"The moment you called and said that I was Lu Ye, I regained my memory." He added that there seemed to be no other emotion in his voice.

Lao Xiao's body froze.

"Old ......"

"I am Lu Ye, Lu Ye is me," as if the whole person was detached, watching his own story coldly, Li Jingyan was surrounded by extreme calmness and indifference, "In that undercover operation, the identity you arranged for me was Lu Ye." ”

"Huh."

The light was bright, but even if it was dazzling, even if the eye socket was pantothenic, he still didn't blink.

"The purpose of the operation is to exterminate a drug cartel and capture the biggest drug lord alive at the time. He said lightly.

A tough guy like Lao Xiao, his body couldn't help but tremble when he heard these calm words.

When it comes to the action back then, he regrets it to this day, but the fact is that he can't regret it, if it weren't for the action back then, more innocent people would have been harmed.

They...... No other way.

Because it's their faith, it's their responsibility, and they can't say no.

And he believes that the same is true for Lao Li.

They can't regret it.

"Lao Li......" His voice trembled more obviously, and he couldn't control it at all.

Li Jingyan was stunned.

"Lao Xiao, my wife, Mu Shihuan," he still said calmly and indifferently, "I met during that undercover operation, and I was ...... Her name is Shi Huan, a little girl who is less than nineteen years old, seven years younger than me, and she is also by the drug lord's side, and she has also won the trust of the drug lord. ”

Lao Xiao's pupils shrank heavily!

Unexpectedly......

She ...... She ......"

Li Jingyan finally sat up straight, and he and Lao Xiao looked at each other as if nothing had happened.

"It seems that she and I are both trusted by the drug lords, but you know, the drug lord's ruthless outlaws can't trust anyone, including the so-called henchmen around him, who is always on guard against us."

Memories are surging, rampage through the mind, and all sorts of memory fragments and fragments seem to be fighting.

It hurts.

But Li Jingyan never showed a point.

The dots of darkness overflowed from his bones, making his whole person seem extremely indifferent and cold, as long as he got close, he would freeze to the bone marrow, and even as long as he looked at him, he would shudder.

Lao Xiao waited for his next words tormentedly, but unexpectedly, what he was waiting for was-

"She gave birth to a child when she was twenty years old, or before she was twenty."

Lao Xiao's breathing was stagnant.

Li Jingyan seemed to be telling calmly, but in fact it was self-torture: "When I saw the results of the examination, at that moment, I hated her, hated more than love, I doubted her, I was crazy jealous and even wanted to kill the man named Lu Ye." ”

"I can't face it without guilt, for this reason, I am cold and violent to her, cold to her, even avoiding her, making her cry, making her sad, and making her wronged. Ironically, she also tried to comfort me that night, saying that she would be there for me and be there for me no matter what happened. Looking back now, I was such a fucking asshole. ”

The strong craving for cigarettes exploded at this moment, and he twisted a cigarette out of the cigarette case with a blank face.

I put on a lighter, but I can't light it damn anything.

"Click-"

He threw the lighter and the cigarette on the coffee table.

The smoke rolled down and landed at Lao Xiao's feet.

Li Jingyan pulled her lips: "But that child is actually mine, I am Lu Ye, the man I have been jealous of for so long is myself, it was once back then, and now it is the second time, and the third time, which breaks her heart." ”

He raised his eyes and looked at Lao Xiao.

"When she was thrown in the car, when she was shot to the head, when she was beaten...... Perhaps, she was desperate and her heart was like ashes. ”

In Lao Xiao's impression, Lao Li is a man who rarely speaks, and this is the first time he has heard him say so many things at one time, but he would rather Lao Li be as silent as before.

If you could turn back the clock.

“…… I'm sorry. It was very difficult and obscure, Lao Xiao squeezed this sentence out of his throat.

But he knew that no amount of sorry was useless.

Tragedy has been done.

"Old ......"

Li Jingyan suddenly changed the topic, and his expression looked indifferent many times more indifferent than before, and he was so calm that he was already weird: "There were many doubts about the undercover operation back then, first of all, my wife and I were seriously injured, and it was so coincidental that we both lost the memory of that time. ”

"She also has amnesia?!" Lao Xiao blurted out.

As soon as the words came out, he realized that he had asked a stupid question, if Mu Shihuan hadn't lost her memory, she would have recognized Lao Li a long time ago, and the person who could gain trust under that drug lord, not to mention how high the force value was, at least would not be easily kidnapped.

"She'......"

"After the operation was half unsuccessful, I was seriously injured and was picked up by my father, but strangely passed through Beicheng, and my wife, who was also injured, but her whereabouts are unknown, and then it was Mu Jingzhou who brought her back to Jiangcheng as his exiled daughter."

"Only Mu Jingzhou knows where she was found, and even Mu Jingzhou's wife and father don't know, but unfortunately, Mu Jingzhou has passed away and died in a kidnapping that has not yet broken through."

Lao Xiao reacted quickly: "You mean, you suspect that the amnesia of the two of you is...... Artificial? ”

Thinking of something, he looked stunned.

"Memory hypnosis!"

Li Jingyan did not answer.

He said the second doubt: "In the undercover operation back then, is it possible that other people than me participated?" ”

Lao Xiao thought of the suspicion he had said almost at the same time, Mu Shihuan may also be undercover, but it may also be the opposite side.

Thinking of this, he shook his head apologetically: "Lao Li, you know, the operations are highly confidential, and all I know about that operation is you, and the others...... There is no way and it is impossible to know. ”

He understood what he meant.

Since Mu Shihuan was able to disappear when she was seriously injured, and no one could find her information and traces, there were only two possibilities.

First, she is an undercover agent sent out by their side like Lao Li, so the confidential information cannot be found, and she can quickly arrange everything after being injured, and even change her identity to come to Jiangcheng.

Second, she was originally arranged by the drug lord at that time, or the other faction that had a conflict of interest with the drug lord arranged in the drug lord, which is the opposite, and what happened after that is not unreasonable.

But obviously, Lao Li prefers the first option.

So he is.

The key is that Mu Shihuan's nominal father, Mu Jingzhou, is a serious Confucian businessman, and the information found also shows that he cannot be involved in drug trafficking.

But what is suspicious is what about the kidnapping case that killed him?

Is it revenge for Mu Shihuan's betrayal to disappear?

Or is it black and black on both sides?

Two Parties......

Lao Xiao suddenly realized something that he had forgotten.

"Lao Li, will the mysterious man you once said pretending to be your voice ......" Before the words fell, he was self-denying, "No, the drug lord was alone, not married and had no children......"

But at the end of the day, he wasn't sure.

What if so?

What if the drug lords were so well protected back then that they couldn't even find out?

"Old ......"

"He has." Li Jingyan said, his eyes flashed in an instant, and there was an indescribable cruelty.

Lao Xiao immediately said, "Let's check!" ...... by all means."

Before the rest of the words could be spoken, he was forced to be blocked in his throat when he met Lao Li's indifferent and mocking eyes.

"Can I still trust you?"

He heard Lao Li ask calmly.

These words embarrassed him more than a slap directly in Lao Xiao's face.

"Lao Li......" unconsciously, he licked his dry lips, "I ......"

"Let's go." Li Jingyan spit out a sentence.

Lao Xiao was stunned.

"Lao Li?!"

Li Jingyan suddenly pulled his lips and smiled, quite self-deprecating: "Do you think that I will die or live, do nothing, just go to the accident site and wait, waiting for her to appear?" ”

Lao Xiao felt even more guilty: "No, Lao Li, I ......"

"No matter how much, you don't know, and you won't say, why waste time, now that my memory has been restored, I will handle the rest myself." Li Jingyan completely blocked his words.

The person in front of him seemed to be different from just now, without that indescribable decadence, and at this moment it seemed to have returned to the old Li he first knew.

However, there are some differences.

"Lao Li......" wanted to speak for a long time, but Lao Xiao finally failed to say a word.

He didn't qualify and didn't know what to say.

Li Jingyan didn't look at him again: "High school." ”

The first and second years of high school rushed in when they heard the words, and the speed was very fast.

"Send Lao Xiao away." He commanded.

"Yes, Mr. Xiao, please come here."

Old Xiao didn't move at first, but after a moment of stalemate, he turned around and left.

The footsteps were heavy, and every step felt like stepping on a knife edge, and the feeling was too uncomfortable and torturous.

"Lao Li," he said, standing still, with his back to him, trying his best to restrain his emotions, "no matter what, you will always be our brother for life, and we will not let you go." People, we will look for them, and the matter will be investigated and given you an explanation. ”

Guilty and self-reproachful, every word seems to be entwined with trills.

When the words fell, he waited and waited, and before the voice of the person behind him, he finally left.

In the huge living room, in the end, only Li Jingyan was left, and the cat who didn't know when to huddle in the corner of the sofa quietly.

"Meow ......"

It screamed suddenly.

Li Jingyan's drooping eyes trembled, and he turned his head.

"Meow ......" the little milk cat barked at him again, and even jumped over, tentatively reaching out its paws and touching his legs.

Li Jingyan looked at it, motionless, expressionless.

In a trance, he seemed to ...... heard Mu Shihuan's voice.