Chapter 100: But I Love You
He wanted to seize the wind and let her stay by his side and not leave him. But they are afraid that they will destroy the original appearance of the wind, and they are worried that the wind will not be able to continue to fly freely.
So he can only change his original appearance in order to fly. Let the wind stay by his side, surround him, and accompany him.
But after all, it is not his original appearance, and one day it will be revealed for various reasons. When the time comes, the wind will feel deceived and leave him far away.
Han Jiazhi, the elusive wind, is also going to leave him far away?
Du Zhiqian, who lost his faith, didn't know what he would do.
The reason why people don't do evil and can stick to their hearts is because the faith in their hearts is supporting them.
That belief may be moral, or knowledge, or it may be a god or Buddha. For Du Zhiqian, his belief is Han Jiazhi.
So he was able to restrain his anger and killing intent for Han Jiazhi, and become a docile and obedient dog.
But that's not who he is.
The difference between a dog and a lion is that one is the wildness that is imprisoned in the bottom of the heart, and the other is the wildness that lets oneself go.
And Han Jiazhi is the shackle that binds him to his wildness, if the shackle is leaving, the beast that is locked in the deepest part will also wake up when he hears the sound, break through the cell, and release his beast nature at will.
Du Zhiqian was silent for a long time and said, "I can see a psychiatrist." ”
Han Jiazhi was slightly stunned, did Du Zhiqian really know what he was talking about? See a psychiatrist? This means that he admits that he is a madman, a psychopath.
If the matter of seeing a psychiatrist is revealed, as the heir of the Du Group, his position must be in jeopardy.
The president of the Dushi Group is a madman with mental illness, and the consequences of the Du's industry can be imagined.
But Du Zhiqian said without hesitation: "If you think I'm a crazy person and suffer from mental illness, then I can see a psychiatrist." Until the psychiatrist said I was fine. ”
Han Jiazhi came back to his senses and said ruthlessly: "Then you can go and see, don't come to me again." ”
Du Zhiqian grabbed Han Jiazhi's hand and said in an almost pleading tone: "I will go to treat the disease well, and I will obediently listen to the doctor's words, but can you not leave me?" ”
Here it is again, and it is like this again. Such a humble gesture, a pleading tone. This is really not like Du Zhiqian, more like a persistent madman. ’
Han Jiazhi shook off his hand and said, "Mr. Du, I don't think anyone will be with a madman. I'm not going to risk myself, and I'm not going to continue to be around someone who plays me like an idiot. ”
"But you said you liked me." Du Zhiqian looked at his empty hands, and his ears were full of Han Jiazhi's heartless words.
Han Jiazhi sneered: "I also told a dog next door." ”
Du Zhiqian did not speak.
Han Jiazhi thought that everything that should be said was clear, and it was time for this disgusting drama to come to an end.
"That's all I want to say, I'll sort out the things you sent and mail them to you. We don't have anything to do with each other again, and don't come to me again. After speaking, Han Jiazhi turned around and left, walked up the stairs and returned to his room.
In the huge living room, Du Zhiqian was left standing there alone, sad alone. 61
After Han Jiazhi returned to the room, he sat down on the chair tiredly. She pulled open the drawer and pulled out a half-packed pack of cigarettes and a lighter.
She lit a cigarette, her slender fingers twisting it familiarly. She took a deep breath of her cigarette, then slowly exhaled it again. Swirling white smoke suddenly swirled around her.
Han Jia smoked cigarettes one by one, and after a while, half a pack of cigarettes had disappeared, leaving only a cigarette butt under the chair.
Although Han Jiazhi used to smoke at home, he still had to give Han Yan some face after all. Not to mention cigarette butts, even the smoke has to be opened to the window to let the wind flow.
But now she is so irritable that she doesn't want to pay attention to these trivial things, and when Han Yan found out, she was at most beaten up. Was she scolded less by Han Yan?
On the contrary, it was Du Zhiqian's matter, which gave her a headache.
Will Du Zhiqian give up? What if he goes to Han Yan to offer flattery? Han Yan likes him so much, maybe she will force herself and Du Zhiqian to start over.
Han Jiazhi stroked his long hair irritably, and subconsciously wanted to take a cigarette, but found that the cigarette box was completely empty. She turned the lighter in boredom, and all she thought about was Du Zhiqian.
If Du Zhiqian wants to start with Han Yan, then don't blame her for not remembering the old love and telling him that he is a madman.
Han Jiazhi quickly turned the lighter and accidentally dropped the lighter to the ground.
She stared at the lighter that had fallen on the ground, and she didn't have the slightest intention of reaching for it.
Han Jiazhi collapsed on the chair tiredly, she was only two meters away from the bed, but she didn't want to get up at all. She just wanted to slump in her chair like that, what had happened lately was a little hard for her to digest.
And Gollum, where the hell is it now? Is it to pursue your own freedom, or is it dead?
Han Jiazhi suddenly wanted to know the answer, because Gollum was too similar to her. Han Jiazhi also unconsciously substituted his future ending on Gollum.
Maybe one day, Han Jiazhi will disappear without a trace like it is now.
Han Jiazhi picked up his mobile phone and dialed Liu Dingli's number.
The phone rang for a long time before Liu Dingli connected.
"Hey, Sister Jia." Liu Dingli's ward, which should have been quiet, was full of the laughter of Yingying Yanyan, which sounded so lively.
Han Jiazhi was silent for a while before asking, "What are you doing?" ”
Liu Dingli seemed to be nibbling on an apple, and the sound of chewing something was unusually obvious. He said, "I'm talking to the nurses and sisters if we want to be together." It's funny, I didn't even know there were so many strange guys in the world, and they all met them. ”
Hearing the laughter over there, Han Jiazhi stroked his hair irritably. At this time, she was irritable at home because of Du Zhiqian's affairs, and she couldn't eat or sleep.
But Liu Dingli, who should have been worse than himself, was lying in the hospital, and his life was quite nourishing. There is a nurse sister chatting and funny, and someone is peeling apples for him, so unhappy.
Han Jiazhi said compassionately: "You don't hurt now, do you?" ”
Liu Dingli said seriously: "Fortunately, there is no problem when I don't move, but I feel uncomfortable when I move." Is there anything you want me to do? Although you can't be on call now, it's still okay to relieve boredom and chat. ”
This sentence made Han Jiazhi's heart feel much more comfortable.