Looking at the note left by Zhao Runtong, Shao Yi was unspeakably sad, he was obviously hiding from himself, she didn't understand, what went wrong, how could it be like this between them? Disappointment began to eat away at her heart little by little, "everything will be fine", the estrangement will only accumulate deeper and deeper, how can it disappear out of thin air? She was sad not only about Zhao Runtong's concealment from her, but also about the way he handled things.

She didn't stay at home for a long time, packed her things, and went directly to the station to take the train back to the provincial capital. It's not without grievances in my heart, since I realized that I have been married for so long, Zhao Runtong has never treated her like this. In the past, she occasionally had a cold and fever or something, and he was so nervous, but now ......, she doesn't want to think about it, but she can't help but think about it.

About a continuous car, and did not rest well at night, to the provincial capital, she only felt a bad headache, back to the residence, took a shower, then climbed into the bed, in a daze heard someone knock on the door, at first she thought it was a mistake, in the provincial city knew that she lived here not many people, and then listened carefully, it was indeed knocking on her own door, got up and opened the door to see that it was Cao Yimin, busy opening the door to let her in.

"Why are you here?" Although he knew that she lived here, Cao Yimin came up for the first time.

"Shao Yi, I have something to ask you to help with." Cao Yimin's eyes were a little red, obviously he had just cried.

"What's going on? Cao Yimin. ”

"Shao Yi, I'm pregnant." Cao Yimin's voice was very low, but Shao Yi heard it very clearly, and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, she knew that Cao Yimin was not married, but she still couldn't help asking: "You don't want this child?" ”

Cao Yimin smiled bitterly when he heard this, "It's not that I don't want it, it's that I can't want it at all." ”

Shao Yi didn't ask why, "When do you want to have surgery?" ”

"The sooner the better."

Shao Yi nodded, "I have a classmate in the maternity hospital, I'll contact her and make an appointment to accompany you." ”

Cao Yimin's eyes turned red, "Thank you, Shao Yi." ”

Shao Yi poured her a glass of water, "Why are you so polite." She glanced at her, "Just, have you really decided?" ”

Cao Yimin sighed, "So far, I won't hide it from you, Shao Yi, the child's father is a local official of ours, I just went there and didn't know him for a long time, at that time he didn't sit in his current position, I was not familiar with life at that time, he helped me a lot, we got along with each other, I also know that he is married, his father-in-law is very powerful in the local area, to put it bluntly, he is mixed in the officialdom is his father-in-law's family, although he said that he likes me, but he never mentioned divorce, I also know that it is impossible for him to divorce, but in our line of work, it is too difficult if there is no backer behind him, so I have never made up my mind to cut him off, and then this matter somehow reached the ears of his wife, she came to our station to make trouble, and the movement was very big, and he couldn't get over his face, so he had to find an excuse to send me out to study, the car I drove and the house I lived in were his ......" Cao Yimin finished speaking, and asked Shao Yi: "Do you look down on me?" ”

Shao Yi shook her head, although she didn't approve of her lifestyle, there was no need to blame, "Does he know about the child?" ”

"He knows and doesn't know the result, how dare he joke with the black gauze hat on his head?"

Shao Yi looked at Cao Yimin's pale face, and her heart was gloomy, she may not be sad, but she could only knock out her teeth and swallow it in her stomach.

She tied up with her own **, and the next day she accompanied Cao Yimin to the hospital, after the examination, the operation was about Friday of that week, and the old doctor who did the examination strongly persuaded Cao Yimin to keep the child, "You all feel young now, you all want to run for a career, and it is not so easy to go back and wait for the time to have a child, I have seen so much, go back and think about it, discuss it with your lover, it's too late to change your mind now......"

Shao Yi looked at Cao Yimin, whose face was getting paler, and hurriedly thanked the old doctor and left quickly.

On the day of the operation, Cao Yimin seemed to be very nervous, "I have studied medicine, this is just a minor operation, you don't have to worry." ”

Cao Yimin shook his head, "I'm not worried about ......"

Shao Yi knew that she was also sad in her heart, but he didn't know how to comfort her. The operation went very smoothly, Cao Yimin is not from this province, and she has no relatives here, she can't let her parents come over for this kind of thing, she originally wanted to go back to her residence after the operation, but Shao Yi didn't agree, "Why do you have to rest for a week, no one will take care of you when you go back, you stay with me for a few days before you go back." ”

She cleaned up the guest room, "It's a little simple, you will stay for a few days." ”

"Shao Yi, thank you, if I hadn't met you, I really don't know what to do?"

"It's all friends, what's polite, but make it clear in advance, the food I cook may be difficult to eat, don't dislike it when the time comes."

On the second night of Cao Yimin's stay here, the person called her, she locked herself in her room and talked for a long time, and when she came out, she was in a very bad mood.

"You can't cry at this time, it's not good for your eyes." Shao Yi looked at her red and swollen eyes.

"I have a hunch, Shao Yi, he may not care about me......"

Shao Yi sighed, "Why should you? It's not that he can't live without him. ”

"But I'm not reconciled."

"You already knew that it was impossible for him to divorce, your relationship would be broken sooner or later, wouldn't it be better to break it off at this time, you are still young and can start a new life of your own, do you want to wait until you don't have the ability to start again, and then he will break it off with you?"

Cao Yimin sighed, "Start over?" It's not like I haven't thought about it, but it's easier said than done. ”

"That's better than being stiff like this." Shao Yi said lightly.

Cao Yimin looked up at her, "Shao Yi, why did you come to train?" ”

Shao Yi remembered what happened and said self-deprecatingly: "It's definitely not for learning." ”