Chapter 74 Author's Essay - Giving ≠ Gaining

Hard-working people, the sky will be negative, the cauldron will be sunk, and the one hundred and two Qin passes will be sent to Gaozu.

This is my feeling after the graduate school entrance examination results came out, why is it so pessimistic, I didn't get in, what else can I do, the loser can only say this sentence in his mouth, if he succeeds, of course, he is painstaking, so this sentence is not philosophical, it is nothing more than the rhetoric of the successful, and then give the loser some sad encouragement, which is useless.

Experience is rewarding, and you will not regret your efforts. These words are only to give a little bit of pitiful psychological comfort, of course there is a gain, but how big? You can still harvest tens of thousands of dollars after moving bricks and moving bricks for two years, plus a strong physique, you haven't been admitted to the graduate school entrance examination for two years, what did you get? It's just a bunch of knowledge that you can't use anymore.

Yesterday, I saw a monologue video of the UP master of station B, he was really desperate, he didn't work hard in high school, he went to a junior college, but when he arrived at the junior college, he found that the atmosphere here was very dead, and the classmates around him were salted fish living in the moment, he was unwilling, unwilling to just get a college diploma and go out, so he worked hard to participate in various activities, actively contacted the outside world, and also started a video UP master, with more than 100,000 fans. But that's not enough, it's just a hobby, and he wants to get out of college. So he began to teach himself Japanese, prepare for the entrance exam to the national university of Japan, spent a year overcoming the language barrier, and finally got the admission notice of the Japanese university, all of which he did alone, as a college student, completed this miracle, when he took the notice to his father, to get the 400,000 inheritance that his grandfather left to this grandson after his death, but the answer was that he had lost the gambling.

When I saw this, my heart sank, of course, he said at the end of the video that he would continue to work hard and thank the fans for their support, this is all a struggle or something, but I know that this is all bullshit.

In the three years of junior college, his classmates lived in the moment one by one, and had fun in time, he endured hardships for three years, and succeeded, but in the end, this stubble happened. Some people may say that in the past three years, he has been much better than the average college student, and he has already surpassed the level of the junior college, isn't this the harvest of three years?

It is true that there is a harvest, but what about his dreams, what about his goals, is he tired and tired for three years for this thing? If he doesn't go to a Japanese school, but a normal domestic college upgrade, he will definitely be admitted with his level of effort, if he doesn't take the Japanese professional certificate, but the English level certificate, then he will also get it, but he has spent three years now, and he only has useless knowledge and almost useless Japanese level certificate in his hands, and he is still a college student, and he can't change it in this life, on the other hand, his classmates have lived happily for three years, and there may even be a few college upgrades to junk universities, But that's also undergraduates, junior college and undergraduate are an unbridgeable gap, no matter what you have gained in the past three years, in fact, there is nothing, because if you put these three years elsewhere, the harvest is far more than this.

Really, I can feel the desperation of the UP Lord, really despair.

I, but I am much luckier than that UP, my family has the conditions to sponsor me to try Hong Kong's graduate school, but the tuition fee of more than 100,000 yuan a year is spent on a diploma in my eyes, I scoff at this behavior, but as a loser, as a loser who wasted two years of time in the graduate school entrance examination, how can I choose, I can only lick my face, kneel down and beg which university can accept me, I respectfully give him hundreds of thousands.

Now, I'm sitting on the campus of Shenzhen University, yes, I'm here with my girlfriend, I'm on my knees, she's on, she's on the campus, I'm really relieved that she's going to walk into the campus with her head up, and I'm really happy that I'm sitting here, waiting for her to finish the written test, and I'm going to take the test again tomorrow.

Shenzhen University is really beautiful, really beautiful, and it is really different from my undergraduate college, but, after all, it accepted me, and I, for Shenzhen University, am just a passerby.

Bless you, my Xiaolin, you must be admitted, and you must walk into the gate of Shenzhen University with your head held high, which can be regarded as fulfilling our two common wishes.