some people rush to work outside the school every day; Some people live happily with their partners every day; Some people spend all day playing on their phones with nothing to do; I thought I would be the envy of others. Who knew that life was so bad, even I hated myself, I hated my slow pace, I hated that I was always derailed from others, I hated that I was not as good as others. I hate ......

Time is gone, and I regret that I was not determined at the beginning. So at this moment, I calmly lifted my warm quilt and walked out of the bed. He sat down on the cold bed from the bed. And what comes to my mind is the time that I have passed, and only when time passes can we realize its importance. I sat on the bed and wrote my own feelings, and I was very happy. I saw my roommate Lazy Sheep lying on the bed playing with his phone, and I was a little awake. Luckily, it wasn't me who was playing on my phone, and she saw that I was doing my homework. She also felt that she was living a decadent life every day. So, she pulled out the old little book from the bookshelf and began to write. However, she couldn't write a sentence anymore. Eventually, she put back the little book she had pressed into the shelf. When I saw her lazy look, I thought of myself. We live the same life every day, doing the same thing every day, ruining our eyes, and losing our friends. Eventually, time was lost. The so-called "an inch of time is an inch of gold, and an inch of gold is difficult to buy an inch of time" is a poem that even primary school students are often familiar with orally, and how can we not understand it?

I bowed my head and meditated. In fact, each of us knows the "truth", but few of us can put it into practice. A few words of understatement, a few lines of words spoken by ancestors, I suddenly woke up a little. Friend: "Seize the time, it's not too late" Don't always wait for the time to pass, you will regret it alone, and be a nightingale singing every night in that night.

As the old saying goes: "Knowing mistakes can be corrected, and good is great", even the ancients can abide by the truth, how can we not understand it?

What's more, today I watched the popular TV series "The First Half of My Life" last summer. I also understand a lot. The play tells the story of a beautiful housewife who "does not occupy the spring side with her fingers and pours herself into the family". She is often the object of envy in the eyes of outsiders.

She not only has the beauty of sinking fish and geese, but also married a husband who has a lot of money and loves her. She has lived happily at home for 8 years. All she surrounds every day is her husband, her son. I go shopping every day, go to coffee with friends, and live the life of a rich wife. Maybe I've been a housewife at home for a long time. She was a little suspicious all day. She was always afraid that her husband would be snatched away by those delicate young women outside. Maybe she loves her husband too much, maybe her husband dotes on her too much.

However, everyone knows that happy days will not last long. As the days went on, the husband was tired of her wife's daily suspicions, tired of her being unable to live in peace every day. Eventually, her husband filed for divorce from her. It is conceivable that for housewives, what they are most afraid of is being abandoned by their husbands. She heard her husband tell her, "I'm in love with somebody else." "How sad she was! She didn't make a sound, just whispered to her husband, "I'll pour a glass of water and talk to you again," and she cried heartbreakingly. The crying throat was almost hoarse, and it stopped.

I walked up to my husband casually and asked the reason, but my husband's answer was still: Let's get a divorce! Her world collapsed. She thought she would live a lifetime with her husband in love. She hasn't done anything in eight years. She has been derailed from the outside world. Without the ability to work, she just revolves around her family every day. Going round and round, it's back to square one. She, such an example also tells us not to rely too much on others, no one can rely on them for a lifetime. It's better to rely on no one than on yourself. So, confused friends. If you've been like me, think about the example of "this woman." Don't wait until you lose it in the end, only to realize that you were so stupid that you didn't even leave a way back for yourself.

Come on, friend, I know you're not going to stop there. Your life will be different. Let's wait and see.

It is said that the university is a small society. People are intriguing with each other, and there are many criminals in society. But when I came to university, I felt the warmth of humanity. I have a group of warm friends, that is, 614's little roommates. They have always been my spiritual pillar and the source of my happiness in college. Especially a roommate - Comrade Xiao Gao. I still remember the first time I met her during military training, she was our teacher's little assistant, helping the teacher to check the number of people and manage the class discipline. For the first time, I thought she was very temperamental and ladylike. I especially want to be good friends with her. But I didn't know each other well at first, so my encounter with her stopped here.

Fate is always so wonderful. She and I were fortunate enough to share a dormitory. At first, I was a little shy and didn't know how to communicate with her. But she is a very generous and cheerful girl. Always take the initiative to communicate with me. Gradually, I discovered many of her strengths, and there were many things about her that I could learn from. As we interact day by day, our feelings for each other slowly warm up. Now, she's my best friend. I love spending time with her and I especially want to spend every day of college with her.

Speaking of my friend, I have a lot to say. She seemed as if she could manage everything by herself, as if she could do her own things well. However, sometimes she often worries me and pinchs a cold sweat for her. That is, she has a weak constitution, and she used to eat irregularly every day, which caused her to have stomach problems now. Every time I look at her weak appearance, I want to share a little bit for her, but I don't know how I can help her.

My friend, she often likes to joke, but I know that many of the things she has do want others to take notice of and approve of. Don't look at her smiling and saying to you, "I'm joking with you, don't think about it." "But I knew it was what she desperately needed. So, friend, I get you. Because I'm like you in many ways. Sometimes it seems as if you can see yourself in you. Thank you for meeting you, liking you, and being with you.

This friend of mine is also stupid at times, and often makes me worry. She was always so enthusiastic. Every time I come back from vacation, I bring a lot of delicious things. But she didn't know to save some for herself, so that she could go hungry and eat. She always gave us all the good food. And let's eat more, eat harder. She was also very happy to see us finish the bags of snacks. Some of her behaviors sometimes make me really admire. She always cares about everyone. And I'm not as good as she is. I will learn like you in the future. Thank you for teaching me so much.

I love meeting you for the first time, I love playing with you, running together, eating together, working part-time together, studying together. I like it...... I love every little bit of being with you. You're always so warm. A gentle word can make my heart warm all the time.

Please forgive me for being careless.

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have found out that a friend is more desperate than a lover.

Finally, I wish you peace and security, good health, and a smile.