As soon as Gu Yanran's sentence 'You also hold me tight' came out, a low smile welled up in Nangong Xuanyi's throat.

"Okay, okay, I'll hold you tight, too." Nangong Xuanyi's arm around her waist was retracted again and reminded. "Ready, we're going down."

Gu Yanran was mentally prepared, her feet were empty, and the whole person was pulled upward by a mysterious force.

Gu Yanran is no stranger to this kind of unreal feeling of not being able to be down-to-earth, because she had already experienced it when she was dead in her previous life.

With a light leap, Gu Yanran and Nangong Xuanyi were already in the center of the entire sea of flowers.

The tip of her nose was entangled and lingered by a richer fragrance of peach blossoms.

Her eyes were filled with especially delicate pink petals.

Her feet were touched and infected by countless vitality endowed with spring.

……

In this situation, in fact, coupled with the company of people around her, Gu Yanran should have felt happy.

But for no reason, her chest was depressed, and her heart still ached.

It's uncomfortable, but it's not a physical one, it's psychological.

"Let's land." Gu Yanran said in a low mood.

Nangong Xuanyi had also noticed Gu Yanran's emotional changes, and she fell straight to the ground with her.

After returning to the ground, Gu Yanran took the lead in letting go of the hand around Nangong Xuanyi's waist and withdrew from his embrace.

Nangong Xuanyi looked at his empty arm, and he actually felt a sense of loss. “……”

"It's getting late, it's time for us to go back." Gu Yanran knew that such an excuse was untenable, but she still used it.

Could it be that she could say......, 'I'm sorry, I suddenly have a chest ache and a little discomfort?'

To a layman who doesn't know how to do medicine, what is the difference between this and 'I'm dying'?

Of course, she can explain that she is psychologically uncomfortable, provided that she herself first understands where this 'discomfort' comes from.

She didn't even know why she was like this, how could she explain it to him?

Nangong Xuanyi saw the confusion and entanglement in Gu Yanran's eyes at a glance, and replied with his chin. "Okay, let's go back."

On the way back, Gu Yanran sat in the carriage without saying a word.

It wasn't until half an hour later that Gu Yanran hesitated and moved to the curtain and opened through the curtain. "Just now, I'm rude."

Nangong Xuanyi heard her speak, and then he returned to his usual cynical appearance. "Yan'er is willing to talk to me?"

“…… I'm sorry. Gu Yanran didn't know what to say except sorry.

Nangong Xuanyi tugged on the reins and slowed down the carriage's speed. "If you're sorry, can you tell me what happened?"

"......" Gu Yanran's face was a little embarrassed.

"If you don't want to say it, you can not say it, I respect your choice." Nangong Xuanyi didn't intend to force her.

Gu Yanran was silent for a moment and called. "Xuanyi."

"Huh?"

"What if you lose something that is so precious to you, and all of a sudden, it reappears with you?"

Nangong Xuanyi doesn't think much about it. "Hide, hide where only I know."

"Hidden?" Gu Yanran thought about this possibility and shook her head. "You can't hide this thing, you have to give him enough space, enough freedom."

"If you can't hide it, then hold on to it firmly and never let go."

Gu Yanran was silent for a moment before hesitating to throw out the second question. "What if that is...... What should you do if something like this has gone through a lot and becomes unfamiliar? ”

She was looking forward to Nangong Xuanyi's answer, as if she could get some kind of revelation from his answer.

"It's simpler." Nangong Xuanyi replied. "Since it is a precious thing, even if it is no longer familiar, as long as its meaning to me has not changed, it is worth cherishing."

Gu Yanran's confused questions in her heart were answered, and she suddenly became clear for a while. "I see."

No matter how much he has changed, to her, he is still him, the one she wants to cherish and spend the rest of her life with.

"Got what?" Nangong Xuanyi turned his head sideways and glanced at Gu Yanran.

Gu Yanran smiled slyly. "Secret."

After half an hour of meditating alone just now, she thought a lot, but she never dared to make up her mind.

In the end, after being puzzled, she decided to change the way and knock out an answer from Nangong Xuanyi's side for reference.

In the past few days, she has been deliberately ignoring the difference between the Nangong Xuanyi in front of her and the 'him' in her previous life, just because she was afraid that she would be shaken.

Since her rebirth, she has waited and looked forward to meeting Nangong Xuanyi again.

There is no doubt that she is lucky to meet him again.

But as the time spent together increased, she felt more and more strange to him.

First of all, there is the difference in his personality.

In his previous life, Nangong Xuanyi was as gentle as jade, and he would hardly lose his temper with anyone, and he would even be extremely cowardly when facing some things.

Now the 'he' she comes into contact with is obviously not afraid of people, but she uses the excuse of 'not liking people' to avoid others from approaching.

But she still couldn't figure out why he always provoked her with a freewheeling attitude since he didn't want to be close to people.

After she was reborn, all the people and things around her have changed to a greater or lesser extent, but no one has changed so much like Nangong Xuanyi, as if she has become another person.

And the reason why he had changed so much, she wondered, had something to do with the five years he had been missing.

She wanted to know the truth about his disappearance five years ago, and she wanted to know all the things he had been through in the past five years, but she didn't dare to ask him about it.

Even if she dared to ask, what qualification did she have to ask?

To him, she should be just a 'stranger' who has spoken a few words and spent a few days together.

Originally, she just wanted to keep the promise she made in her previous life and stay with him for the rest of her life.

Because of this, she deliberately didn't care about his changes, and even avoided comparing the two Nangong Xuanyi together.

And just above the sea of flowers just now, all the details that she deliberately ignored continued to flash in her mind like a marquee.

All the emotions suppressed in her heart poured out in an instant, which made her completely lose the interest of continuing to enjoy the superb scenery.

Now that the question that puzzled her mind was answered, she regretted that she had just thought wildly, which led to the hasty end of this trip to enjoy the scenery.

"Xuanyi." Gu Yanran looked at Nangong Xuanyi. "Next time, can I come here with you?"

Nangong Xuanyi replied. "If you want to come, let's come."

"You're so nice." Gu Yanran felt a warmth in her heart. "By the way, is there a name for that valley just now?"

"It's called...... Momobuchi Valley. ”