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After the Spring Festival, Han Jiazhi's eighteenth birthday was ushered in immediately. This is an adult's birthday, how can Liu Dingli's trouble-loving guy let go of such a day?
When there were still more than ten days before Han Jiazhi's birthday, Liu Dingli instigated Han Jiazhi to hold a big show.
"Sister Jiazhi, I will leave your birthday to me this time, I will definitely give you a grand and unforgettable birthday!" Liu Dingli patted his chest and reassured.
And Han Jiazhi replied to him lightly: "Get out." ”
Leave it to Liu Dingli to do? She must have had a water in her head before she handed it to him.
Liu Dingli's little bit of fancy intestines, she still doesn't know? I was thinking about planning a pool party full of beautiful women, or a nightclub-style party.
And when the time comes, he will be able to hug left and right, and lie on the pile of beauties of his dreams.
Her birthday is her home field, not for Liu Dingli to have fun and make beautiful women.
However, later Han Jiazhi found out that Du Zhiqian was also secretly planning her birthday.
What good ideas can Du Zhiqian, that old-fashioned guy? Maybe like Chinese New Year's Eve, make a few more dishes, buy a birthday cake at most, and cook a bowl of longevity noodles.
With Han Jiazhi's understanding of Du Zhiqian, there is a chance that he will do this.
So after thinking about it, the burden of planning a birthday party finally fell on me.
However, she has never cared about these rituals, although it is the eighteenth birthday, but for her, it is just an ordinary eighteenth birthday.
It is recorded that she has been in this world for eighteen years.
Sometimes Han Jiazhi feels that he is quite hypocritical.
Obviously, he already has something that ordinary people can't reach, and he is obviously enjoying the flattery of others every day by the stars.
But she still felt lonely, and even resented why her parents had brought her into the world.
Such thoughts often appear after the carnival is over.
At parties and bars, she indulges in pleasure, indulging her brain and body to deafening heavy metal music. enjoys the extravagant life of drunken money, and squandered his money and youth wantonly.
After the revelry and noise are over, infinite loneliness ensues. There is a feeling of being overwhelmed by the cold in a high place, and there is a bit of decadent thoughts.
It's as if someone has drained something called joy from it, leaving only a lonely walking corpse.
I thought it was just a secondary two disease possession, and it would be good to grow up. But who knows, the more I grow up, the more I feel this way.
The world is like a huge playground, and when I first arrived, I was full of anticipation. Thinking about going to play and go wild.
But no matter how exciting the project is, there will always be a time when it gets boring.
She's been in this playground for eighteen years, playing, watching, and enjoying. Gradually, she became bored, and the playground that had brought her joy and anticipation became extremely boring.
It's like riding on a merry-go-round, repeating the scenery of the past over and over again.
She wanted to leave the amusement park that had been built for her since she was born, to see the vast grasslands, and to venture into the harsh climate of the Sahara Desert.
I want to see the scenery she has never seen, and I want to be like an eagle, growing a pair of broad and powerful wings, soaring in the blue sky.
Some people may say that she has just reached the age of eighteen, and she still has a lot of time and opportunities to see the outside world.
But they wouldn't know that from the moment Han Jiazhi walked into this huge playground, the door was tightly closed. Someone had locked up one lock after another outside, trapping her deadly.
Every day she is told what to do and what the future holds.
She resisted desperately, always complacent about a small victory. She thought that way she would win and that she would be in control of her future.
But she couldn't.
She has never been free, the future that Han Yan has planned for her. It is something that she can't change no matter how she resists and rebels.
She will go abroad to study according to Han Yan's plan, and inherit the family business when she returns. You may also have to watch out for Zheng Zhong's illegitimate son, that is, her unknown younger brother.
Always on guard against him appearing in the sky to compete with himself for these so-called family properties.
Then he re-followed Han Yan's old path, married someone he didn't like, and lived a busy life as a trapeze artist every day. It seems that life is all about work, and the company comes first.
Not only does she not like this kind of life, but she also rejects and dislikes it.
Han Jiazhi's life should not be like this, her life should be free, free, and unrestrained.
But she couldn't leave Han Yan alone, maybe she had been brainwashed a lot by listening to Han Yan since she was a child. thinks that she is the only one she relies on in this life, if she leaves Han Yan, then what should Han Yan do?
Although Han Yan didn't give her much maternal love, she was the only person in this world who always wanted to pile up all the good things in the world in front of Han Jiazhi.
Whether it is Han's, Zheng's, or even Du Zhiqian, she hopes that it is Han Jiazhi's, and no one can snatch it away.
Although there are many impurities mixed in this, it is not pure maternal love, but Han Jiazhi still can't give up this mother-daughter relationship as it seems on the surface.
However, in addition to Han Yan, there was another important reason why she was forced to follow Han Yan's plan.
That is poverty.
She can't stand poverty, and if the moon hangs high in the sky, if it falls on the earth, how can it still be called the moon? People would call them meteorites.
When she was young, Han Yan took her to some very poor and backward places. It was as if she had entered another world, a world outside of a playground.
It's like a pile of scrapped discarded machines, full of garbage, and insects and ants flying where there is no grass. The dirty, smelly, backward everything here was unbearable for her.
If there is such a world outside the playground, then how can she have the courage to take a step?
Leaving the playground is tantamount to giving up on your current life.
In the days to come, she may run around for a living. In order to earn that two cents a piece, she grovels to others, and in the face of others' sneers, she has to greet them with a smile.
Compared to being locked up in a playground, this kind of life is even more unbearable for her.
However, whenever she saw the vast sky outside, she seemed to hear a call from afar. The voice floated past her in the wind, and then flew with her thoughts to the wider world.
At this time, the restless heart in her heart will turn into a wild horse. Breaking through any fears, fetters, and taboos, he is shouting loudly:
Open that door! Go to a wider place! Go to the higher snow-capped mountains, go to the endless sea with the waves, go to the higher places to challenge, and swim in the deeper sea!
Han Jiazhi will never be bound by any shackles, she was born to break the rules, she should pursue freedom!