Chapter 259: I Want to Die
Shangguan Yeling noticed that something was wrong with my expression, and he patted me on the shoulder and comforted, "It's okay, it's still early to wait!" ”
I lowered my head, feeling a little uncomfortable, and the tip of my nose was sour, "You say, is he not coming?" My voice was a little crying, Shangguan Yeling's heart was about to break when she heard it, looking at her thin body and red eyes, Shangguan Yeling's heart was also very uncomfortable.
He didn't answer her question, because he wasn't sure if the man would come.
I saw that Shangguan Yeling didn't answer me, my heart was already half cold, my throat became a little sour, an inexplicable emotion surged into my heart, my eyes were wrapped in a haze, I tried my best to suppress the tears in my eyes, not to let it fall out, I clenched my fists and endured, my fingertips were pinched by me and turned white, and my body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
Shangguan Yeling looked at the person in front of him, and for a moment he wanted to pull her into his arms, but he couldn't.
I held back the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes, as long as I relaxed a little, the tears would slide down, I didn't want Shangguan Yeling to see my embarrassed appearance.
Shangguan Yeling sat next to me, he didn't know what to say, just patted my back to help me soothe my emotions, Shangguan Yeling's action reminded me, Luo Baixuan also comforted me like this when I was uncomfortable before, and suddenly my heart was even more uncomfortable.
I kept telling myself in my heart that I couldn't cry, I couldn't cry, that crying wouldn't solve anything, and I took a deep breath to suppress the emotions in my heart.
Suddenly, there was a sound of soft footsteps behind me, and my heart seemed to stop beating at that moment, and the blood in my whole body coagulated together, and my brain was blank, and I didn't dare to breathe.
The footsteps were getting closer and closer to me, and my heartbeat was getting faster and faster as the footsteps got closer, and finally stopped behind me, Shangguan Yeling silently put down and stroked her hand.
The person standing behind me had a bitter throat, red eye circles, deep sunken eye frames, heavy dark circles around his eyes, he didn't sleep well at first glance, his amber eyes were no longer bright, they became dull, there was no brilliance in his eyes, and the whole person looked weak, giving people a very decadent feeling.
Luo Baixuan wanted to open his mouth to call her name, but he couldn't call the words out of his mouth, after countless struggles in his heart, he made up his mind, and the hoarse voice of "An ........." came into my ears, and his voice was trembling.
Before he could finish speaking, I turned and threw myself into his arms, and before my brain could give the command, I had already pounced on him.
He subconsciously reached out and hugged me, because I hugged him and was caught off guard by me and fell to the ground, his amber eyes shrank sharply, and then looked at me in surprise, he was stunned, he came today with the worst intentions, but he didn't expect her to hug himself.
He wondered if he was dreaming until he heard her cry
Surely he wasn't dreaming. He hugged the girl in his arms tightly, she seemed to be thin again, and she must not have eaten much these days......... Thinking of this, his eyes dimmed a little.
The familiar smell lingered on the tip of my nose, and at this moment I finally couldn't help but cry, the breath on his body dissipated my stubbornness, tears came out of my eyes, I let out a loud cry, kept sobbing, and tears wet his clothes.
Luo Baixuan stroked my head gently, he didn't speak, seeing her crying so sadly, Luo Baixuan's heart was like being cut by a knife, and the strength on his hand holding her waist couldn't help but increase a little.
Luo Baixuan was a little confused now, he didn't know what was wrong with her, he looked like the man who was sitting next to him just now, the soft light in his eyes suddenly became cold and deep, Shangguan Yeling bumped into Luo Baixuan's cold gaze, and his heart suddenly chuckled.
His eyes dodged for a moment, "You...... Don't look at me like that! I...... I didn't bully her! With that, he ran to the other side.
Luo Baixuan retracted his gaze, he looked at me, I cried for a long time, and finally I had no strength to cry, so I lay on his chest and sniffed, but my voice still had some crying, "It hurts...... Does it hurt? ”
"It doesn't hurt."
Luo Baixuan listened to her haggard voice, he almost wanted to die, it was all his fault, he shouldn't have lied to her.........
Looking at her crying scarlet eyes, he was very distressed, Luo Baixuan stretched out his fingertips and gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes.
I looked at him, his eyes were also red, there was no aura, in the past his eyes were bright, amber eyes seemed to live in the sun, today he has dim eyes, like a fallen sun.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my head in his chest, and after a long time, when I had calmed down, I looked at him apologetically, "Get up, it's cold on the ground." ”
He answered, but his hand still didn't let go of me, I looked at him puzzled, before I could speak, he hugged me horizontally, I subconsciously wrapped my arms around his neck, he sat on the rock, I was held in his arms, his strength was very strong, made me a little painful.
But I didn't say anything, just let him hold me like this, Luo Baixuan didn't dare to let go now, he was afraid that as soon as he let go, the person in front of him would disappear, he seemed to be holding a lost treasure.
His lips trembled slightly, and it was a long time before he spoke, "How are you doing these days?" ”
I shook my head and told Luo Baixuan all the dissatisfaction these days, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, and his eyes looked at me softly, and he listened to me so quietly.
After I finished speaking in one breath, I was out of breath, and I gasped for breath in exhaustion.
Luo Baixuan looked at her silly appearance, and couldn't help laughing, I raised my head and frowned slightly, "What are you laughing at?" ”
"It's nice to be able to hold you and listen to your complaints."
This sentence pierced my heart, and the tears could not be stopped
When the house was full, he saw that I looked like I was going to cry, and he panicked, "Don't cry, don't cry, did I say something wrong?" ”
I shook my head, "You're not wrong, because I think so too, and it's good to see you." The corners of my mouth rose unconsciously, and the tears were still flowing down, and I looked like I couldn't laugh or cry.
When Luo Baixuan heard what I said, he breathed a sigh of relief, but soon he became nervous again, "You... Don't blame me? ”
I rubbed it in his arms, "I don't blame you. ”
He looked at me inexplicably, and after I reached out and wiped away a handful of tears, I told him everything about these days.
After hearing this, he looked at me in surprise, "So, can you forgive me so quickly because of Shangguan Yeling?" ”
I nodded, "Hmm." ”
I saw him with a sad look on his face and said, "What's wrong?" ”
Luo Baixuan looked at me with some annoyance, "I saw you crying so sadly just now, there was another man sitting next to you, I thought he was bullying you, so I glared at him, and then he ran to the other side." ”
"Huh?" I looked at him in amazement, "How could I be bullied?" If you want to bully, I will bully others~"
"If you can bully me into crying, you are the only one in the world who falls into Bai Xuan!"
After Luo Baixuan listened to my words, his face became gloomy again, and the light that his eyes finally lit up dimmed again, and I quickly realized that I had said something wrong, so he patted my mouth, "Slip of the tongue, you just didn't say anything to me." ”
His mood was very low, "You're right...... I always make you sad........."
"Xuanxuan, don't be like this, it's all over."
He stopped talking, just when I was at a loss, Shangguan Yeling appeared in front of me, I was about to ask him what he was doing here, but he rushed to speak in front of me, "People have said that they don't care, why are you a big man still grinding and chattering, and you can't even be a little girl!" ”
I looked at Shangguan Yeling in horror, I thought that what was waiting for him was Luo Baixuan's roar, but no, Luo Baixuan looked at Shangguan Yeling very calmly, "What the seniors taught is that the juniors know that they are wrong." ”
I was stunned, and even a little doubtful that this was Luo Baixuan himself, could he be a fake!
If this had been before, he would definitely teach the person in front of him how to behave, but now that he is much calmer, what Shangguan Yeling said makes sense, he really shouldn't be so grinding and chirping, looking hypocritical, thinking about it, his face only improved slightly.
But he still felt very guilty about her in his heart, Luo Baixuan secretly swore in his heart that he would compensate her in the future, and this time he would also thank Shangguan Yeling, if it weren't for him, An Xia and he would not have reconciled so quickly, thinking that he had just glared indiscriminately at Shangguan Yeling, Luo Baixuan felt very sorry for this, and he must entertain Shangguan Yeling well another day.
For seven days, he had no appetite at all, so he stayed alone in his room, and he was in the room
If you don't turn on the light, you can't sleep alone in bed, and as soon as you close your eyes, you will see her decision that night, so it's better not to sleep.
Nezha returned to Heaven after two days of recuperation here, these days, no one dared to approach him, the aura around him made people feel very depressed, and everyone did not dare to come forward to comfort him, for fear that saying the wrong thing would stimulate him, and that he would find a short-sightedness.
To tell the truth, he thought about it on the way here today, if she chooses to leave today, he will have no motivation to live, and he doesn't know how to live without her, so he is ready, after she leaves him, he will find a secluded place to die by himself.
(End of chapter)