There is still some coolness in the night, even in the room, there is a feeling of gloomy compassion, the room has a heavy smell of incense after burning, that is the smell of chanting Buddha for a long time, the smell will appear, the smell has penetrated into the wooden beam, can not be covered.

The steady sound of fish eye knocking sounded in the house, Xia Zhishu looked at the woman kneeling in the main hall in the house and knocking on the wooden fish, "Daughter to my mother to say goodbye." ”

"It's late at night and the weather is cold, why don't you wear more?" Xia Mu's hoarse voice sounded, and she got up calmly, Xia Zhishu saw this, and hurriedly stepped forward to help, Xia Mu sat on the main seat, quietly waiting for her to speak, as if she was not surprised by his arrival at all.

Seeing this, Xia Zhishu lifted the plain skirt and knelt down slowly, kowtowing heavily.

"You've come this far, just like your father." There was a lot of sighing in her tone, and she seemed a little helpless.

Xia Zhishu resisted the urge to cry as if he had been pricked by a needle, and lowered his head, "I'm sorry, it's the child who is not filial, I shouldn't be like this, but, but the child also has ambitions in his heart." ”

"No, kid, I'm not blaming you." Xia Mu smiled gently, and her voice was more humane, "I'm just, I've been waiting for this day." ”

Xia Zhishu couldn't react, and looked at his mother in a daze, Xia Zhishu stepped forward to help her up, walked to the wardrobe on the side, and took out a piece of white silk from the sealed box, Xia Zhishu saw this, and looked back suddenly, "Mother? ”

Xia Mu was not in a hurry, took her hand and sat aside, her voice was gentle, "Child, from the day your father died, from the day you were named a princess, from the day you were married by the first emperor, every day, I have been waiting for this day." ”

"You have ambition in your heart, and I have perseverance in my heart." Tears welled up in Xia Zhishu's eyes, and Xia's mother passed away for her gently, "Your father is a hero, he desperately protects us not to let us die in vain, I don't die because I am nostalgic for the world, but because it is not yet time for me to die." ”

"The first emperor gave us a favor, we never enjoyed it in vain, if you wished, you would be the crown princess and the queen, but you are also destined to be not loyal and free in this life, God let your husband's road ahead is not smooth, so it is good, you have returned your arrogance, you don't have to grovel to anyone, even if he is your husband."

"Compared to your respect for each other, or your favor in the harem in the future, I prefer him to look up to you, look at you, and let you go clean."

In that place in the palace, there will be no affectionate people, and even if there is, they will be buried deep in the bones, Xia Zhishu looked at Xia's mother who was loved by Xia's father for a lifetime, she couldn't tolerate his feelings with a trace of distractions, that place in the palace, three palaces and six courtyards, which is not a filthy place, Xia Zhishu, like Xia's mother, is a proud person, and he doesn't want to be smoothed out in that kind of place.

But it's one thing to understand some things, and it's another thing to be told by others, especially if this person is still her weak and loving mother, she sobbed, her shoulders couldn't stop shaking, Xia Mu hugged her in her arms, and shook gently like when she was a child, "You don't have to feel sad to be able to go down and reunite with you, I feel very happy, you know, I'm tired of this world." ”

"I know."

"If you know, it's good." Xia Mu got up, handed her the white silk in her hand, and knelt down in front of the Buddha statue, "Child, you do what you want, as long as you think it's right, then I'm not wrong." ”

Xia Zhishu looked at the weak back, for the first time in her life, she had a feeling of powerlessness, and there was also a sense of responsibility on her shoulders, she knew that she had grown up, not only as a child, but also as someone else's wife, Dayan's crown princess.

"Let's go."

Xia Zhishu put the white silk in his hand on the ground, knelt down slowly, "The child kneels goodbye to his mother", and said. There were three knocks.

She got up again, raised her hand to her forehead, and her voice trembled slightly, "Thank you Mrs. Xia for everything you have done for Da Yan in this life, remember it." ”

"So, thank you princess for your concern." Xia Mu's gentle voice sounded, and there was a feeling of relief.

Xia Zhishu closed his eyes and got up, then resolutely turned around and left.

Her kneeling is her unfilial piety as a child, it is what she should do, and it is also what she should be punished, and the second bow is what she should do as a princess and a princess, and it is also what her mother should suffer.

She had always thought that she knew his mother well, and that she had only found out tonight that she knew nothing about herself, just as she did not know herself at all.

That night, Princess Zhiwei's biological mother, when Mrs. Yipin committed suicide at the gate of the mansion, a white silk was hung at the door of the mansion, Mrs. Xia was wearing a decree suit, and the white silk was written in red blood Xiao Ye sought power and usurped the throne, and Xiao Shizi was the prince of the dynasty.

The people at the gate of Xia Mansion knelt on the ground, wearing red cloth shirts and sobbing, and no one dared to put her body down.

The main door of Xia Mansion slowly opened, Xia Zhishu was wearing a wedding dress, with heavy overlapping small flowers on her sleeves, and a blue daffodil on her forehead.

Only then did everyone remember that the marriage between Xiao Shizi and her first emperor himself, if Xiao Yu'an was the prince, then she would be an upright princess.

Xia Zhishu didn't have any emotions on the book, so he asked Xia Mu's body to be put down, took the white silk himself, folded it neatly, and waited quietly aside.

Everyone was puzzled, all of them were surrounding that place, some people were persuading her to mourn and change, some people asked her to let the deceased be buried first, some people were sad and angry, and Xiao Ye was not, some people insulted Xiao Ye with big words, and some people said that Xiao Ye was forcing the old department of the first emperor to die.

Xia Zhishu ignored this, and stood there like a stake, and soon, someone from the palace invited her up, and hastily sealed the Xia Mansion.

Xia Zhishu watched the group of people hastily put away his mother's corpse, lowered his eyes, and lowered the curtain indifferently.

Before dawn, Seventeen received a letter from the dark pile and hurried to find the Yiren.

"Ridiculous!" Before he could finish reading it, he angrily threw out the letter in his hand, his chest rising and falling.

Seventeen picked up the letter, and on it was the news that Xia Zhishu asked them to leave Beijing immediately, put on a cloak for her, and her tone was not very good, "She is creating opportunities for us, and with our ability, we can't get out of Beijing." ”

"Isn't there a change of guard map for Su Li? What kind of fun is she coming, and she does this, how will I face her in the future? How to face Brother Xiao?"

"Even if there is a defense map, it is a backwater battle for us, and it is an opportunity for Xiao Ye to make a comeback, she is making a choice for Xiao Yu'an."

The Yiren were silent, but their hearts were still difficult to calm down.

Xiao Yu'an's identity must be known to the world, but it can't be said by himself, Xia Mu used this way to warn the world.

Not only that, Xia Zhishu tried to create chaos and let them escape, and Xia Mu's death would inevitably cause the people and the palace to think, and it would inevitably disrupt Xiao Ye's plan.

Xia Zhishu used this to create chaos and create opportunities for them to escape.

Xiao Ye's purpose was originally to force out Xiao Yu'an, whether he chose to appear or not, it was not a good thing for him, Xia Zhishu, as the crown princess, made this choice for him.

The appearance of her most crown princess has blocked the mouths of the people, and no one will say that Xiao Yu'an is an ungrateful, ruthless and unrighteous person, and now what she has to do is to prevent Xiao Yu'an from appearing.

If they want to get out of the city, they must have a good time, although Su Li's defense map has helped them a lot, but the cost and risk are too great, Xia Zhishu created chaos and took the initiative to send them out of the city, in the current view, it is also the best way, but the price is too great, otherwise why say that she is a stupid girl?

Yiren Mu Nadi stood there, looking at the letter in her hand over and over again, she originally wanted this silly girl to go with them, who knew that since she had chosen this path, she couldn't say what she felt in her heart, but she was uncomfortable.

It's just that no matter how sad it is, the incident has happened, and Yiren immediately made a decision and ordered the people below not to allow anyone to talk about this matter, especially not to let Xiao Yu'an know.

Seventeen went to find Xiao Yu'an and told him that his plan had changed, and he was going out of the city today, Xiao Yu'an didn't have time to ask anything, Seventeen pulled him to re-plan the route, and then began to prepare.

Xiao Yu'an has an indescribable weirdness, he thinks that the people around him are weird, but he can't say that feeling, but this feeling makes him creepy.

It wasn't until he stood at the mouth of the alley and saw that the people coming and going were wrapped in white cloths around their waists, wearing white hats, and women wearing white flowers on their heads, that he reacted that he wanted to go out in disguise to choose a wedding gift for Seventeen and Yi.

"This Mrs. Xia is a fierce daughter, and Princess Zhiwei is also a fierce son."

"That's not it, General Xia is such a heroic person, he has no regrets in this life if he has this wife and daughter."

"It's a pity for Mrs. Xia."

Xiao Yu'an slammed it, feeling that his head was pierced into the water, he wanted to struggle, but he felt that his whole body couldn't exert his strength, from head to toe, the whole person was numb.

It wasn't until the sound of suona sounded in the same place that he came back to his senses, turned around and ran into the alley, the blue robe outlined his figure upright, he looked like a dying person, desperately running forward.

"Why, why didn't you tell me? Why are you hiding everything from me?"

The gate was pushed open suddenly, and Yiren and Seventeen were discussing in the main hall of Beggars Lane how to prevent Xiao Yu'an from finding out of the city gate, they wanted those beggars and children to take cover, and just as they were talking about this, they saw Xiao Yu'an pushing the door and coming.

The broken door swayed back and forth a few times, but finally it couldn't withstand it, and it fell to the side crookedly.

Xiao Yu'an broke in panting, and saw them frowning and leaning together to discuss something, obviously embarrassed, and the Yiren did not wear any jewelry today, and their clothes were also white plain.

Because of Seventeen's dislike, she rarely wears white clothes, Xiao Yu'an saw this, her heart was clear, and tears were flashing in her eyes.

He seemed to be desperate, the bruises on his neck flared up, he gritted his teeth, and asked word by word, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Before the two could answer, they looked at each other, probably understanding what was going on, and Yiren wanted to step forward to support him, but he waved him away, and Yiren was suddenly pushed to the ground, and was a little stunned for a while.

Seventeen looked at Xiao Yu'an coldly and did not step forward.

Xiao Yu'an didn't react, but asked her, "Why didn't you tell me?"

He pointed to his chest, "Why didn't you tell me anything?"

His appearance was really terrifying, and Yiren sat down on the ground, and when he saw that his eyes were scarlet, he was speechless for a while.

What she was most worried about was coming, he was finally stimulated, she wanted to calm him down, but Xiao Yu'an didn't listen at all, just squatted on the ground with his head alone, and asked over and over again, why didn't he tell him?

He looked sad, the kind of sadness that was so sad to the core, that sadness was accompanied by helplessness and loneliness.

Yiren struggled, trying to struggle to help him up, who would have thought, he was like a hedgehog covered in thorns, when Yiren touched him, he seemed to be frightened, and pushed her to the ground with a wave of his hind arm This time it was not like just now, Xiao Yu'an's hind arm hit her shoulder, and he just fell on the stone spit out of the dust.

"Can you forget such an important thing?" Seventeen was obviously a little annoyed, peeled off the candy wrapper in his hand and stuffed it into her mouth, "Xiao Picky said that you didn't drink the ginger soup last night, what's the matter, but it's bitter?"

"It's poured, it's ......" It's not, when the words came to his mouth, Xiao Yu'an suddenly coughed twice, and Yiren had to change his mouth tentatively, "Yes, it's a little bitter." ”

Seventeen eased his face, "Isn't there sugar in the purse, why don't you take it to eat, but it's reluctant, the little lady doesn't have to be reluctant, just eat it, I'll make it after eating." ”

Seventeen has a problem, but whenever it comes to the Yiren, he likes to think about it, and if one thing counts as one, he wishes that everyone in the world would know her habits and know what she is taboo.

Xiao Yu'an listened, shook his head helplessly, faded out without a trace, and as soon as he stepped out of his front foot, a voice sounded behind him, "Don't think I don't know your careful thoughts." ”

Yiren tugged at his sleeve, seventeen didn't follow, and stared at the back of his head angrily, "That's all in the past, if you still can't let go, even if it's a brother, I won't be polite to you." ”

"It's time to get down to business after breakfast."

Xiao Yu'an left this sentence, walked straight out, didn't even give him a look, Seventeen stood in place, didn't know how to react for a while, stared blankly at the empty door, "What does he mean by this?"

Yiren covered his lips and chuckled, also got up and walked out, walked to the door, and saw that he was still standing there, and couldn't help laughing, "Go, fool!"

"You don't have to be burdened, it's not a so-called affection. It's just that when I see you occasionally, imagine the scene of walking in the rain with you, I feel very relieved, and I want to go on like this with you, and then I met Seventeen, when you look at him, it is a dependent gaze, which has never appeared in others, and then I know that there is no possibility between us, the children of the family, timely stop loss is taught since childhood, but there is a little regret in my heart. Over time, regret turned into obsession, I thought I had let go, but I still looked forward to the day when I could be by your side. ”

"Later, you and Seventeen became married, I also sincerely bless you, there may still be a little obsession in my heart, until yesterday I didn't know that we can never be the same kind of people, not just because of identity, but Seventeen appeared, which means that there should be no one else behind you."