Chapter 36: The Test of Childishness
"Since you're not in the mood, let's not make up the class recently, and wait until you can listen to me." Zhan Haoyang pushed Simeng's book back and started his own exercises.
He endured it and didn't lose his temper, she behaved abnormally, I don't know what happened, but I just wouldn't tell him.
She seemed to be colder to him than before, she spoke to him less, and even joked with him anymore, which didn't look like a girl in love at all.
Did she regret it again? Treating his confession as a joke again?
Damn it!
After school, Zhan Haoyang didn't give Simeng homework as usual, and left without even saying anything, and after he turned off giving her a lecture, he didn't talk to her again, Simeng must have been angry.
She knew that she was always distracted when he was lecturing, that she didn't reply in time when he spoke, that she couldn't see when he walked in front of him, that she couldn't say a few words together every day, that he must have felt that she was very boring, that she felt like she was staying with a piece of wood.
He's angry, what to do?
Simeng lay on Haiyan's shoulder and complained without tears.
"I'm really becoming less and less like myself, what should I do? He's going to get sick of me. β
Haiyan stroked Simeng's head and comforted: "Just treat your relationship as before, weren't you good together before?" β
"What I'm saying is, I think he's the same as before, do you think he still sees our relationship as before, only I think we're in love?"
"Don't you know that? Falling in love must be different from before, right? β
"But there is no difference between us, except that he gives me tutoring topics, everything else is the same as before." Simeng hugged his head in frustration.
"Isn't it? Isn't there anything very intimate? You two are sitting in the back. Haiyan shouted in surprise.
"No, except that day he ...... Kiss me, and ...... Never. Simeng said with a red face.
"Huh? What kind of love is this, I thought you would do something inappropriate for children in the future. Haiyan said regretfully, but she turned her head to look at them every day and really didn't find anything she wanted to see.
Simeng blushed and slapped Haiyan: "What are you thinking?" β
"Then I suggest that you ask the squad leader directly, how does he define your relationship in his heart, and don't let you rejoice in vain."
Simeng sighed, she hadn't thought about this suggestion Haiyan said, but every time she faced Zhan Haoyang, she couldn't open her mouth at all, and she already felt blushing and heartbeating when she spoke, let alone such a sensitive topic.
I always feel that her courage has become small because of her relationship with Zhan Haoyang, as if she has passed the stage of "those who don't know are fearless"!
"Haiyan, he ...... Why don't we let you guys go public about our relationship? "This is what Simon is concerned about.
"You're stupid, it's going to be spread in the whole school, so the principal knows about it, do you think our school is open-minded enough to allow early love!"
"That's what he said?"
"The squad leader didn't say it, but Toe wants to know the reason, right?"
At the beginning, Simeng also thought so, and felt that he was very careful and thoughtful about her refusal to make it public, but after listening to Li Jiahui's words, his firm confidence was a little shaken.
He didn't say why he didn't make their relationship public, nor did he mention to Simeng that he wanted to protect their relationship, so did he want to hide it, or did he regret it?
What is the reason for the hidden relationship?
It's really tiring to think about it like this every day, so Simeng decided to ask Zhan Haoyang in person, so as not to have too many dreams at night.
When she got home, she used the landline to call Zhan Haoyang, but no one answered the phone when it rang again, and Simeng called again before it was connected.
"Hello?"
"Haoyang, my back hurts, can you give me a massage?"
This delicate sound like smeared honey will not be wrong, it is Zheng Jiajia's! Simeng seemed to have been pinned in place by a spell.
"Haoyang, come here! Come on! Zheng Jiajia's voice went from far to near, and then Simeng could only hear the "beep" sound of hanging up the phone.
Zhan Haoyang actually went to find Zheng Jiajia!
He got angry with her and went to Zheng Jiajia?
Hung up on her too!
Simeng put down the earpiece for a long time, he really annoyed her, she is not as beautiful as Zheng Jiajia, she is not as good as Zheng Jiajia, she is not as good as Zheng Jiajia, she can say a lot of nice things, she is a boy will choose Zheng Jiajia, right?
Is he her boyfriend after all? How could you be around another girl at such a late hour?
"Yo, what's going on? Broken out? Auntie stood next to Simeng with a glass of water, with the same mocking smile on her face as Jiaojiao, and her tone had become more and more similar to Jiaojiao recently.
Simeng wiped the tears from his face and ran back to his room.
The next day, Zhan Haoyang didn't wait for her at the station, Simeng returned to school sullenly, and Li Jiahui, who had just sat down in front of her, immediately put a mobile phone on Simeng's desk as if she had been waiting for a long time.
The mobile phone is a photo of Zhan Haoyang and Zheng Jiajia together, Zhan Haoyang is sitting on the sofa, elegantly holding a water cup and drinking water, Zheng Jiajia wraps her neck from behind him, lies on the side of his face, looks at the camera and smiles brightly.
Two good-looking faces, close together! Dazzling and dreamy, my heart trembles!
"The squad leader knew that Jiajia had been unwell recently and didn't come to class, so he went to visit Jiajia yesterday and stayed late. See, so that the two people who can make mobile phone wallpapers with a shot are called a good match! Li Jiahui proudly took back her mobile phone, and held the photo in front of Simeng to admire it again and again, and even passed it on to the rest of the class.
Everyone is admiring the talent and beauty of the people in the mobile phone, they are a natural pair, and they feel that they must be in love.
Simeng's brain was buzzing when he heard it.
A girl who had just entered the classroom heard everyone's discussion and said: "I must be in love, I just met the class leader and Zheng Jiajia on the road to come to school together, and she was the only one who sat behind the class leader's car." β
Simeng felt that every word was like a sword, cutting through her coat and flesh and piercing into her heart, peeling away her neat appearance and crushing it, revealing a ridiculous ugliness.
She ran out of the classroom quickly, trying to shake off the compliments that didn't belong to her as much as possible, and as she rushed downstairs, she bumped into a man on the stairs who called, "Big eyes." β
Simeng ignored it and continued to run down, and the people behind followed her, trying to stop her, but she kept struggling to shake her off until she was stopped by several students rushing to the teaching building on campus.
"Big Eyes, what's going on? Is there something wrong with Yu Jiaojiao? β
"Jiaojiao?" Simeng finally turned around, and then shook his head, "It's not her, it's my business." β
"Is that him?" Han Mingcheng's eyes looked motionless in one direction, Simeng's back stiffened, and he slowly turned around, Zhan Haoyang and Zheng Jiajia were coming together from the direction of the parking shed.
Zheng Jiajia leaned close to Zhan Haoyang's side, saying something with a smile on her face, and when she found that Simeng was standing in front of the teaching building "admiring" them, her smiling face became even brighter.
Even if she and Zhan Haoyang are in a relationship, they have never walked side by side alone on campus like this.
Zhan Haoyang glanced at Han Mingcheng, his dark eyes were fixed on Simeng's face, he showed his displeasure with a cold expression, and walked towards the two of them without hurrying.
It's unpleasant to see such a scene early in the morning!
Simeng also thought the same, watching the person with an air-conditioner slowly approaching, she suddenly wanted to take a gamble naively, betting on whether he would choose her on this open occasion.
So when Zhan Haoyang was about to walk to her, she walked quickly to the outside of the school, and saw him standing to look at her in the afterglow, so she sped up again, and sure enough, there were footsteps behind her and hurriedly followed, her heart softened, and finally stopped in a place where there were fewer people outside the school.
Tell him all the uneasiness and dissatisfaction in this place, and then reconcile with him.
Thinking like this, she turned around suddenly, but what she saw was Han Mingcheng standing two meters away.
"Haha! Ha ha! Simeng suddenly burst out laughing, even laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up.
Is she really an idiot? actually wanted to test him in such a naΓ―ve way, she was so self-conscious, she dared to compare the weight in his heart with Zheng Jiajia!
What an idiot!
"Big eyes......" Han Mingcheng looked at her worriedly, her face was full of brilliance when she turned around just now, but when she saw him, it went out in an instant, he understood that what she wanted to see was not him, but when she walked away quickly, he couldn't help but follow.
"It's okay, it's okay." Simeng wiped away the tears from laughter and sat down against the wall.
Her heart was even more sad, as if all the rumors and thoughts had been confirmed, and they were all the worst she had guessed.
He won't let their relationship be public, so he won't chase her in front of the whole school, he may like Zheng Jiajia, so he won't let her stay there.
Han Mingcheng stood beside Simeng, looking at her stoic and depressed appearance, he suddenly grabbed her hand on his knee and pulled her up.
"Big eyes, I said, don't force it." As he spoke, Han Mingcheng's eyes lit up, and then he smiled in Simeng's surprised eyes, and pulled her forward quickly, walking faster and faster, and running slowly.
The wind was blowing in their ears, and the sights of the street flashed behind them, and the thoughts in their minds seemed to be a little laggy and blank as if they could not keep up with their speed, and their ears could only hear their heavier and heavier gasps, and their eyes could only see the heat running out of their mouths.
It wasn't until Simeng's physical strength was exhausted that he couldn't run anymore that Han Mingcheng stopped, and sweat broke out in the cold weather, and the two of them sat on the curb and gasped.
"Aren't you feeling better?" Han Mingcheng asked.
Simeng gasped and nodded, fortunately she had a good sports foundation when she was in her hometown, otherwise she would really be paralyzed from exhaustion so far.
She took out a paper to wipe Han Mingcheng's sweat, and wiped it indiscriminately herself.
"I'm really sorry for you on Christmas Eve, I always want to apologize to you, I haven't seen you during the recent health inspection."
ββ¦β¦ Recently, it was cold and I couldn't get up, so I left it to someone else to do. Han Mingcheng looked away.
"Oh......"
The two of them sat silently for a while, and Simeng found that she was never nervous when she sat with Han Mingcheng, and she didn't have to think about the topic with her head, even if she didn't say anything, she wouldn't feel embarrassed.