Chapter 482: Psychological Problems
After another two days, Ai Mo's expression was a little tired, but there was a little nervousness and anticipation between her eyebrows, she wandered in her area for a while, and An Yu listened to her footsteps, but did not interrupt her hesitant thinking. After grinding for a while, Ai Mo finally came over, and her nervous appearance made An Ying laugh uncontrollably.
"Xiao Ai, if there is an ant on a hot pot in front of me, you must be more anxious than she looks."
"Wow!" Ai Mo hooked the corners of her lips helplessly, but she really didn't have the strength to joke with her.
"What has made you confused all morning and have no clue? Could it be that the wedding date is set? An Ju naturally guessed some, but deliberately started the joke, "Okay, I won't tease you, what's the matter, let's talk about it!" ”
"It's Dr. Chu," Anju bit her lip, as if making a final struggle, "Dr. Chu said, my recent training has been good. ”
"Oh?" Anju tried to make her mood as pleasant as possible, although in her current nervous state, she might not be able to feel her strangeness.
"So I wondered if I could find a time to get tested, but I was still a little scared when I thought about facing those unfamiliar doctors and nurses." Momo's fingers were clasped together, and her joints were pinched white by her.
"Don't be afraid, it's just a test, do some questions and answer some questions, and you'll think you're chatting with other colleagues. Besides, you don't go as a patient, and you are the same as everyone else without presupposition. Anju walked over and took Momo's hand, and when her hand was broken, she realized that her fingertips had been numb from her own grip.
"I can't actually say well, whether I'm afraid of that result more now, or I'm afraid of that process." Ai Mo lowered her head and sighed, she had been trying her best to avoid recalling the times when she went to the hospital before, but those experiences in adulthood have been forgotten, and the memory of being taken to the psychological counseling room by her mother when she was a child is still so profound.
Those emotions full of resentment, resentment, confusion, and sentimentality hit like a tidal wave, and Ai Mo never felt that his memory could be so good, so that the events of nearly twenty years ago could be presented in front of him like a slideshow.
"Actually, you don't have to force yourself so much, I think, if you tell Qiming, he will support your decision as much as I do, but will tell you, don't force that result. And, whatever the outcome, it won't affect your feelings. ”
"I know what you mean, but I can't get over that hurdle in my heart." Ai Mo took a deep breath and sat down, "I know that even if the doctor says that I am a potential danger, you will treat me as usual, and with you, Ling Feng will not abandon me because I have mental problems." Maybe I'm too persistent! ”
"Xiao Ai, I said this, I didn't mean to persuade you anything, I just hope that your attitude towards this matter can be more relaxed, this is not a fateful moment, just a game that is recognized by the world as a rule. Because some so-called authorities think that these answers are the truth, the criteria for judging, there is the so-called test and judgment, and if you don't see it as the basis for deciding everything, you don't need to be afraid of it at all. ”
"Ju Xuan, if you can talk about psychological testing as a game, I'm afraid I'm the only one by my side." Ai Mo has envied An Xu's freedom more than once, but she can't catch up with this freedom.
"So, share a secret with you?"
Ai Mo saw An Xuan's appearance of being in trouble, and nodded blankly.
"Actually, I've also been psychologically tested, and there are quite a lot of questions."
"Huh?"
"I've not been an ordinary child since I was a child, my mother should have told you this, right?"
Ai Mo nodded, when she went to An Zhai before, she listened to several elders chatting, and they all commented on An Yang a few times. However, at that time, Ai Mo didn't feel that anything was wrong, who is Anyu? The proud daughter of the society is recognized by the society, with a unique family background and personal charm, and also has a powerful business skill. Such a person, who has behaved differently since she was a child, can prove that she is not a thing in the pool.
"That's right, it's not true." An Ju smiled and explained: "Now that everyone hears it, they will definitely add some beautiful words in their minds, and of course, some people will scoff at it, thinking that this is just because of the position I am in now, so I deliberately depict an extraordinary image of An Ju in my childhood." Actually, if you think about it, every time this sentence appears in my family, is it once praising me? ”
Ai Mo frowned, she remembered the first time she heard Mrs. An say this, or when she talked about An Qian forcing herself to be sick because of being Annan's gunman. At that time, Ai Mo thought that the old lady must mean that An Ju's persistence made her later achievements, but in connection with the topic of discussion at that time, it seemed that it was not pride but complaining.
"Grandma An, what Grandma An said when she mentioned your old problem was not ordinary, did you mean anything else?"
"Looks like you've found out." An Yu chuckled and sat down beside Ai Mo, "I don't know if it's affected by my mother's emotions, I was born with little smile, and when I was a little older, I was found to have autistic tendencies, of course, there are some other small problems, what kind of cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder, many people have it!" An Ju said it lightly, but Ai Mo knew that the more An Ju was like this, the more it showed the seriousness of her condition at that time.
"Actually, my dad has always planned to let me get in touch with the family business so early, but he doesn't know how to get me out of the small world he has created, so he can only forcibly withdraw me from the family business, and my grandfather is even more desperate, since I am autistic, then let me go to a place with a lot of people. I was involved in meetings, negotiations, and negotiations. ”
"Is it really cured this way?" Ai Mo was a little stunned, but he didn't expect that those legendary young independence that was rendered by the outside world would come from this.
"Who knows? I only know that my attention has been diverted a lot, but some of the problems have not changed, I will fight with adults according to my thinking at the time, I will get angry because of some problems that children don't care about at all, I will feel uncomfortable because of the inappropriate behavior of some people, and I will force those subordinates of my grandfather and my father to correct their conversation and words and deeds. It's like I've set a framework myself, and I don't know if it's because of the overlap between my small world and this big society, or because of something else. In short, because of my identity, everyone thinks it is strange, but they will only guess in the unfathomable direction. ”