"So you're on fire now and don't need us anymore? Is it? Haven't you always been gentle like water? ”

The crowd didn't know who suddenly came to say.

Suddenly, the atmosphere was warm again.

"Am I not gentle enough? I still don't understand what happened to make you hate me so much? ”

Everyone, at all, didn't believe that such a big thing had happened, Gu Lian would not know.

At one point, I thought that she was pretending to be pitiful again, trying to deceive their sympathy.

"Don't believe her, aren't we deceived by her pitiful appearance bad enough?"

"Yes, yes!"

It turns out that there is no level of real despair.

"I ......, I really regret that you like me."

"Mu Chen is gone!"

Although he didn't spend a lot of time with him, Gu Lian knew that if it involved his own affairs, he would definitely be very concerned.

He will definitely do a great job today.

She didn't want to owe anyone anything.

She doesn't care about anything anymore, people who believe in her will believe it without explanation, and people who don't believe in her, even if she says it's turned over every day, will still say that she is hypocritical.

What's the need!

Anyway, sooner or later, I'm going to have to leave.

Gu Lian didn't know that the moment she turned around, Mu Chen's eyes looked directly at the person who had just made trouble, and that gaze seemed to be looking at a dead person.

The empty house, lifeless, without a trace of fireworks.

Inexplicably, it makes people feel empty and afraid.

Summer nights were supposed to be unbearably hot.

However, Gu Lian felt that she was so calm that she was frightening.

"It's so cold!"

"If Mother was here, wouldn't it be different!"

With the couch lay down.

On this day, as usual, Gu Lian just got out of class and went home, today is her birthday, and she is in a particularly happy mood.

"Pity, class is over, hard work! I'm waiting for the meal to be ready! ”

She smiled exceptionally brightly, like a flower that has just bloomed, attracting countless people's yearning.

"Good!"

"Mom, this is delicious!"

"If you know you like it, eat more!"

"It's better to be a mother!"

.........

"Pity, mom is gone! You have to take care of yourself, be happy, and live for yourself! ”

"Mother!"

Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, he cried and laughed.

"I can't even dream of you, how do you want me to forget!"

With the key, like a fugitive, out the door.

Walking aimlessly on the side of the road.

No matter how lively the passers-by are, she is not among them.

Inadvertently looking up, a corner of the sky attracted her.

Walk through the alleys, turn the corners.

This is a place where beggars are often seen, and it is not surprising that you see anything here.

Fights, robberies, thefts are simply commonplace.

Of course, everyone here knows.

In the past, Gu Lian always wondered, if this was the case, why did it still exist!

Until this moment, she understood.

There is no right or wrong in this world, and if you think it is right, then it is right.

On the contrary, if you feel that it is wrong, then it is.

The world does not allow beggars to do this, but what about the beggars themselves!

Moreover, she found that most of them but had a serious kind.

At least, she hadn't seen them rob old people or children.

She felt that there was nothing wrong with them, and if it wasn't a last resort, she believed that no one would want to choose this path!

There are many strange ways to make money, but if they exist, don't look at them in a different light.

After all, what you know, how can the one who chooses to take that path not know!

"You see, what I don't like, I allowed her to exist."

"However, the world still doesn't seem to allow me to exist."

I wanted to leave, but my feet involuntarily went in a certain direction.

Looking up at the place, there was a beggar, dressed in a tattered overcoat, with his head bowed and his back against the wall.

At first glance, it is clear that it is not much different from the others.

However, Gu Lian was inexplicably attracted by his temperament.

It's as if he should have stood in the light and accepted the limelight, instead of spending the rest of his life in this dark alley.

At this time, a man walked up to him. Lost some money in.

After that, Gu Lian heard him say something.

"Knowing that you are short of money, how about giving me a hundred if you read a poem!"

There's nothing wrong with that.

It's easy and easy to get money.

However, the other beggars did not envy it.

"Look, someone is looking for him again, if it were me, I would have agreed a long time ago. What a good opportunity, I don't know how to cherish! He deserves to be starved all day. ”

"You haven't gotten used to it! That's what he is, I thought he was going to change! ”

"Hey, I heard that he used to teach, and he taught very well, but then he seemed to have been resigned because of some things."

"I heard that his talent is very good, otherwise, it would not be possible for so many people to come to him all day long! However, I wonder why I can't find a job if I am so talented? ”

"Don't you need to ask! It must have been rectified! ”

"I can't even eat enough, what kind of discipline do I need, sure enough, nine out of ten people who read are fools."

Their conversation, Gu Lian unconsciously listened to it.

looked at it, the object of everyone's discussion was still the same, and he didn't raise his head.

"I'm sorry, I won't!"

"It's really, it's a disappointment!"

scolded and left, obviously not for the first time.

"Thank you!"

The man finally moved, raised his head, and then lowered it again.

The movements were fast, but Gu Lian, who had been paying attention to him, saw his appearance clearly.

I didn't expect that another encounter would meet in this way.

He knew more or less about the original thing.

However, only because he was resigned from the school, she didn't know anything else, and she never bothered to find out.

After all, she never thought that she would meet him in the future.

"Teacher, do you regret it?"

Gu Lian sensitively noticed that his shoulders had been shaking.

Gu Lian knew that this was fear, no, it should be said that it was a lot of emotions!

He slowly looked up, like a soulless, controlled puppet.

The eyes are dull and dull.

He didn't ask her.

So much so that Gu Lian didn't know whether he recognized her or not.

It probably doesn't matter to her, or to him, though.

A person who is full of disappointment in life, a person who is full of despair in life, the heart is dead.

"It's been a long time since anyone called me that!"

"What I have done in my life has always been what I like, why regret it!"

"I think you know what I'm talking about!"

"Even if, after doing that, you don't regret the result you are doing now?"

"I was born to know that I must insist on pretending to be righteous, and the people I come into contact with after that are all defending justice, there is nothing wrong with teaching and educating people, and I don't regret it!"

"Teacher, I want to know, is backbone really so important in this world?"

"Important! More important than life! ”

"Does the truth matter?"

"That's not important, it's dispensable!"

Gu Lian suddenly had nothing to say.