The important guests are basically almost here, although Duanmu Qing is still ushered in and sent as before, and the actual burden has been much lighter.

Sending away a Bofu lady, Duanmu Qing rubbed his hands, it was cold, Changjing was located in the north, and it was especially cold early.

Baimei handed her a hand stove: "Miss is weak, don't get cold." ”

"It's okay, I'm feeling fine."

"Tomorrow is the day of the funeral, and there is still a lot of work! If the young lady falls ill again, she really doesn't know what to do. ”

Duanmuqing took it with a smile: "I can't see it, you still have some skills in these things." ”

After waking up today, Duanmu Qing found that Baimei was not ambiguous in these relationships.

It surprised her, after all, she was a Jianghu woman, and it was unusual for her to know so much about these things.

When Bai Mei heard this, she smiled bitterly, and only said casually: "I used to know something at home when I was a child. ”

After that, he prevaricated with words.

It seems that Bai Mei doesn't want to mention anything about her past.

"Miss, probably no one will come today, you just got up, don't be busy, take a rest here!"

Ah Zhu walked over, holding a Taishi chair, and Ah Bi spread the chair cushion on it.

Obviously, Duanmu Qing's illness made both of them very worried.

didn't want everyone to hang their hearts, Duanmu Qing nodded lightly, and let them be busy, squinting his eyes and basking in the sun.

"By the way, is Daddy resting? Where is it arranged? ”

Duanmu Qing thought of his father and hurriedly asked.

Who knew that Bai Mei's face changed, and she hurriedly said, "Maybe it's a rest!" I didn't ask either. ”

"What's wrong?" Although she was quick to cover it up, Duanmu Qing still noticed that she was unnatural for a moment.

"Huh? Nope! ”

"Why did my dad go?!" It was even more suspicious, and the body that had just been tilted down immediately sat up again.

"Ah......h

"Don't lie to me, say it!" Duanmu Qing's face immediately became serious.

Baimei has been with her for so long, and she knows a little bit about her temperament, but at this time, she obviously can't hide it.

"Sir, he'...... He went to King Hao's Mansion! ”

"What?!" Duanmu Qing was taken aback, and immediately grabbed Baimei's hand, "What's the matter?" When did you go? ”

patted Duanmu Qing's hand, and Bai Mei said helplessly: "Miss, you are the daughter of the master, and it is normal for him to be upset for you."

How can a father see this situation and still come to the door to ask for guilt, don't worry! I let the sweet potatoes watch carefully along the way! ”

Duanmu Qing was confused for a while, thinking of Han Lingxian and his father, and he didn't know what to do at the moment.

"Miss, what do you think in your heart?" Seeing that the topic had come to this, Bai Mei asked.

Duanmu Qing bit his lip and did not answer.

Bai Mei simply took a small stool and sat down on the side: "To be honest, miss, I don't know what you think in your heart, but it's not a problem now!"

Although the child is gone, the love between you and Han Lingxi is always there! Is that all there has always been? Not up or down? ”

A dark figure quietly landed on the roof above the two of them.

Duanmu Qing still didn't speak, and Baimei couldn't help but feel a little anxious.

"I don't know what happened between you in the past, but I've seen it all this time.

You and Han Lingyan can be regarded as a promise of life and death, under the test of death, you can all come back to life, why are you like this now?

What's more, you all have the reality of husband and wife, but you are still in Changjing as a county lord in the boudoir, aren't you in a hurry? ”

Duanmu Qing blinked his eyes hard to keep the tears that had reached his sockets from falling uncontrollably.

Snorting, Duanmu Qing said softly: "Baimei, you don't understand!" ”

Baimei shook her head and frowned: "I really don't understand, I don't know if what Miss wants is Han Lingxi, or his heart, or what you want is fame."

His heart, I think it can be determined, he must love you, and the name, I don't understand it anymore, at that time in Qingzhou, can't you also be together? ”

"You may not understand that in my heart, my man can only be me, unique. My love is unreserved and never doubtful. ”

Duanmu Qing's voice was faint, but extremely clear.

Bai Mei was stunned for a moment, and muttered: "Unique, unreserved, never suspicious......"

"I know, this is difficult, not to mention that he was born in the emperor's family, three wives and four concubines are already considered dedicated.

And the so-called unreserved and never suspicious is even more difficult to do in the world.

But that's what I've always insisted on, and if I can't do it, I'd rather not. ”

"But ...... before"

"Before, I thought he could do it, I thought that as long as we loved each other, Jia Wenrou and Xiao Liyue were just passers-by in our lives."

"Miss is still thinking about Han Yazhi?"

"Han Yazhi, she said that she wanted a name, I don't blame her, and I don't think she's wrong, because that's her dream and her life's purpose.

However, Han Lingyan shouldn't agree, no matter what kind of mentality he has, at least, this is consuming my trust in him, and it is dividing my uniqueness.

He felt that as long as he was not moved by Han Yazhi and always maintained an innocent relationship with her, it was good that he didn't understand my fear, and he didn't understand my fear. ”

Fear, fear, such words are difficult for Baimei to associate with the woman in front of her.

"Miss, I never thought you would be scared."

"Of course!" Duanmu Qing turned his face to look at her and smiled sadly, "I am also a woman, and when a woman falls in love with someone, she will be afraid."

Fear of losing him, fear that he will fall in love with someone else, fear of the feeling of losing again after getting used to him.

However, he did not give me enough security to have the courage to face these fears.

Instead, he gave me a reason to believe him. ”

Duanmu Qing's words made Baimei not know how to comfort her.

After thinking about it for a long time, he said, "Then why doesn't the young lady choose to be open and honest?" If you told him this, and let him know what was in your heart, wouldn't it be much easier? ”

"Isn't that too humble?"

Duanmu Qing asked rhetorically: "I always feel that if he really loves me enough, he will naturally know what I really want."

When he came to question the child, I really had the feeling that I was looking at the wrong person.

A man who has been married to me for so many years actually asked me why I don't want children......"

Speaking of the little life that had only been in his body for a few months, Duanmu Qing's tears rolled out again.

"How could I not want my child! He's my blood! He could even feel him in my body, breathing with me, surviving with me.

What does he know as a father? He just knows that he exists, does he have any pain for me?

Where is my child when he is in danger again and again?

Accompany other women! He told me that the woman protected him with her life, and I didn't even have the words to refute it.

I could only be silent again and again, gritted my teeth again and again, and every time I had abdominal pain, I could only grit my teeth and drink medicine to save my children again and again.

What about him? He is so close to me, he doesn't even know about the existence of my child, why should he doubt me?! ”

Duanmu Qing thought that she would not complain, thinking that she had gradually let go, but at this time she realized that the grievances buried in her heart were just not touched.

After coming to Changjing, except for being by Princess Ling's side at the beginning, she didn't mention anything related to Han Lingxi and the child.

It turned out that those wounds had always been there, too deep, bloody and never scabbed.

Bai Mei heard a pantothenic acid in her heart, but she didn't dare to show a sad look, for fear of making her even more unhappy, so she quickly pulled out a handkerchief to wipe away her tears for her.

"Okay, okay, it's all my fault, it's the sad things that caused you, since you can't let it go, we won't mention it, you relax, it's still important to be physical.

Ling'er said that your body is too weak, and you yourself know that the child is gone, all because your body is not good.

In this case, we should pay attention to good maintenance. ”

Seeing that her expression was still related, Bai Mei changed her statement: "What's more, even if it's not for yourself, you should think about it for the sake of the lord and your family."

You see that the old man came from Xiqi all the way alone, and he didn't need to think about it to know how much suffering he had suffered along the way.

Why? It's not for you, he feels so sorry for you, now that you're so old, you should always let him see a healthy and healthy you! ”

This sentence touched Duanmu Qing's heart, and thinking of Duanmu Jun's face, she also felt a little guilty in her heart.

It is said that her parents are not far away, and she not only ran thousands of miles away from home, but also made her father so worried, she really shouldn't be.

Cai Wei walked over with a faint smile and a bowl of things in her hand.

"Look at Cai Wei, I will personally boil these things for you every day, and I should cherish my body."

Baimei's words reminded Duanmu Qing of the days when he was in the Hou Mansion and the days in the Wumo Pavilion, he reached out to hold Cai Wei's hand, but he didn't say a word.

Even if it is for these people, she should make herself stronger, not to mention, she still has the heavy responsibility of the hidden country, and she is not allowed to be decadent.

Taking the ginseng soup from Cai Wei's hand, Duanmu Qing said to Bai Mei: "Pay attention to the situation in the Changjing market, and Qingzhou can also try to connect with Chen Zhiyun." ”

Baimei was slightly stunned, it seems that Miss wants to do something big?

On the roof, Han Lingyan let go of his hand, and the jasper wrench on his thumb had been shattered into powder at this time.

He hurried over, originally wanting to explain to her, but just heard Fang Cai's words, but found that he didn't have the courage to go down at all.

He really lost a lot of her.

Qing'er, I will definitely make you believe in me again.

After one more glance at the emaciated figure, he finally tapped his toes and left quickly.