Chapter 306: Hate Because of Love

The eyes are facing each other.

Mu Shihuan's eyes were unprecedentedly scarlet, hatred rolled, and her face was even more difficult to see.

She stared at Li Jingyan deadly, as if she could vent in this way.

After a while, she sneered, her body trembled uncontrollably, and every word she opened her mouth was actually a product of emotional out-of-control: "I don't believe any of the words you say!" What do you think this will do to me?! ”

"Who is Tang Yu? What does he have to do with you, are you blind or stupid! ”

The fingertips are white, the back of the hand is bruised, and every breath is difficult and painful.

Mu Shihuan didn't know how to be calm and couldn't be influenced by him, she told herself over and over again that it wasn't true, what he said was just lying to her, he had deceived her so many times, and every time with a purpose.

Don't be fooled.

But......

She was still out of control, and the words she blurted out were not at all as calm as she usually was.

That shouldn't be what she said, as long as she said it, she fell into Li Jingyan's trap.

But she couldn't.

There was a surge of qi and blood in every corner of her body, and there were things that were rampage to rush out, and there was an indescribable emotion that overwhelmed her.

The feeling of suffocation is so distinct.

Her brain was buzzing, and she had long since lost the ability to think.

"Even if it's true, so what!" Like a hedgehog, she erected thorns all over her body to protect herself, and she sneered, "Or do you want to tell me, this is the reason why you hate me and take revenge on me?" Because I 'deceived' you? Brought you a cuckold? ”

She smiled, but in her arrogance, she had no sense of security.

"You deserve it! As Tang Yu said, I gave birth to a child for another man at the age of twenty because I love him! And you, nothing, will only make me sick! ”

She calmly squeezed it out without any odds, and then turned and left!

However, it was still a step slow.

His hand clasped hers so tightly that it completely cut off the possibility of her breaking free.

His emotions gradually got out of control, and Mu Shihuan raised his other hand to slap him again.

"It's hate, hatred because of love, but I don't take revenge on you." Li Jingyan didn't dodge or dodge, stared at her eyes and said hoarsely, "You're right, I deserve it." ”

hand, frozen in mid-air.

The next second, her hand was held by the man's other hand, and soon, her two hands were forced to intertwin.

Li Jingyan's expression seems to have never changed.

"Do you remember Lu Ye?" He asked.

She noticed that her chest was rising and falling violently, and she clearly realized that she was unwilling to say a word to herself, let alone answer him, because she had already sentenced him in her heart.

He didn't have any extravagant hopes.

"Once you called his name in a dream, that time in the hospital, you called Lu Ye's name and woke up, I asked you who he was, you also said that you dreamed of riding a horse with him in a dream, but the dream ended badly, you were injured in the dream, you shed a lot of blood, you smell blood and you will feel sick to your stomach and want to vomit, these, remember?"

He calmly recalled, calm almost cruel, but in fact it was self-torture.

"In your intermittent memory, you also wore a tie for him, and heard his name one after another, I was jealous, and I had a cold war with you, and then you said that even if Lu Ye was the person he liked before, but now and in the future, all you love is me."

Every time she said a word, Li Jingyan's eyes deepened when she looked at her.

Admire the joy of the time......

Her breathing grew heavier and heavier, and the uneasy feeling she had felt before grew stronger, and she felt that every word he had had stabbed her in the heart, hurting her.

What Lu Ye?

What does it have to do with her?

She doesn't want to know!

"Get out! I don't love you! With great difficulty, she squeezed out this sentence from the depths of her throat, and the rest of the words that were about to rush out of her throat were forcefully pressed down by her.

She won't fall for him again.

She's running away.

Li Jingyan naturally saw it clearly.

His chest was so tight that he seemed to die of lack of oxygen in the next second, his eyes became dark little by little, and he restrained and restrained himself before he suppressed those emotions that he shouldn't have for the time being.

He looked at her and finally said, "I am Lu Ye." ”

Breathing, stagnation.

Time seemed to no longer pass at this moment, all the sounds seemed to disappear, and the air pressure around him was even lower at the same time as his words fell, so low that people couldn't breathe.

Mu Shihuan's head was blank, even if she didn't want to admit it.

It was as if she couldn't hear anything, she couldn't feel anything.

Only his sentence-

"I'm Lu Ye."

He is...... Lu Ye.

Lu Ye is him.

In the next second, a strong feeling of rejection filled his whole body, and Mu Shihuan only felt that every corner and even every cell of his body was written to resist rejection.

She didn't want to listen to him.

She didn't believe it.

She won't be deceived by him again!

To this day, he still wants to lie to her and take revenge on her and mock her!

Bei Tooth silently bit his lip print debut trace, almost biting the lip flap.

Emotions were out of control, Mu Shihuan was crazy and generally refused, and even used both hands and feet regardless of the image, just wanting to push him away.

"Let go, hand!" She finally opened her mouth, and her words were ruthless and full of strong hatred.

Li Jingyan let her fight, motionless.

He still calmly told her and told her the truth: "Like you, I also have memory loss, and what is missing is also a certain memory before I came to Jiangcheng, and you and I have known each other for a long time, before you were brought to Jiangcheng by Mu Jingzhou. ”

"Shut up!" Mu Shihuan's voice trembled obviously.

She didn't want to hear it.

No......

She struggled and tried her best.

But the man's next words, the words she guessed, repulsed and unwilling to believe in her heart, still drilled into her ears word by word-

"The child you gave birth to, it is mine, it is our child, we used to have children."

"Smack-"

It was a hundred times louder than before, and the slap with more power than it did was once again swung to Li Jingyan's side face.

His face tilted directly to the side.

The red mark spreads rapidly.

A deathly silence enveloped the vast living room, suffocating at every turn.

His words, those words, were comparable to a sharp knife, and they stabbed Mu Shihuan's heart quickly and fiercely, and the blood was dripping in an instant, and the pain was unbearable.

She felt that at this moment, the pain was even more unbearable than when she was knocked down the river and hit a stone, and it was even more difficult and desperate than she was lying on the hospital bed and not dying.

It hurts so much.

It hurts together, and it seems to have her head.

There was a buzzing sound, a storm swept through, as if it was about to explode, but she seemed to think that she could not hear what he was saying again.

What did he say?

Yes, kid......

He said she had given birth to a child, at the age of twenty.

He said that the child was him and hers, and that they had known each other before.

He also said that he was Lu Ye, and he also had amnesia.

What he meant, was that she had loved him miserably before, so she gave birth to a child for him, and later, even if she had amnesia, she still fell hopelessly in love with him again once or twice.

First Lu Ye, then Li Jingyan.

It's all him.

She loves the same people.

What is this?

Can't hide from the joke? Or laugh at her for deserving it?!

The pale face was full of hatred, and her chest rose and fell violently, at this moment, Mu Shihuan suddenly felt that her body was very cold, but no matter how cold she was, it couldn't compare to her heart.

She looked at the face that was so close, watched his gaze fall on her and never looked away, looked at his eyes......

Suddenly, she had an ideaβ€”

Let him die.

"I really regret it," she said with a firm and cruel voice, "I regret that the knife was only stabbed in your abdomen that night, and I should have killed you." ”

What if he died that night?

Everything is relieved, she no longer has to be tormented by the hatred of midnight dreams, no longer has to be suffocated by those despairs day and night, no longer has to hate herself for not being able to face the stupid innocence she once had.

If he dies......

"Why aren't you dead?" A strong sourness suddenly rushed straight to the tip of her nose and eyes, Mu Shihuan tried her best to force herself to restrain herself, she didn't care about pretending to be calm, "Why didn't you die?" ”

Knowing that she was emotionally out of control, she had already prepared what she would do after she said these words, but even so, listening to her words at the moment, Li Jingyan still felt a dull pain spreading.

It hurts too much.

And on and on.

"You just want me to die?" Knowing the answer, he still couldn't help but ask.

Mu Shihuan's eyes were full of hatred, and there was nothing else.

"Yes." She said.

Li Jingyan's breathing was obscure.

"Back then," he began, every word sounding untouched and untouched, but only he knew how difficult it was to say it in such a situation, "so are you, wishing I would die, and I would almost die at your hands." ”

Mu Shihuan suddenly smiled.

But she didn't know if she was mocking him for saying this, or laughing at herself for not letting him die twice.

Her brain became more and more chaotic, and over and over again, she only had one sentence-

"So why didn't you die?"

She really hated it.

He didn't die, he lived well, and he hurt her again and again!

Her mood swings are keenly aware of Li Jingyan.

The feeling of suffocation grew stronger, and he restrained himself.

"We met in a small town in country A," he said, with the corners of his lips curled, "and that's the city I took you to." ”

A small town......

Mu Shihuan set waves in his heart again.

But looking at his eyes, she still resisted: "I won't believe a word of what you say!" ”

Li Jingyan was not surprised at all.

"Even if you don't believe it, I'll say," he continued, holding her wrist tightly and refusing to let go of half a minute, enduring the discomfort that was more lethal than a bullet, "At that time, your name was Shi Huan, and Mu was the surname that Mu Jingzhou brought you back to change for you. ”

Mu Shihuan didn't want to hear it.

Not a word!

"Shut up! I'll shut you up! She commanded, but her voice was wrapped around a trill that she couldn't control.

She was even more scared.

No matter how hard she struggled, she just wanted to get out of this place right away.