Chapter 14: Fear

This is closely related to Tian Wenjing's status as prime minister.

With a prominent family like Tian Wenjing, if you want to accept Runzhi, a fatherless and motherless child who was adopted by the head of Qingtianguan Tao Fuzi since childhood, as a son-in-law, even if Tian Wenjing agrees, it is estimated that up to the current emperor, civil and military officials, and down to the people, there will inevitably be discussions.

People can tolerate their own mistakes and uniqueness, but they are always very concerned and critical of other people's alternative behavior.

The more people are exposed to the spotlight, the more it is so, human nature.

Therefore, although the two also had secret feelings, they never dared to confess to each other.

Once, when Tian Wenjing was the governor of Shaanxi, Runzhi had just been admitted to Xiucai that year, and it was when he was elated, he shared the joy with Qing'er in the room, but after Tian Wenjing saw it, he didn't say anything, waved his sleeves and left.

Then Qing'er was punished for copying her daughter's scriptures 600 times, one a day, and it took two years to copy.

"How can a girl's family be alone in the same room with a boy? Isn't it a joke? "When Tian Wenjing taught Qing'er a lesson, he was always merciless.

But the strange thing is that when Han Lizi, the secretary of the household department, brought his youngest son to the mansion to ask for marriage, Tian Wenjing seemed very happy. actually put Qing'er and his son Erda in a beautifully decorated secret room, so that a pair of lonely men and widows could get along all day, and they also called it "in-depth understanding of each other".

"Do you think you'd like to spend your life with this woman named Zilu?" Qing'er seems to have a premonition of an unprecedented crisis, at a crisis juncture, she has always never given up, she is always extremely calm, trying everything to achieve it.

"Perhaps, I think every moment I am with her is very happy and happy, she makes me feel more hearty than I have ever felt in the world, and I feel that the world is so beautiful and comfortable. Anyway, I think I'd do it if I could! ”。

When Runzhi said the words "If you can", he was actually trembling in his heart, because he understood that the reason why the woman named Zilu loved him so deeply was probably because of the name called "Tian Wen Jingtian", if this name no longer exists, then will this Zilu still treat me so sincerely?

Qing'er's words really still caused a little fear in Runzhi's heart, because this fear comes from the fact that all this prosperity is fake, it is all given by others, once others take it back, he may be doomed in an instant, and it may even affect the lives of many disciples of the master.

Everyone has their own fears, and the more people who care about themselves, the greater their fears.

"Have you ever thought that in fact, she doesn't love you, she just loves the supreme person she imagines, or that she just loves a kind of power", Qing'er continued, "She doesn't know anything about you, she is willing to sacrifice herself to you easily, presumably there is a reason for it, and the pen has a plan"

Qing'er's words made Runzhi suddenly sober up, and suddenly the hearty and happy feeling of last night disappeared at this moment.

Indeed, the easier it is to gain something, the faster it is often lost. But for an ordinary person, if you don't work hard to get it now, maybe you won't have a chance to get it again in the future.

"Maybe she really likes me", Runzhi remembered Zilu's tenderness, a thousand warmth, and Zilu's warm embrace, like returning to her mother's arms when she was a child.

To a certain extent, Zilu is the person he wants the most after Runzhi has been waiting for decades, and the standard that is closest to the type of person that Runzhi desires the most.

"You also know, it's maybe, and it can only be maybe", Qing'er already knew at this time that Runzhi's psychological defense line had been completely defeated, and Runzhi no longer had the ability to love this naturally beautiful beauty called Zilu so much.

"It turns out that you are really not Lord Tian Wen Jingtian!"

A voice floated by like a ghost, and the two people under the rockery were startled almost at the same time.

At this time, a figure under the rockery moved slowly, and then also entered under the boulder.

"Zilu, why are you here?" Runzhi looked at Zilu, Zilu's eyes were red at this time, obviously listening to what Runzhi and Qing'er said just now.

"I saw that you didn't have a sword with you when you left, this is not your style, I think it must be your old friend, and I saw this girl's pink scarf, I expected it to be a woman, so I secretly followed it out to find out", Zilu continued, a trace of moonlight shining through the gap in the stone on her delicate and beautiful face, adding a lot of charm.

"You've come just in time, even if you don't come, I'll come back to you!" , Qing'er is still so calm, quiet as a cicada, her heart is like water, it seems that she is the people who have seen through the past of the red dust in the world, and her tone at this moment does not look like an ordinary person in the red dust, "From the moment you aroused Runzhi's desire, you already knew that Runzhi was not the so-called Lord Tianwen Jingtian, right?" ”

"Hey, it's so strange, you can't be a fairy, how come you know my thoughts", Zilu looked puzzled. In Zilu's opinion, he has done a very good job, and it stands to reason that he should be leakless, not to mention that this time he got it in exchange for his virgin body.

"If I'm not mistaken, your father's name is Bao Zhiyan, who is the head of Yangzhou Prefecture, and you are the Lulu who is said to be able to memorize 300 Tang poems backwards at the age of seven and call it the cutest goddess prodigy, right?" Qing'er suddenly wanted Zilu to ask such a question, which obviously made Runzhi even more curious.

Runzhi grew up in Qingtianguan since he was a child, and the only people he came into contact with were the head master and many uncles and uncles and many Qingtianguan disciples, and there were few people who really knew about officialdom and family.

In Runzhi's memory, it had been at least fifteen years since his real mother had last seen him.

"Tell me, what exactly do you want Runzhi to do for you?" Qing'er's words are always like the bullets of a machine gun that has not yet been loaded, constantly reflecting towards the surroundings, leaving the surrounding enemies powerless."

"I,···· I...

Zilu suddenly fell into a very embarrassing situation in an instant, this must be the most shrewd woman she has ever met.

"Say, no matter what you thought before, in short, Runzhi will definitely help you do it", Qing'er has disdained to hide, and will say all the conjectures without leaving room for it, sometimes the more frank you are, the more you can solve the problem, the root of all problems is often because of people's own factors, in the final analysis, it is the price of mutual deception, if you want to make this cost the least, there is only honesty and openness, "Not only Runzhi, as a good friend of Runzhi, I will definitely help you do it."