Chapter 44: Showdown and Separation
"Is it really yours? Dad said he didn't buy you a mobile phone, where did you come from? Jiaojiao was even more proud.
"Don't worry about it!" Simeng's face was flushed with anger, and she felt that her privacy had been greatly violated, the secret between her and Zhan Haoyang, and the gentle Zhan Haoyang that only she knew, was being spied on! She can't tolerate it!
"Then it must have been sent to you by the school grass?"
"How can you take something so valuable from someone else? Don't you know how short you are? "Auntie also added oil and vinegar to help.
"He didn't want it with a new phone!" Simeng trembled, what made her unbearable the most was that her father was also looking at her with a questioning look, and then said heavily: "Simeng, I believe you in everything you have done recently, but you shouldn't lie to your father, Jiaojiao said that you and that boy had a public early love at school, I thought it was a rumor in the school, but you ......"
"Huh...... Yes, I'm in early love! Simeng's angry tone calmed down, which surprised his family, "Don't you just want me to admit this myself?" And then educate me critically? Hehe, but what qualifications do you have to educate me? ”
Simeng sneered and looked at the three people who were stammering: "Yes, I have a father, a father who married someone else as a wife and doted on another daughter all day long, a father who only brings me delicious food and fun and says something good on the holidays, I have grown up so big but no one can celebrate Father's Day, no one sings birthday songs to me, no hugs and love, the so-called father." ”
Simeng couldn't help but burst into tears, once the grievances got the beginning of catharsis, it was difficult to stop, she looked at Jiaojiao, her lips trembled slightly:
"You always hate me for taking away Daddy's love for you, and you always complain that Daddy will scold you a lot since I came here? But do you know how much I envy you, he is my real father! But he treats you as his own, he will scold you and coax you later, he will hug you and comfort you, but what about me! I wish he could scold me, even if it was to beat me, to change my mistakes, but he did nothing but feel guilty about being kind to me! ”
"You're always complaining that I won't call you Mommy." Simeng turned to her aunt, like an uncontrolled patient, in urgent need of venting her illness, she pulled out the ring in her clothes.
"Have you forgotten that on the day you and your father got married, I asked my mother to hand you this ring? How are you right about me? You pushed me away without thinking, and the way you glared at me I still remember, how did you let me scream? ”
The aunt stared at the ring in her hand in astonishment, her mouth open and she didn't know what to say.
"Hmph, what the hell did I do wrong, you tell me, from the first glance...... At first sight, you rejected me, didn't give me a chance to get close, and eleven years later, you are still rejecting my existence. Do I want to be born in the countryside? Is it because I want to have such a background? Do you think I'm willing to come here? ”
Simeng staggered back a few steps in grief, tears surging out like a flood bursting the embankment, and the grievances that had accumulated too much and too long were tumbling over the river and the sea in her chest, like a torch burning her internal organs.
"I was excluded, ridiculed, and teased by the whole school at school, and when I returned home, you, as my only relative in the world, did not accept me, and spoke coldly and for tat everywhere."
"There is no place here that can give me warmth. Family? Hehe, as Jiaojiao said, I'm just like a tenant living here, where do my tears, my grievances, and my pain go to vent? Where is my place? ”
"Do you care about my early love now? In this indifferent and heartless place, only he helps me, comforts me, protects me, he will give me a hug, will care about asking me what is wrong, will wipe my tears, will preside over justice for me, he and those few friends who rarely accept me are the only place where I feel warm here, he is my sunshine, my courage to live here! You're happy with this explanation, aren't you? ”
Simeng almost finished yelling so many words in tears, and then entered the bedroom with blurred tears and staggered into the bedroom, and after the grievances were completely vented, he seemed to have been hollowed out of his body and fell to his knees without support.
There was a long silence in the house, and Simeng felt as if her tears had dried up, and she got up from the ground and sat on a chair and stared out the window, still monotonous gray with no color.
About half an hour later, she opened the bedroom door, and her father was wandering around her doorway, seeing her come out with a complicated expression and wanted to say something.
"Dad, send me back to my hometown, let's go now!" Simeng opened his mouth first, his face expressionless.
"Back home? But the house in my hometown has been sold! Dad was stunned.
"I can stay at Boning's house, I'll pack my things." Simeng couldn't help but close the door with retort.
She put a few old clothes she had brought with her in her purse, and the clothes her father had bought for her hung in the closet in perfect condition.
QQ message came to the mobile phone, it was Zhan Haoyang: "What are you doing?" ”
"I'm going back to my hometown."
"When?" The message came back with little pause.
"Now."
"Where are you now?"
"Still at home."
"Wait for me!"
Simeng sat on the edge of the bed for a while, and then lifted the bag and went out, but I didn't expect my aunt to be in the living room, and kept pressing the remote control in her hand, and when she saw Simeng come out, she just glanced at it, and turned to the TV uncomfortably.
"Shall you leave after dinner?" Dad was begging.
"No, it's too late for you to come back and it'll be dark."
Dad knew Simeng's temper very well, and he couldn't pull back the eight cows stubbornly, so he had to rely on her with a silent sigh.
Downstairs together, the two of them were embarrassed all the way without speaking, and when they arrived at the door of the community, their father went to the garage to pick up the car, Simeng stood at the door and waited for him, and waited for Zhan Haoyang.
Her eyes searched the road, and soon she saw Zhan Haoyang riding his tram speeding over and stopping in front of her.
"Why do you suddenly want to go back to your hometown?" Zhan Haoyang started to ask before he tied up the car, his nose and ears were blown red by the cold wind, and his hair was also blown messy, it can also be said that he didn't have time to tidy up his hair, and he wanted to send her a message when he woke up from a beautiful dream, but he heard the news that she was about to leave, so he ran over directly in clothes.
"Well, there is a tomb of my mother and grandmother at home, I want to go and see it." Seeing a trace of his warmth flowing into Simeng's heart, softly plucking her fragile heartstrings, he is indeed her sun.
"Are you crying?" Zhan Haoyang tied up the car and saw Simeng's red eyes clearly.
"Nope." Hearing Zhan Haoyang's gentle voice, Simeng couldn't help but wet his eyes again, so he had to lower his head.
"Did you come home too late last night and be scolded by your father?"
"No, I just suddenly miss my mother and grandma."
"And how long are you going?" Zhan Haoyang had no choice but to stop asking.
"Come back the day before school starts."
"Does it take that long?"
Simeng lowered his head and didn't speak, then took out his mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to Zhan Haoyang: "I thought about it, I still can't ask for such a valuable thing as yours, you can handle it yourself." ”
"Didn't you say it well...... What's going on? Zhan Haoyang bent down and looked at Simeng's face that had been hanging down from below, her appearance was clearly about to cry, "Aren't you going to break up with me again?" ”
Simeng shook his head fiercely, shook all his tears down, and sobbed, "I...... I just don't want people to talk about it. ”
Zhan Haoyang gently held Simeng's head and let her lean on his chest, he didn't ask again, just felt the sobs of the person in his arms when he endured it, and his brows wrinkled fiercely, he hoped that he could block all the grievances for this girl, and he could overcome all difficulties for her, but he couldn't do anything about her home.
"Shall we wait until you get back? When I go back to my hometown, I can't contact you without a mobile phone. Zhan Haoyang's voice was very gentle, it was a rare tone of discussion, Simeng couldn't bear to refute, immersed in his warm embrace, I really wanted to just keep it apart, or...... A thought flashed through my head, or I might as well follow him.
Forced not to say the idea, Simeng gently pushed him away and wiped the tears from his face.
Dad just drove the car to the side, he got out of the car, looked Zhan Haoyang up and down, Zhan Haoyang looked at him for a few seconds, seemed slightly surprised, and then nodded at him, and said lightly: "Hello uncle." ”
"Hello, you're the boy who dated Simeng, right?" Dad was looking at him, too.
Zhan Haoyang took a deep look at Simeng, nodded, and then said: "Uncle, I chased Simeng, everything she did was because of me, I asked for last night's New Year's Eve, and I forced her to give her a mobile phone, please don't force her!" ”
Dad Yu nodded and sighed as if he had: "I know ......"
"Let's go, Dad." Simeng opened the back door tiredly, put the bag in, Dad didn't say anything, and got into the car first.
"I'm leaving." Simeng said softly that this was the first time that they could be called separated, and they couldn't help but feel a little sad and reluctant.
"I'm sorry I can't go with you." Zhan Haoyang's eyes were also full of sadness.
"It's okay, it's just a few days back." Simeng smiled at him, turned around to get into the car, but was stopped by Zhan Haoyang in a hurry, he suddenly looked nervous, and asked with a slight panting: "Yu Simeng, you must come back!" ”
Simeng was puzzled by his solemn expression, she had never seen Zhan Haoyang show such an expression, as if she was worried that the precious things would never return, in order to reassure him, she nodded seriously and said categorically: "With you here, I will definitely come back!" Just six days! ”
Zhan Haoyang slowly let go of his hand and watched Simeng get into the car.
The car started, Simeng looked at Zhan Haoyang outside the window, beckoned to him, he had been standing there looking at her, but when he was about to disappear out of the window, he suddenly turned around and got on the tram, and soon rushed to the side.