Chapter 596 - Sexual Identity Disorder
In fact, Zhuo Lefeng was not sure whether his guess was correct, but for the current situation, he felt that it was necessary to put pressure on Wang Xiaomin to tell the truth.
Faced with the so-called photo evidence, Wang Xiaomin's eyes were full of hesitation and uneasiness. Her expression proved that there was something to hide, but it seemed difficult to say.
"You don't need to feel psychological pressure, in fact, that kind of situation, many people will exist."
"A lot of people will exist?" Wang Xiaomin shook his head, "No, I only think that there is in me alone, me?" ”
Zhuo Lefeng further asked: "Are you alone?" Didn't Tong Nijia appear? ”
This question finally made Wang Xiaomin waver. Because Zhuo Lefeng said this, it means that the other party really doesn't know anything. This was actually a psychological game, and in the end Wang Xiaomin compromised.
"I'm not gay! However, I had some strange contact with Tong Nijia, and that kind of contact came from my heart, I don't know if this is pathological, and I don't know how to explain it, but in short, I really am not gay, and Tong Nijia is not gay. ”
Seeing Wang Xiaomin crying as he spoke, Zhuo Lefeng felt a little heartbroken. This woman still doesn't know what happened to her, she just thinks that she is not gay, but she still has some emotions and contacts similar to homosexuality with Tong Nijia.
Zhuo Lefeng said slowly: "Do you know the difference between homosexuality and sexual identity disorder? ”
Wang Xiaomin shook his head.
"It wasn't that long ago that the public did confuse homosexuality and sexual identity disorder. Even homophobes and anti-homophobes use the disorder of sexual identity disorder to classify homosexuals and send them to so-called treatment. In fact, there is a clear distinction between homosexuality and sexual identity disorder. ”
Sexual identity disorder is characterized by a strong and persistent identity of the opposite sex, and inner sexual identity is an individual's subjective feeling of his or her gender attributes. In simple terms, they are clearly aware that I am a man or that I am a woman. But when it comes to expressing their outward emotions, they show the opposite side of their own gender.
Sexual identity is an individual's personal feelings about a man or a woman. For the vast majority of people, sexual identity and role are the same. Patients with sexual identity disorder, however, experience extreme dissonance between their anatomical gender and their sexual identity.
There are many possibilities for this to exist, and one of the factors is the education and influence of parents from an early age.
For example, many parents raise a boy as a girl from an early age, such as giving him long hair, dressing him in floral clothes and skirts, and even feminine guidance in his words and deeds, which eventually leads to confusion between the man's male identity and female role in the process of growing up.
In the same way, some girls are raised as boys, which also causes them to grow up with sexual identity and barriers.
There is still a patriarchal mentality in the place where Wang Xiaomin was born, and Wang Xiaomin is the only daughter in the family, which causes Wang Xiaomin to be raised as a boy when he was young. Many of Wang Xiaomin's behaviors have subtly tended to be masculine.
She knows that she is a woman and knows her sexuality, however, because of her cultivation since childhood, her behavior and thoughts always do something contrary to her female identity.
If you meet other women, Wang Xiaomin's behavior may not produce too many sparks, and it is just as some intimate contact or special care between girls. But the problem arises that Tong Nijia also has this situation.
Tong Tiesheng is a baby daughter, and Tong Tiesheng's education method is more "straight man". Coupled with the influence of the people around him, Tong Nijia has lived in the atmosphere of the rivers and lakes since she was a child. Therefore, although Tong Nijia wants to be a lady, she also has a tomboy side in her subtle body.
This is why, when describing Tong Nijia, the descriptions of Tong Tiesheng and others are too different from Yu Zilong, because there are contradictions in Tong Nijia.
Tong Nijia, who wants to be a lady, but has the style of a boy in the rivers and lakes, and when she meets a gentle and pure person like Wang Xiaomin, but who has male living habits, gets together, their behavior and even thoughts are changing.
It is true that they are not gay, but after their intimate encounter, the relationship between them is more than that of ordinary friends. It's hard to define because they're not really a couple, but sometimes they've crossed the line.
It is precisely because of this kind of transgression that Wang Xiaomin also feels that this is a pathology, so she can begin to distance herself from Tong Nijia. It's just that this estrangement is only a one-sided thing, and Tong Nijia doesn't think so.
Wang Xiaomin's pet store was indeed Tong Nijia lending money to Wang Xiaomin, which was normal for the relationship between the two of them at that time. Then, even though Wang Xiaomin was alienating Tong Nijia, Tong Nijia still often brought the dog over to get close to Wang Xiaomin.
In Wang Xiaomin's view, because of Tong Nijia's family background, Tong Nijia doesn't care about these pathological behaviors that cross the line, but Wang Xiaomin needs to keep her distance.
It is precisely because of this special ambivalence that Wang Xiaomin used different words almost every time she described her relationship with Tong Nijia and evaluated Tong Nijia before.
Now, when Wang Xiaomin said all this, her heart seemed to be a lot easier, and she could clearly see that she took a deep breath and moved away from the stone that was pressed in her heart.
"Isn't it much better to say it?"
Wang Xiaomin nodded.
Zhuo Lefeng continued: "In fact, this situation exists in many people, for example, some people's transvestism is not developed later, but is required by their parents to wear cross-dressing when they are young. Some of your friends have this situation, and many of their behaviors are different from their own gender, and you know that, right? ”
Wang Xiaomin nodded again: "Maybe it's because we know each other that we got closer." ”
"Including the friend who introduced you to that video store, it was because of him that you bought that Walkman."
Wang Xiaomin snorted: "This is the so-called gathering people in groups!" We weird people come together! It's just that, even if I say this, what does Tong Nijia's death have to do with this? ”
"Of course there is! This at least makes me more daring to guess! Slowly getting up, Zhuo Lefeng said, "Don't have too much psychological pressure, everything is normal with you." The past between you and Tong Nijia should be a good memory, and you don't need to forget her completely. ”
"Can you find out the truth?"
"Absolutely! It won't be long before the truth comes out! ”
After walking out of Wang Xiaomin's pet store, Zhuo Lefeng and Jiang Junyan turned around and looked at the two women in the store.
The two of them are actually quite innocent, because Tong Nijia's death really has nothing to do with these two people. But if the person in the mirror wants to give a hint, he has to point to Wang Xiaomin.
Because only Wang Xiaomin can uncover the secret of Tong Nijia.
"So, Nijia Tong is not gay, but she has a sexual identity disorder!" Jiang Junyan said as he walked, "Thinking of that lady's cigarette case, is it also a hint?" ”
"Hinting at Yu Zilong's problem!"
"Heh, you're more direct than me!" Jiang Junyan shrugged his shoulders, "Could it be that this situation also exists for our old classmate?" But even if both he and Tong Nijia have this situation, what does this have to do with this case? ”
"I'm thinking about that too. In any case, the current clues point from Wang Xiaomin to Yu Zilong, so we need to find more clues from Yu Zilong. ”
When they were at the bar last night, they chatted and drank with a few people, and some customers also went to the bar to find Yu Zilong during the day, so now, Zhuo Lefeng and Jiang Junyan need to inquire about these people.
After asking some acquaintances, from the mouths of these people, Zhuo Lefeng and Jiang Junyan gradually came to such a conclusion.
Yu Zilong looks like a gentleman on the surface, but in fact, there is also a weak side of his mother-in-law, especially in front of his two girlfriends Jiajia and Nuonuo, Yu Zilong seems weak.
Tong Nijia's problem is easy to explain, firstly, because of the support of the family, and secondly, because of the problem of mild sexual identity disorder. And what about Nono?
Judging from Nono's performance that night, Nono is not only strong, but also has certain personality problems!
"I'm wondering now, was Tong Nijia really killed by Nuno? And Nuno may also have something to do with the Green Pheasant Society. ”
After a busy day, Zhuo Lefeng and Jiang Junyan found a place to sit down and eat something.
At this point in the investigation of the case, the backgrounds of these people are almost clear.
Zhuo Lefeng said: "I asked the person in the mirror before, and he confirmed that Yu Zilong and the green pheasant would be related, and Tong Nijia has not been completely brainwashed. So, who introduced Tong Nijia to the Green Pheasant Society? From the current point of view, if it is Yu Zilong, then Tong Nijia should not be so strong, after all, Yu Zilong is her guide and boyfriend. Even the **** of the Green Pheasant Club should know how to be humble and humble. Therefore, I suspect that Tong Nijia may not have known that Yu Zilong and the green pheasant would be related. ”
"I agree with you! Yu Zilong is unlikely to be Tong Nijia's guide. However, Yu Zilong has the same situation as Tong Nijia and even Wang Xiaomin, which means that it is indeed easier for him to get close to Tong Nijia and obtain Tong Nijia's psychological identity, plus Yu Zilong, this kid is very good at picking up girls, and it is not surprising that he chased Tong Nijia into his hands. According to what Tong Tiesheng said and what we learned, Tong Nijia really didn't have a boyfriend before, so Yu Zilong's status in her heart is really important. After the breakup, Tong Nijia continued to harass Yu Zilong, which makes sense. ”
In fact, they also suspected Yu Zilong at first, but after questioning everyone and checking the bar surveillance, they confirmed that Yu Zilong did not have the time to commit the crime. So, the question is back to square one, that is, whether Nono is the murderer.
In the evening, it was even more urgent, and Zhuo Lefeng and Jiang Junyan needed to hurry, so they went their separate ways.
Zhuo Lefeng returned to Chunjiang Street again, looking for clues through the underground space of Ah Le's tattoo parlor, while Jiang Junyan went to Tong Tiesheng's house, and he still had some details to confirm.