"I ...... I don't know, I'm waiting for you to come back and think about it!"

"You actually told me that you can't help it, I don't want to marry him! Qin Zhai, I don't want to marry anyone but you!"

Her infatuation, her persistence, Li Shuyao was very touched, he also thought that Tongyun would compromise when she received the holy decree, but he didn't expect that she was so affectionate to him, and she still wanted to resist, such a dedicated woman is really rare! Li Shuyao secretly sighed how could he be so dedicated, and he could get her so hard!

The heavy rain was pouring down, her body was damp, Li Shiyao was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he insisted on carrying her to a nearby cave to take shelter from the rain temporarily.

Just now the rain and the wind blew, Tongyun was so cold that she shivered, Li Shuyao hugged her tightly, it was a pleasure for the two of them, but now she was wet again, and under the sadness of her heart, Li Shuyao kissed her deeply, unable to hold herself, and even pushed her to the ground, lingering and kissing,

When he felt that he was about to hold back, Li Shiyao immediately came to his senses, suddenly let go of her, raised his body lightly, and secretly hated himself for almost losing his sense of proportion.

"I'm sorry, Tongyun, I shouldn't have hurt you like this......"

At that moment, Tongyun didn't know where to get the courage, and suddenly said,

"Otherwise, if you want me, when we have a husband and wife, the emperor will have no choice, maybe he won't let me marry Sarashan......"

When she said this, Tongyun's face was flushed, Li Shiyao looked at her in a daze, and her heart was deeply touched, she didn't expect that she could have such a determination from a girl's family.

Tongyun was more and more shy by him, secretly hated herself for being too impulsive, and said things that went against the world, "Do you think that I ...... It's a very casual woman. ”

"No...... Tongyun, I just didn't expect that your feelings for me would be so deep! Your courage makes me feel ashamed!"

Staring at her shy but resolute gaze, it was touching and pitying, and Li Shiyao, who was surging in his heart, could no longer control himself, and muttered to cover her lips again,

"Tongyun ......"

The sticky red lips were close to him, and the two of them were silently and eagerly telling their love, Li Shiyao could feel that her body was trembling gently, emotional, impatient and nervous,

Sticking to her delicate body, Li Shiyao's heart is growing, love and bath, intertwined, inseparable, such a good woman, he can't live up to it, at this moment, he is full of desire to make her feel how much he loves her!

The sweet lips and tongue, the wonderful body, and the incomparable pleasure filled Li Shiyao, who was no longer satisfied with the grinding of his clothes, and looked forward to further intimacy......

Tongyun has put everything behind and willingly given herself to him, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, she will not give up!

When Li Shuyao finally couldn't help it and eagerly untied her buckle, looking at Tongyun's trusting gaze, full of hope, love and shyness, Li Shuyao's heart was frustrated,

If he really wants her now and ruins her innocence, and the emperor still refuses to let Tongyun marry him and insists on pointing her out to Salashan, what can Tongyun do?

If Sarashan finds out that Tongyun is not innocent, she will inevitably humiliate and snub her, so how should she live in the future?

Even if the arrow is on the bow, he also wants to get the woman he loves, but when he thinks of her future situation, he feels that he shouldn't be so selfish.

Seeing that he suddenly stopped, looking embarrassed, Tongyun asked him what was wrong.

After hesitating for a long time, Li Shiyao finally got up, endured the fire in his heart, didn't touch her again, and sighed sourly,

"Tongyun, I can't harm you, such a desperate risk, if the emperor can let you marry me, then it is naturally good, if not? You will be laughed at and you will not be able to raise your head for the rest of your life!"

At that moment, Tongyun only felt that her enthusiasm was extinguished, and her heart was cold in an instant!

"I am holding the mentality of breaking the kettle and sinking the boat, and I am willing to give myself to you unless you don't get married! But what about you? Looking ahead and looking back, afraid of the east and the west, to put it bluntly, just not loving enough!

Only I have determined you with a dead heart, in fact, you don't care, I marry you, or not! I am just a dispensable woman to you, so you don't want to offend the emperor and Sarashan for me!

So you don't dare to ask me, you don't want to take risks, do you?"

Her guess, like a knife, slashed Li Shiyao's self-esteem!

That night, I had an argument with the emperor for you, saying that he looked down on the Han people and that the Manchu and Han families he admired were empty words, and because of this, the emperor almost cut off my head!

If it weren't for your brother's great dissuasion, I wouldn't have lived to see you today! I don't say that it doesn't mean that I didn't fight for it! Why do you misunderstand me like this?

If I'm just a man with no responsibility in your heart, timid, then I'm really not worth your attention!"

His grief and indignation did not crash into her eyes, just because Tongyun had lost her courage, curled up and hugged her cold heart, shivering,

"I have no heart! I gave it to you, but you refused to accept it, it had nowhere to go, nowhere to put it!" Tongyun only felt that she was so shameless! Wishful thinking and stubbornness were like jokes, her cheeks were hot, and her hands and feet were cold!

"Since you don't want to fight for it, then it's okay, I won't force anything again!"

After saying that, Tongyun got up with difficulty, and walked out with sad eyes,

Seeing this, Li Shiyao panicked and followed, "Tongyun!"

He wanted to comfort her, but she didn't give him a chance, "No need to explain, I understand your embarrassment." ”

Obviously, there is nothing to be done, and Li Shiyao doesn't know how to keep her, so he can only make excuses, "It's still raining outside, wait for the rain to stop before leaving." ”

If you are destined to separate, it will still be heartbroken a little later, it is better to force yourself to be more resolute a little earlier,

Thinking of the previous rain, his figure fell to her heart, if he didn't come to deliver the umbrella, there would probably be no unwillingness now, so, what are you waiting for?

"There's no point!" Liang sighed, Tongyun turned around and left, without hesitation!

The rain was still so heavy that she rushed into the rain and ran back to the carriage with all her might. Force yourself not to think about it, not to expect anything more!

A person's persistence is fruitless!

After returning home, Tongyun couldn't afford to get sick, Yu Zhen asked, she didn't want to say what happened on the day they met, but she said in tears that she and Li Shiyao had broken off, and the others didn't want to say more.

The worried Yu Zhen had no choice but to find Fu Heng and ask him to go to Li Shiyao to find out what kind of conflict the two had that could make Tongyun so sad!

When Fu Heng found Li Shiyao, he was borrowing wine to drown his sorrows, and when Fu Heng asked, he realized Tongyun's resoluteness and Li Shiyao's refusal.

Among the brothers, there is nothing to hide, and Li Shiyao at this time only laughs at and despises himself!

"Spring and ...... Do you also think that I am cowardly, very cowardly? The girl has been sent to the door, and I have made so much determination, but I have ruthlessly pushed her away!

"Don't say that," as a bystander, Fu Heng knew very well where their contradiction was,

"Tongyun misunderstands you because she is more looking forward to seeing you have no hesitation in her, but she is a woman and can have no scruples, but you are a man, you must be thoughtful in doing things, you have to think about her and think about her future, so you don't want to take her for yourself so impulsively. ”

patted him on the shoulder, Fu Heng supported his decision, "Like Salashan, blind possession is selfish, you used true feelings for Tongyun, so you didn't want to take her body before she got married." ”

With Fu Heng's comfort, Li Shiyao finally cheered up and stopped blindly pouring wine.

Hearing that Tongyun was sick in bed and didn't think about tea and dinner, Li Shiyao wanted to go to see her, so he went to Fucha Mansion with Fu Heng. Fu Heng sent his subordinates and arranged for Li Shiyao to enter Tongyun's boudoir.

The moment he suddenly saw his figure, Tongyun's dim eyes finally flashed a glimmer of light, but it was only for a moment, and it was indifferent again.

"If there is no result, why bother with each other? I don't want to see you again, please leave!" only said this to him, Tong Yun turned around ruthlessly, let him say anything, and refused to pay attention to him.

Obviously distressed, he didn't know how to comfort him, the situation could not be reversed, Tongyun could not forgive him, Li Shiyao understood, but Yu lamented,

"It's me who has failed you, you are so good to recuperate, eat on time, and watch your body. ”

I can't give her an explanation, so I can only leave, lest she get bored with him, and she will not be happy!

He just left, so why bother?

Give her hope, and let her down again! It's really hateful! She would rather he never come, but if he is ruthless, she will not have any more fluctuations, and in the end she still cannot see his determination, and the pain does not decrease but increases......

Seeing that the master's shoulders trembled slightly, and he must have cried with grief again, Ah Qiao suddenly hated this Li Gongzi, and tortured her girl so ruthlessly!

I couldn't bear to see her so depressed, Yu Zhen decided to enter the palace again and beg the queen, but the queen also fell ill in bed, and when she heard that Tongyun was also like this, the queen sighed,

"Sure enough, it's a sister's heart, in the last few days, I always feel palpitations, depressed, last night I had a terrible fever, coughing and wheezing, alas!

I know, Tongyun hates me, but what can I do, the position of the queen is not as easy as she imagined, she can cover the sky with one hand and do whatever she wants!

How many pairs of eyes are staring at me, ready to find fault with me at any time! If I insist on letting the emperor ruin this family affair because of Tongyun, will Sarashan give up and give up? The Fucha family will also be criticized, and the forces of the DPRK and China will inevitably be involved, and it will be difficult for the emperor to do it, so why can't Tongyun be considerate of me as a sister!"

Yu Zhen understands that the queen must not think about tea and dinner for the sake of Tongyun, but she has too many scruples, and she can only sacrifice her sister's happiness, and her heart must be uncomfortable.

Seeing this situation, Yu Zhen couldn't mention it again, so she could only persuade her to take care of herself, and promised her that she would persuade Tongyun when she went back, so that she could relax and recuperate.

Out of the queen's Changchun Palace, looking at the red wall in the palace, high and long, as if he couldn't see the head, Yu Zhen was very glad that he did not enter the palace as a concubine, otherwise a lifetime of good years will be buried here,

Sorrow and joy, glory and disgrace, all lonely......

From a distance, I saw that there seemed to be an honor team in front of me, as if the holy car was coming in this direction, and it was estimated that the emperor came to visit the queen.

Seeing that the other palace maids and eunuchs on this road did not dare to go any further, they only stood aside, bowing their heads and waiting for the holy car, and Yu Zhen also followed them, standing quietly and lowering his eyes.

Qianlong had already seen her, dressed in the clothes of a wife, dignified and noble, indifferently lowering her eyes, like a purple dragon lying in the snow chrysanthemum in autumn, blooming elegantly and brightly.