"Years ago, the people closest to me died, so I don't trust anyone anymore, especially women, I am tired of thinking that women are the most vicious."

He reached out and pulled a strand of hair from her ear behind her ear.

The most people in the palace were women, and those women had never given him kindness.

The only one who is good to him is the nurse who treats him as her own, but after that incident, she suddenly has no news.

He has been looking for her for the past nineteen years, but to no avail, maybe she is long gone.

"That's why you always keep a straight face, and look at everyone like an enemy," Su Xi tilted his head to look at him, "Those women in the harem, you don't want to take a second look." ”

At the beginning, he hated the original body so much, and he was very tired of women, which was true.

These things are all related to his experience.

Born in the family of the emperor, those bloody calculations, even if he didn't say it, she could imagine how cruel it was.

In particular, he was fostered under the knees of the Queen Mother, and he has always regarded the Queen Mother as his biological mother.

It was the Queen Mother who caused all this.

"Nineteen years ago, I was regarded as the most vicious person in the entire Beiling, and nineteen years later, I have become the most respected man in this mountain and river, which is really ironic." Ling Juncheng hooked his lips and smiled helplessly, some memories were evoked, and his emotions would still fluctuate.

Su Xi pursed her lips and didn't make a sound.

Nineteen years ago?

What happened nineteen years ago? The Queen Mother mentioned it in the Palace of Raising the Heart on the day she sought power and usurped the throne, and the strange person in the dream also mentioned it.

But it seems that his eyes dim when he mentions it, it must be something very bad that he has experienced.

"No matter what kind of person others think you are, anyway, you are the person I care about the most," Su Xi stretched out his white and soft hands on tiptoe to hold his face, "There is no perfect person in the world, but you are perfect in my heart, good and bad, I like both." ”

As the words fell, she wrapped her arms around his neck and rubbed them into his arms.

How can this man mention something he doesn't want to mention? She wasn't curious about his past.

"Xixi, you really don't want to know about my past?" Ling Juncheng asked softly in her ear.

"I don't want to know," Su Xi shook his head, "I didn't participate in your past, the important thing is the present, isn't it?" ”

Hearing this, Ling Juncheng lowered his eyes and did not speak.

In her world, there are only two top priorities, eating and sleeping, and the other things are irrelevant to her, and of course she doesn't get to the bottom of it.

But maybe one day, she will hear about his past from others, because there are always some people with a heart who rack their brains to separate him from her.

So, will she, like them, think that he is an unscrupulous person for the sake of imperial power? Would she still like him so much?

Even though the whole world misunderstood him, he didn't care at all.

However, he cared too much about her, and cared about any opinion she had of him, and it was better for him to tell her himself than to let others stir up trouble about it.

He didn't want any misunderstanding with her.

"I've been pretending to be in my heart for many years, and no one has been able to say it, but today, I want to say it, maybe my heart will feel better."

Ling Juncheng looked down at the person in his arms, his good-looking eyes full of tenderness.

The scales that others can't touch, but he wants to take the initiative to mention it to her, because he knows that she deserves to be like this.