The classroom suddenly fell silent, and I wished they could be noisy when talking to other people, preferably not being able to hear me. But they didn't.

After a while, I don't know who laughed. Immediately after that, many people quickly joined the laughing team.

"Haha, my hobby is listening to music. Alas, you say she can't sing. But ah, definitely not, her voice is so ugly, I don't like to be embarrassed to be in the same class with her, let alone listen to her. ”

"You see that she is very good-looking, but she is useless, and she can't even speak."

At this time, the teacher hurriedly stopped.

I know I shouldn't care, yes, they're young. But everyone forgot that I was as old as them, and I was also raised by my parents in the palm of my hand.

I remembered it again, that year. The math teacher called me to answer the question, and I did. But he did not hear clearly, and asked, "Do you hear clearly?" The classmates said that they heard clearly.

A friend repeated what I had said.

The teacher asked again, "Is this what she said?" Will she? Or did you answer it for her yourself? ”

However, this piece did not end there, he mocked: "Doesn't she have a tongue? Or the tongue is broken, and I can't speak. ”

Tears flowed down my face, and I kept telling myself, "Fool, don't cry." It's not worth it, your tears are really precious. "But I can't stop it.

I like the mirror the most, because when I cry, it doesn't necessarily smile.

Secondly, it is late at night. I would cry in the middle of the night, but I was so strong. I don't want people to see my fragile appearance, and I don't want to see their pitiful expressions.

I know he's not a good teacher, but so what's the matter. He can still have a stable income and live an enviable life.

None of this mattered, but he ruined my childhood.

So much so that in the long road of life, I can't find a trace of a wonderful figure.

I thought that as long as I hid it, no one would know. Everything will pass, and it is only now that I realize that I am just deceiving myself.

There has never been much empathy in this world.

Looking at the way they looked, my heart sank to the bottom.

Maybe they'll never know how much courage it took me to get up. How many deep breaths do you have to take to finish this passage?

I thought this was my limit, but I didn't expect to be able to listen to them strongly. Perhaps, I am stronger than I thought.

Even if the tears have soaked the clothes, even if the hands have been pricked with fingers, even if the heart hurts so much that you can't breathe.

I still tell myself to be strong, no one will feel sorry for you. Bear with me, and that's fine.

At night, there is no mood to sleep. I told them I wanted to go out for a walk.

I didn't have time to hear their response, and left.

Maybe I don't want to let myself down again

Before I knew it, I came to the secret base of Sakura again. Although I already know that this is the secret base of the school's 3 major school grasses.

But I couldn't find a place to go, so I said to myself, "Just for a while, it's too late now, no one will come." ”

Looking at the cherry blossoms in front of me in a daze, I didn't notice when no one was sitting next to me.

"Why are you crying, what happened? Can you tell me about it? A cold voice rang in my ears.

I inexplicably felt a little familiar, and when I looked to the side, I realized that it was Shangguan Yan.

hurriedly said: "No, just scatter." ”

Sorry, I didn't know it was so late. There are other people, I didn't come here on purpose.

I was just... I just couldn't find anywhere else to go. I know, it's my fault. Next time, never again.

After speaking, he quickly turned around and wanted to leave.

Suddenly falling into an embrace, I stared at him blankly.

He didn't expose my lies, he just wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with his hands. I realized that while I was in a daze, tears were already overflowing my eyes.

Thinking of the lie just now, suddenly, there is a kind of little liar who has been caught telling lies. I felt very embarrassed, and my face turned red unconsciously.

"No interruption," he said.

I didn't react for a moment, and looked at him with a puzzled look, as if asking.

He said patiently: "You didn't bother me, you can come here if you are unhappy in the future." ”

"How can this be, isn't this your secret base?" I asked

He said, "You're different," he said.

My heart was beating so fast that I suddenly wanted to ask, "Why am I different?" ”

But I'm afraid to hear an answer that disappoints me.