Chapter 132: Obsession
But she wants the happiness of her loved ones more than her own happiness.
Su Wen looked at Gong Baiyi gently, and there was sadness hidden under her eyes, although everything was normal on the surface, she could clearly sense that there was a scar deep in her heart that was difficult to heal.
This scar reminds her all the time that the death of her aunt and Meng Jianghuai is inseparable from the Gong family.
Even though she was standing in front of Gong Baiyi and discussing Gong Boyuan's affairs lightly, the hatred surging in her heart never stopped for a moment.
But even so, she sadly found that she still couldn't give up her love for Gong Baiyi, which made her struggle in her heart, and she didn't know how to heal the entanglement.
Gong Bai also failed to see the hollowness hidden behind Su Wen's smile and the complex meaning in those eyes.
At Su Wen's insistence, Gong Bai finally agreed to attend the family banquet.
and brought Xuanxuan's family of three to attend together.
Xuan Xuan came to the palace family, because he was accompanied by his parents, he ran around happily, and under the teaching of Gong Baiyi, he called everyone in the palace family very politely, and his smart and cute appearance made people love it, and he immediately captured the hearts of the palace family.
Gong Yi said with emotion on the side: "This kid is really similar to Bai Yi when he was a child."
Others chimed in, "yes." I didn't expect that after so many years, now that Bai Yi's children are so old, and Qingying is also pregnant, it seems that the palace family in the future should be ruled by these children. ”
Xuan Xuan ran in front of Ji Qingying and said sweetly, "Sister, can I touch the little baby in your belly?"
Gong Yuanhua deliberately teased Xuan Xuan next to him and asked, "How can you call her sister, she should be your little aunt according to her seniority."
Xuan Xuan nodded, with a look of sudden realization, and said, "I know, uncle!"
"Hey, you call her sister, how did you become an uncle when you come to me, this is a difference."
The rest of the people were amused by this scene, and the atmosphere instantly relaxed a lot.
Ji Qingying was overjoyed by Xuan Xuan, and touched Xuan Xuan's head: "This kid's mouth is really sweet." Of course you can, you can touch it and see if you can feel it. ”
Raising his eyes to Su Wen, he looked at this side with a smile, and smiled with relief. I didn't expect them to have such a harmonious day.
Xuan Xuan carefully put his hand on Ji Qingying's bulging belly, which was not obvious.
said with a serious face: "Little baby, my mother said that you will be my brother or sister in the future, come out and play with me, I will definitely protect you as an elder brother." When will you come out and see you before my kindergarten class? ”
Listening to Xuan Xuan's childish words, the others felt very cute, and they all laughed, and the atmosphere became more harmonious unconsciously.
Ji Qingying said with a smile: "Don't worry, you can see him in nine months."
looked at Gong Yuanhua again and said, "It would be nice if our future children were so cute."
"The baby will definitely look as beautiful as the little aunt, and there will be many people who like him."
Ji Qingying smiled from ear to ear, looking at Xuan Xuan, her heart was full of love.
"This kid is so innocent and cute."
Gong Boyuan and Mrs. Gong felt very warm watching this scene from the side.
The old lady said to Xuan Xuan kindly, "Come over to Grandma's side."
"Go, your grandmother likes you too."
Gong Yuanhua said on the side.
Xuan Xuan looked at the old lady Gong and hesitated for a long time to walk over, but when the old lady Gong wanted to reach out and hug him, Xuan Xuan suddenly dodged and turned around and ran to Su Wen's side.
Old Lady Gong's outstretched arms stayed in the air, and the smile on her face gradually froze, and the atmosphere that was happy just now instantly became awkward.
Xuan Xuan hugged Su Wen tightly, looking in the direction of the old lady with a wary expression. It was a stark contrast to the ease with which he faced the others just now.
Su Wen knew that Xuan Xuan might have thought that the old lady Gong was going to snatch him again, so he had such a stress reaction, and gently patted Xuan Xuan's back to comfort him that he was fine.
Someone laughed dryly, trying to resolve this embarrassing scene, "The child may not be familiar with us, just get acquainted." ”
Although this explanation is a bit far-fetched, it also gives the old lady Gong a step down.
Old Lady Gong sighed, reflecting on the fact that they had been in a hurry before, which caused the children to be so deeply attached to them now.
Gong Bai also hurriedly gave Yu Xinghui a look.
Yu Xinghui hurriedly walked to Xuanxuan's side and asked him, "Shall I take you to play?"
Gong Yuanhua hurriedly said: "Yes, I have prepared a baby room, and Xuan Xuan can just go over to play!"
As soon as Xuan Xuan heard that there was something funny, his vigilant gaze just now also relaxed, and he looked at Su Wen.
"Let's go play."
Su Wen looked at Xuan Xuan and felt a little more worried.
It seems that that incident still caused a shadow to Xuan Xuan. She didn't want the entanglement between adults to affect the children.
Gong Bai also noticed the entanglement in Su Wen's eyes and clenched her hand.
Gong Boyuan on the side has been silently watching all this.
He also wants to take this opportunity to resolve the contradictions, and he can't maintain the current antagonistic situation forever.
After all, now that there is Xuanxuan, you can't wronged the bloodline of the Gong family.
Gong Boyuan walked to Su Wen's side, lowered his voice and said, "You come to the study with me, I have something to say to you."
glanced at Gong Baiyi again.
"Don't come with me yet."
Gong Bai naturally didn't dare to let Coco Su and Gong Boyuan be alone in the same room, and looked at Coco Su worriedly.
Su Wen shook his head at him and said calmly: "I'm fine, he won't do anything to me here."
After speaking, he followed Gong Boyuan into the study.
Gong Bai also looked at Su Wen's back, and the worry in his eyes became heavier.
Su Wen stood in front of Gong Boyuan and didn't speak, just stared at him, and the indifferent eyes on the surface still showed hatred that could not be concealed when facing Gong Boyuan.
Gong Boyuan broke the silence first, his tone was much softer than before, and said directly: "I can agree to you entering the door of our palace family, and promise to have a make-up wedding with you and Bai Yi."
"You see that Xuan Xuan is also older, he is the flesh and blood of the Gong family, we can't let him be left out. Since Gong Bai is not for you not to marry, it is useless for us to force it, I am also old, and I don't want to see this family fall apart, so it is up to you to say, I will not stop you if you want to be together. ”
In Gong Boyuan's eyes, he was already a compromise, and Su Wen had no reason not to agree.
Gong Boyuan's change in attitude this time, for Su Wen, her emotions did not fluctuate. In the past, she might have been happy that she had finally been recognized by Gong Boyuan, but now it is different, the problem has deteriorated, and it is no longer something that can be solved by simply recognizing her entering the Gong family.
Between her and the Gong family, there is the life of her loved ones, and she has no way to forgive Gong Boyuan on behalf of the dead Lu Yun and Meng Jianghuai.
Therefore, even if the Gong family gives in now, she can't agree to this marriage anymore.
Coco Su closed her eyes and took a deep breath. I opened my eyes and said with a smile: "Okay, I also agree to make up the wedding." But I have one condition. ”
Gong Boyuan thought that Su Wen was relieved, and said confidently: "The palace family can promise you any conditions."
Su Wen looked directly at Gong Boyuan, with a cold smile in his eyes, and said, "Really? Then I want to have a wedding at my aunt's grave so that someone can send me off the red carpet. Do you say yes? ”
Gong Boyuan's face changed as soon as he heard this, knowing that Su Wen was deliberately playing tricks on him.
Holding back the anger in his heart, he asked Su Wen: "Lu Yun's accident, can't you turn the page?" I have apologized to you and promised to compensate you for whatever you wanted. Why don't you let it go? Didn't you always want to marry Bai Yi, and now that I have fulfilled you, you refuse to agree. What the hell do you want me to do? ”
Su Wen stared straight at Gong Boyuan, the mockery in his eyes gradually deepened, and said: "It's not that there is no way to reconcile, as long as you can fight with your life, then I will forgive you and never dwell on this matter again."
When Su Wen thought of Lu Yun and Meng Jianghuai's deaths, it was as cold as being in an ice cave, and the pain was so profound that she had to torture her countless times every day. Although she disguised it well enough to deceive everyone, hatred had already germinated in her heart, growing vigorously in that bottomless corner, almost devouring her.
Most of her world was dark, and no amount of sunlight could shine through.
The only thought that sustained her was revenge.
No matter how Gong Bai touched her with love, she could never forget that the Gong family was the culprit of all this.
So after the accident, listening to Gong Baiyi's promises to her over and over again, she struggled with this warmth and hatred. There was always a voice reminding her that it was impossible between her and Gong Baiyi after all.
Gong Boyuan looked at Su Wen's eyes full of hatred for him, and there were even tangled tears flashing in those eyes.
As soon as Su Wen's words came out, the two of them knew that this was a dead end, and there was no way to reconcile. No matter what Gong Boyuan did, he couldn't eliminate Su Wen's hatred for him.
The two looked at each other speechlessly, and their eyes were full of complexity when they looked at each other.
At this time, someone outside the door knocked over the vase placed in the doorway, and the sound of the vase shattering to the ground echoed the current comical situation.
Su Wen knew that it must be Gong Bai and was not worried about himself, so he eavesdropped outside the door.
But now, now that she has confided her true thoughts, there is no need to act in front of Gong Baiyi.
It's better to take this opportunity to completely ruin Gong Baiyi's thoughts about himself, and don't let him waste time on himself anymore.
Su Wen hid the sadness in his eyes, looked at Gong Boyuan, and asked mockingly: "Why do you want to compromise now, why don't you let me guess." Maybe it's because I've taken over the Meng family now, and I still have the help of the Lu family, so I can barely get into your eyes and become a daughter-in-law who helps the Gong family. It's no longer as useless as it used to be. Is that right? ”
Gong Boyuan was so angry that he couldn't speak, and even his hands were trembling slightly, he didn't expect Coco Su to be so resolute, leaving no room at all, which made him suddenly scared of Coco Su, and felt that what Coco Su said about doing her best to retaliate against the Gong family may not be just a momentary angry talk, but what she thought from the bottom of her heart.
Coco continued, "But I think you're wrong. The Meng family was left to me by my aunt and Meng Jianghuai, and their death has nothing to do with you, do you think I will take the Meng family to help you? Your current apology, try your best to redeem it, what is it, can these save their lives! Who will pay for their lives! ”
Su Wen suddenly raised his voice, and Gong Boyuan trembled.
Covering his heart, he forcibly asked, "What the hell do you want to do!"
Su Wen smiled with desolation and determination, and said indifferently: "Didn't I tell you at the beginning? My purpose is to completely destroy the Gong family, and I won't give up if that's not the case. ”
She knew that after saying this, it was completely impossible between her and Gong Baiyi. But she couldn't just think about herself, and gave up avenging her aunt and Meng Jianghuai. If she was destined to make a choice, she couldn't choose Gong Baiyi.
It was destined to be a tragedy between them from the beginning, it shouldn't have started in the first place, it was because she coveted too much...