In the early morning, the hazy clouds are pierced by the sun, and the weather is a little cold after the rain.

Amid the sound of birdsong, Dr. Chan woke up.

This was the first time he had really slept in the ark, just like in reality, he had just gotten up, and his consciousness was still in a lazy sleep.

For a moment, he didn't even think he was in the game.

He confuses the game with reality.

Helplessly, he shook his head, laughed self-deprecatingly, got out of bed, and pushed open the door that he didn't know how many times.

The same living room, the same windows, the same mother.

"Oh, you're awake, look at ...... Mom forgot to cook. ”

The same tone, the same demeanor.

Dr. Chan seemed to suddenly realize that this forever repetitive day was nothing to him, but to his mother, a weak old man who had just lost her husband, it seemed to be more cruel than death.

Her life came to a halt here, there was no past, no future, only this never-ending cycle. Maybe...... She didn't go over.

Oh yes, he's just an NPC.

Dr. Chan had forgotten about it.

It was a ridiculous trance, but this time, Dr. Chan looked at the woman by the window and didn't laugh.

Dr. Chan was a little distracted, but as he had done for many days in the past, he opened the door of his house and the pedestrians on the road were holding roses in their hands, and today was still Valentine's Day.

It's Valentine's Day again.

It's still Valentine's Day.

I don't know how many times this day has been repeated, so many times that it has ...... Dr. Chan almost forgot that he was still in the Ark game.

It was the same restaurant again, the plate shattered again, and the white hands came into Dr. Chen's sight again.

"You look lonely."

It was the first thing the girl said to Dr. Chan, the 10th, the 100th time, and he didn't remember it anymore.

"Like a lonely traveler."

For a moment, Dr. Chan seemed to feel that this sentence did not symbolize that he was alone in this world as a player. It's more like saying that he himself, even if he is a member of this world, then he is also lonely, repeating Valentine's Day, boring and boring repeatedly weaving into a long river like stagnant water, and he is alone forever...... Always, like a traveler..... Or rather, more like a wanderer.

"This shit, shit!" Suddenly, Dr. Chan inexplicably felt a wave of anger, and after a momentary spread, he could no longer restrain it, and slammed the plate in his hand to the ground.

"Why did you do this to me? My home is already like this, my life is already like this, do you want to play with me in this way!? Dr. Chan roared, drawing the sideways glances of countless customers in the restaurant, who covered their mouths and looked at the waiter with a lunatic expression.

But Dr. Chan didn't pay attention to these stares, he just felt helpless, sad, and lonely, and this was such a boring world.

Actually, this is a script, and he could have automatically quit and left when he felt bored.

But, just like a person in a dream, it is difficult to notice that he is still in a dream, and he forgets that he is a player at this moment, and he is so stupid that he walks out of the restaurant and staggers into the unfamiliar street.

After that, he began to wander around, trying to find clues that would end the day, but he couldn't find it, and gradually, the search turned into idle wandering, anger, and self-deception.

That's good, at least Dr. Chan feels that he doesn't have to worry about his livelihood and tomorrow's hardship, so he can be a ghost of time.

He no longer goes to the restaurant to pick up plates, just walks around the big city, and since he doesn't go to the restaurant, he doesn't have the task of serving plates every day, so Dr. Chen gradually forgets something.

Have you forgotten how many landscapes you have seen? Or have you forgotten how many strangers you pass by with indifferent faces?

Whatever.

Day after day, Dr. Chan felt lost in a labyrinth of steel and concrete, wandering like a third person who had nothing to do with the world, watching the world reborn and destroyed in a single day.

But...... What makes Dr. Chan himself find it strange is that no matter how late it is, he always remembers to go home.

He was a little scared that the mother, who was sitting at the window, would be worried when she found out that she hadn't come home, even if she would forget it the next day, but Dr. Chan was still worried.

In her mother's current physical and mental state, Dr. Chan couldn't bear to leave her for a moment, as if he had seen himself as the last pillar of support for this woman's willpower before it collapsed. On the other hand, she feels the familiar care and love every night, and Dr. Chan is one of the few warmers in this world.

There were many moments when Dr. Chan even felt that it would not be so bad if he stayed with the old woman forever.

The shadow of the light covered her long hair, and Dr. Chan looked at her, thinking.

......

......

"You look lonely."

Dr. Chan has lost count of how many times this has been, but he is no longer embarrassed and shy when he faces that girl.

He knew that for this girl, he was just a stranger. But for Dr. Chan himself, the girl has already become an old friend who is very familiar to him.

"yes, I'm lonely, the kind of loneliness you can't imagine at all." Dr. Chan said. The sun shone on the girl's face, and he didn't know how many times he had seen it, but it still seemed to look good.

"Just look at the way you look." She said with some sadness, "Are you in trouble? ”

"Well, a lot of trouble."

"Can you tell me?"

"You won't believe it."

"You make me feel like a person who can completely put your mind at ease and believe." She looked at Dr. Chen seriously, "So I'm going to try very hard to believe...... Very hard. ”

Without warning at all, Dr. Chan didn't even notice it, and a tear slipped from his eyes. He wiped his eyes and looked at his palm in surprise.

Only then did he realize that he was so eager to talk to someone about his loneliness.

A word from the girl who bathed in the sun...... When Dr. Chan touched her eyes of doubt and concern, it was as if some emotion had broken through the embankment, and it rushed out.

After that, Dr. Chan told the other party everything, and her eyes were always on the other person, quietly listening to it.

"Nothing will ever pass." She smiled calmly, losing her previous hippie smile, and immersed herself in an inexplicable sadness with Dr. Chen: "Maybe you yourself are not ready for tomorrow, God will give you more time." ”

Dr. Chan looked at her eyes that were looking at her seriously, and suddenly realized that she was crying, so she quickly wiped her face and began to feel a little embarrassed.

"Sounds like I'm a madman, right?" Dr. Chan said.

"I believe in you." The girl read Dr. Chan's thoughts.

She held her cheeks, and suddenly changed a lively smile: "Let's go to see the stars together tonight." “

Dr. Chen was stunned, thought of his mother at home, hesitated for a moment, and nodded.

This is this time...... Just this time, anyway, after tomorrow, my mother will forget all this, so today, let's go home later.

For some reason, he wanted to stay with this girl longer, if only a little.

"Can you see the stars on a rainy day?"

"I can see it, I'm very good, and when I want to see the stars, the clouds will give way to me." She said mysteriously.

My Dr. Chan pinched my nose and smiled from the bottom of my heart.

......

......

The night sky was originally like a black mirror, dotted with stars, but it was extremely gorgeous.

At the top of the abandoned tower, the evening breeze blows through the narrow platform on which we lie on our backs. Looking at the night sky from this angle, although it is not obvious, you can still find the stars behind the thin cloud sheets.

"You just said that God has stuck me on this day countless times to give me some time to prepare?"

"yes." She raised her eyebrows, her black hair swaying lightly in the wind: "Everyone will have such a moment, feeling that they can't walk anymore, and they are afraid that tomorrow will come, so they should stop and walk again." ”

"Afraid of tomorrow?" This is the first time Dr. Chan has heard this statement.

"You're afraid of your father's departure, you're worried about not being able to take care of your mother, you're worried about this family. And you said—" She smiled at me narrowly, "you've wandered around and still feel lonely, so you can only come to me, which means you need a support...... At least that's what I guessed? ”

Dr. Chen looked blankly at the girl in front of him, remembered what he had done, and then ...... He nodded silently.

He felt that what the girl said seemed to make sense.

She patted Dr. Chan on the shoulder again and threw a soft smile: "As I said, everything will pass." ”

"Hmm." Dr. Chan answered, and fell silent again.

The two of them were speechless, and began to look overhead.

The twilight was a little heavy, and Lao Chen could only see the edges and corners of her face, as well as those clear eyes, looking at the starry sky very seriously.

He only felt that looking at this girl, he felt very relieved and ...... Happiness.

Dr. Chan removed the harmonica from his backpack.

Since the death of his mother, he has become very poor at communicating with others, and can only blow a few times on the top floor of the medical school dormitory in the middle of the night as a kind of dispatch.

The girl next to her was a little surprised.

Dr. Chan made a silent motion, pointed to the night sky, and began to play.

Time slowed down in the flow of the song, and she hummed softly to the tune, which Dr. Chan didn't hear, but it didn't matter. On the tower, the two of them spent time in tacit understanding.

"Nice, I learned it myself?"

"My dad taught me." Lao Chen's gaze at the starry sky was a little blurred......

"Before, I always felt that playing the harmonica was a bit embarrassing and too literary, but now I really want to show all my talents in front of you." Lao Chen took a deep breath: "I may like you...... Or, you are the only one in the world who makes me aware that I exist. ”

"I've heard of the theory that particles in the microscopic world are arbitrary until they are accurately observed, and they may exist here or somewhere else."

"Sometimes I wonder if I am such a particle, a dispensable existence in this world, and no one will observe me and give me the meaning of existence."

"Only you, no matter how many times, you have made me realize extremely strongly that I belong here, in this world."

The girl listened to Dr. Chen's words, pondered for a moment, and suddenly laughed helplessly: "How long did it take you to like me?" ”

"Forgot...... One month? Or a year? ......," Lao Chen replied a little embarrassed

"Then I'm a nymphomaniac." The girl said with a smile

Lao Chen's heart was suddenly pinched.

"The first time I saw you, the moment I saw your eyes, I liked you."

Lao Chen's whole body was stupid, he looked at the girl in front of him in a daze, his brain was buzzing.

So much so that he didn't hear what the girl was saying.

"Promise me, don't be afraid of tomorrow, everything will pass."

"You play the piano so well, otherwise, let's find a bar, you play the piano, I sing, I don't sell my body, it feels good."

"Be Stronger......"

"I'll forget all this when tonight passes, but ...... You can tell me and I'll believe you. ”

"I'll wait for you tomorrow."

The girl kept talking, and Dr. Chen kept looking at her stupidly, and time passed little by little.

......

......

When he got home that day, Dr. Chan talked a lot to his mother.

What has been said, what has not been said.

He said he got a girlfriend and was a good girl.

He said he had something he wanted to try.

He said that everything will pass and we will all be fine.

The old man by the window smiled, listening to his son finish everything, and his expression became more peaceful than ever.

That kind of look is a kind of look that completely puts everything down, reassuring and relieved.

"Kid...... Seeing you like this, my mother is finally relieved. She said, "It's like you said, everything will pass." ”

"You've grown up, you've really grown up."

Dr. Chan nodded, smiled goodbye to his mother, and entered his bedroom.

He already had a feeling that tomorrow would be a new day. No matter what, you will be fearless.

There is a family, there are beloved girls, there are things to love.

Tomorrow, I don't know how many Valentine's Day, Lao Chen felt that he should also buy a bouquet of flowers and send it to that girl.

Oh, by the way, he hasn't asked the other person's name yet.

So...... Let's ask tomorrow.

Just thinking about it, thinking about it, Dr. Chan is lying on the soft bed, weaving an incomparably beautiful tomorrow.

He fell into a deep sleep.

...... Until, I was awakened by a familiar, but unspeakable smell for a while.

(It's a waste material for me to write about falling in love, this paragraph is copied from a big one named Qiu Leiping, look at the name, it should be a girl~~ I wish all the single dogs a happy holiday~)