Chapter 186: Sensitive
Zuo Xinxin hates her current mood.
She originally thought that she could control her feelings for Jiang Yucheng, but she still overestimated herself.
Since the last time she admitted that she liked Jiang Yucheng, the throbbing was no longer hidden deep in her heart, but with Jiang Yucheng's kindness to her, it was stacked layer by layer until it was out of control.
So much so that it is impossible to ignore it now.
However, as she learned more and more about everything about the Jiang family, Zuo Xinxin suddenly began to suffer from gains and losses.
Especially Han Jiaxin, who appeared today, has a rich background, intellectual generosity, and is like a real daughter of a famous family.
Zuo Xinxin has always felt that she is very strong, but now, under the surface of her pretending to be strong, something called inferiority has grown.
Can she and Jiang Yucheng really come together in the end?
Chen Yurong, Mrs. Tang, Jiang Kenan, and even the attitude of the people around them towards Han Jiaxin, she saw it in her eyes.
It is true that Jiang Yucheng is very good to her now, but his starting point is nothing more than two children.
Zuo Xinxin's thoughts were fluttering, and the whole person couldn't calm down.
She lay on the bed, but she couldn't sleep because she tossed and turned.
Eventually, I don't know how long it took, before I fell asleep groggily.
When I woke up again, I heard Xiao Cheng Xiaoai calling Mommy.
Zuo Xinxin felt something, opened her eyes in a daze, and saw two little guys lying on the side of the bed, looking at herself worriedly.
Seeing the two children, Zuo Xinxin's mood improved a lot.
She didn't see Jiang Yucheng in the room, her brows furrowed, and she asked, "Where's Daddy?" ”
Xiao Cheng said: "Daddy went to the kitchen, and Mommy didn't eat well in the morning." ”
"That's it, Daddy must have cooked for Mommy." Xiao Ai nodded.
Zuo Xinxin's heart warmed, and she raised her hand and touched the heads of the two little guys. I really didn't have much appetite in the morning, I just slept and was a little hungry.
Thinking of Jiang Yucheng, and I didn't know what came to mind, Zuo Xinxin's originally lit eyes instantly dimmed.
At this moment, Zuo Xinxin's mobile phone rang.
At first glance, it was a voice call from Lu Xuan.
Zuo Xinxin saw this call, and without hesitation, she took out the headset from her bag and plugged it in, and answered it.
"Cousin, why did you call me?"
Lu Xuan's voice was a little tired, but he still held on to his spirit and smiled: "I miss you, I'll give you a call." ”
Zuo Xinxin heard the laziness in her tone: "Cousin, are you okay?" It feels like you're tired. ”
Lu Xuan shook his head: "No, there have been a lot of things in the past two days, and the schedule is too full, and it has exhausted me to death." Anyway, I don't care, when these two days are over, I will definitely have a good rest for a few days, and then you will have to play with me for a few days. ”
"Okay, I'll definitely treat my cousin well."
"By the way, Xinxin, the Jiang family's side, didn't embarrass you, right?" Chen Yurong's birthday banquet was held very low-key, and Lu Xuan also learned from Zuo Xinxin.
She knew that Zuo Xinxin appeared at the Jiang family at this time, and the scene was somewhat embarrassing.
I heard my cousin's words thick to myself
Concerned, a smile appeared on the corner of Zuo Xinxin's mouth.
"It's okay, cousin, I'm fine here, I just slept for a while." Zuo Xinxin said with a smile.
"It's good that you know it in your own heart, but Xinxin, I can tell you, if you have a grievance in your heart, don't say nothing, it's not good to hold it in your heart. Remember the past? I don't want to see you like that. ”
"Well, I see, cousin."
"Okay, you take care of yourself and the children, and when you come back, let's talk."
"Okay."
Doodle.
Lu Xuan has always been resolute, and this time, he made a special call to care about Zuo Xinxin.
She shook her head with a headache and walked out of the bathroom.
This was a call to Zuo Xinxin between filming announcements, and she still has a lot of things to do next.
……
Zuo Xinxin listened to the busy tone on the phone, shook her head and smiled.
She put away her mobile phone and watched the two children playing games by the window, and her spirit was a little dazed for a while.
At that moment, there was a knock on the door.
"Miss Zuo, this is what the young master ordered to send to you." The maid held the tray, and under the vegetable cover, two dishes and one soup, and a serving of rice, exuded an enticing fragrance.
"Thank you." There was no reason for a loss in her heart, but Zuo Xinxin still took it and thanked her.
The maid smiled kindly and turned to leave.
There was a desk in the room, so Zuo Xinxin temporarily used it as a dining table, put the food on the table, and ate it unhurriedly.
This is still this time, except for special circumstances, Jiang Yucheng has not eaten with her for the first time.
I was a little uncomfortable.
"Mommy, shall we go to Daddy in a moment?" At this time, Xiao Cheng Xiaoai walked over, and the two little guys had anticipation on their faces.
Zuo Xinxin nodded, somehow, she also wanted to know what Jiang Yucheng was doing at this time.
After eating, Zuo Xinxin had just cleaned up the table when she heard someone push the door in.
"Just let the maid do it." It's Jiang Yucheng.
Seeing Zuo Xinxin cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks by himself, his good-looking brows furrowed, and his voice was still light.
Maybe she was too sensitive, Zuo Xinxin knew that Jiang Yucheng's words were not malicious, but she felt a little embarrassed, as if she had embarrassed him with this move.
However, the action of cleaning up was only a pause, she still put the dishes and chopsticks in order, and her tone was inexplicably alienated: "I have always been like this before." ”
When renting a house abroad, she not only cooks and washes the dishes by herself, but even unblocks the toilet by herself.
Jiang Yucheng must have never done these things, but she is used to them.
Maybe that's the difference.
Thinking about it, Zuo Xinxin's heart welled up with bitterness, as if she was a little angry, she walked out with a tray, and happened to meet Chen Yurong and others who were walking here.
Han Jiaxin and Jiang Kenan were on her left and right, and Han Qizheng was following behind, all four of them had happy smiles on their faces, as if they were discussing some happy topic.
Zuo Xinxin only felt that her legs were like lead, but at this time, it was too late to retreat.
"Xinxin, you're awake.
When the four of them saw her, Jiang Kenan was the first to speak, and Han Jiaxin had already called the maid not far away and told her to take down the tray.
"Thank you." Zuo Xinxin whispered and handed the tray to the servant.
From beginning to end, Chen Yurong saw all this in her eyes, and her expression did not change much.
It wasn't until Jiang Yucheng walked out of the room with Xiao Cheng Xiao Ai that she showed a kind smile: "Xiao Cheng, Xiao Ai, come to grandma." ”
It can be seen that she likes these two children from the bottom of her heart.
However, Xiao Cheng Xiaoai stood beside Jiang Yucheng, looking at Chen Yurong with two pairs of innocent eyes, and did not move.
"Auntie, let's go rest first, Xinxin is not feeling well, Xiao Cheng Xiaoai will definitely accompany her mother." Han Jiaxin smiled and broke the rather stiff situation, Chen Yurong didn't say anything, nodded, casually told Zuo Xinxin to pay attention to her body, and the four of them left.
The footsteps faded away, but Zuo Xinxin's hand hanging by his side quietly tightened.
Suddenly I want to escape from here, and even hope to return to a rental house abroad, although it is small, but only her and the children, tired, but fulfilling.
Suddenly feeling a little hand grasping herself, Zuo Xinxin lowered her head, and saw Xiao Cheng said: "Mommy, when you were sleeping, Dad took us to a wooden house, will I take you there?" ”
Xiao Ai nodded: "Yes, yes, it's beautiful." ”
"Okay." Looking at the excited looks of the two little guys, Zuo Xinxin nodded in agreement.
said it was to take her there, but in fact the two little guys wanted to play.
Now it's lunch break, Chen Yurong and the others should all go to rest, Zuo Xinxin just woke up, and felt a little out of breath in this gorgeous villa, just going out for a walk.
"Let's go." Jiang Yucheng hooked his lips, bent down to pick up Xiao Ai, and Zuo Xinxin led Xiao Cheng downstairs.
Going out from the back hall, it is a medium-sized garden, and the weather is in autumn, but the greenery is not reduced, but it is very lush and vibrant.
Stepping onto a cobblestone path and walking for a few minutes, Zuo Xinxin saw those peach trees.
Obviously nothing, Zuo Xinxin felt that it was not just a peach tree in front of her, it seemed that it carried Jiang Yucheng's previous time, whether it was good or bad.
Passing by the peach trees, turn right and a wooden cottage comes into view.
"Mommy, look, is it exactly the same as in the fairy tale book?" Xiao Ai ran over excitedly and sat down on a stone bench under the parasol in front of the wooden house.
The stone bench was wrapped in a good texture blanket and was so clean that it looked like someone was cleaning it all the time.
It is said that it is a wooden house, which is a pattern spray-painted on the outside, and when you touch it with your hands, it is still a cold and hard wall.
Zuo Xinxin suddenly remembered that Jiang Yucheng decorated his home into a fairy tale castle, and it turned out that there was such a room in the old mansion.
There was a wooden sign hanging on the doorknob, and Zuo Xinxin walked over to take a look, and the words "Magic House" were written crookedly on it.
The inscription is a "city" word.
"Daddy, did you play here a lot when you were a kid?" Looking at Xiao Ai's happy appearance, Xiao Cheng looked more stable, after all, he had already been here once
Finish.
Jiang Yucheng nodded in response, and didn't say much, because before the magic house sign was hung, this independent room was the place where he was punished when he made mistakes when he was a child.
But now, watching his two babies playing around the house, Jiang Yucheng's eyes softened a lot.
Immediately, his eyes fell on Zuo Xinxin.
Since she woke up, she seemed to be a little sullen, at this time, the woman followed behind Xiao Cheng Xiaoai, although with a shallow smile, but the depression in her eyes still lingered.
Jiang Yucheng stepped forward and took Zuo Xinxin's hand to the stone bench and sat down: "Let's rest." ”
Zuo Xinxin didn't speak, but sat down.
The face that had been flushed from drinking had returned to normal at this time, and a pair of watery eyes glowed under the curled eyelashes. A gust of wind blew, and her black hair fluttered, causing her to blink, and then tucked the broken hair behind her ears.
"If you don't want to stay, we'll go back in the afternoon." Jiang Yucheng spoke slowly.
He saw the situation in the morning, Zuo Xinxin was not happy here, but very depressed, he didn't want the person he held on the tip of his heart to become like this.
However, Zuo Xinxin shook her head.
Jiang Yucheng can do whatever she wants, but she can't be ignorant.
Just like Han Jiaxin said, Chen Yurong must hope that Jiang Yucheng will accompany her, although not by her side.
(End of chapter)