Chapter Seventy-Eight: You Shangguan Yan Don't Deserve to Be Loved
Gu Lian soaked in cold water for about two or three hours, and then gradually came back to her senses.
Shangguan Yan didn't know when he had gone out, and the bathroom was empty. Gu Lian got up, picked up the bathrobe and put it on her body, and walked out.
At this time, Shangguan Yan was fiddling with the medicine box, knowing that Gu Lian was injured.
I don't know if it's because I'm embarrassed, Shangguan Yan has a cold face, which makes people dare not approach. Gu Lian looked at him with an expressionless face, as if everything just now was fake, she thought about it for a long time in the bathroom just now before she came out, she just didn't know how to treat Shangguan Yan, and now looking at Shangguan Yan like this, she was also relieved.
"Come here when you're awake, I'll give you medicine."
Although it is cold, sometimes the words that come out make people's hearts warm.
The wound, which was already a bit serious, became more and more serious after soaking in the water for so long.
"Hmm!" Although she agreed, Gu Lian had no plans to go over.
She knew she should be medicated now, but she didn't want to go. What just happened, Shangguan Yan can easily forget, and she can't forget it.
After Shangguan Yan finished speaking, he waited and picked up the medicine he had prepared earlier, but after waiting for a long time, no one came.
He looked up and asked, "What?" Can't walk? ”
Gu Lian now inexplicably hates him, and her tone is slightly bad.
"Nope!"
"That's not enough!"
"No need, I don't hurt, thank you for saving me just now, excuse me, I'll leave." She didn't want to continue to keep up with Shangguan Yan anymore, and wanted to calm down by herself.
She's still too stupid, how can she let herself be drugged! It was her luck that she escaped this time, and the next time it might not be so good.
Shangguan Yan squinted, "Let's go?" Are you going to get out like this? ”
"It's none of your business!"
Gu Lian looked at herself, wearing a bathrobe and draped in her hair, there was really something wrong, but she couldn't control it so much, in the face of the coming injury, face, dignity and anything didn't matter. Now one look from him was enough to make Gu Lian feel disgusted.
No one knew that Gu Pian was a person who would never let herself be wronged before, although it seemed that difficulties, setbacks and something had been surrounding her. But, at least, when others bullied her, she would return it. I won't cry easily because of a little thing, and I won't even want to save face.
When? Everything has changed, she can endure hardship, and she knows that there are some things in this world that you can't say even if you can't get used to it. Hehe! will get retribution, maybe even she forgot about herself!
It's good to be alive, you can accompany your mother, and you can make them happier, at least than now.
"If you don't come, I'll come over myself." Shangguan Yan stood up.
"Shangguan Yan, can you have a snack, do you know that I don't want to see you now, and even hate you. Can you please not show up in front of me, yes, you saved me today, and I am grateful to you. But that doesn't mean I can tolerate anything you do to me. If you want to play, I can't control you, but please find someone else. No matter how cheap I am, I won't get to this point. ”
"I don't care if you hate me or not, you want to hide from me, or see me, it doesn't matter. It doesn't affect me. ”
"Haha~! Yes, in your Shangguan Yan's eyes, no matter what anyone does, it will not affect you. Because there's no one you care about, should I say you're pitiful? After living for so many years, I don't even know how to love, and I deserve it. I couldn't figure it out before. Yin Qingyue would choose to leave you at the beginning, it stands to reason that you should be very sought-after in Shangguan, but now I finally understand. If it were me, I would too. I'm telling you, you deserve to be single for the rest of your life. ”
Gu Lian suddenly laughed, not knowing whether to laugh at Shangguan Yan or herself.
Shangguan was angry, although he had a successful career and was a role model in the eyes of everyone. However, no one knew that his childhood was incomplete. Since he was a child, he didn't know how to love someone, no one had taught him before, and no one had given him before. He doesn't know how to love people, and maybe he doesn't know what love is and what to do when he loves someone. Therefore, he doesn't understand that Gu loves him, even if Gu loves him to die for him, he doesn't understand, or doesn't believe that anyone will treat him sincerely. In his opinion, the best relationship is the relationship of interests.
So much so that he failed Gu Lian and made Gu Lian regret his love. Although Gu Lian taught him what love was, he would not fall in love with anyone anymore, and no one would love him anymore. With love, live a lonely life.
"Enough, don't challenge my bottom line. I'm also temperamental, and I hope you don't do it over and over again. ”
"The bottom line, it turns out that you Shangguan Yan still know the word bottom line! You have a bottom line, why should you ask others to wronged themselves to fulfill you. Even you don't know how to respect others, and you still want others to really respect you, do you deserve it? ”
Shangguan Yan rushed over and grabbed Gu Lian.
"I tell you, don't take pity on you, just because I like you, you can act recklessly. The reason why I, Shangguan Yan, have survived to this day is not a good person. ”
"Like me? Haha~ Did you know? It's the biggest joke I've ever heard in my life. It's funny that I took it seriously. You can casually say something that is misleading, whether it is true or not. However, if you are not really sure, you can not say it. Do you know how much I paid for this sentence? I almost lost my life. Hahahaha! ”
"What do you mean you don't even have your life? Does my Shangguan Yan's liking make you feel ashamed? You want to die! Then I will fulfill you. ”
Shangguan Yan may not understand for the rest of his life that on a certain night, there is such a woman, who does not ask for anything in return, and is willing to give her life to protect him.
"Fulfill me? If that's what you're up to, go for it! ”
Gu Lian thought about her stupid things for so many years, don't talk about other people, even she herself felt funny.
Tears dripped onto Shangguan Yan's hands, but somehow they burned his heart.
The hand unconsciously loosened, and Gu Lian slipped to the ground. Gu Lian, who had been panting all the time, had just returned from the Hades Palace, was really scared, she shouldn't provoke Shangguan Yan.
"That little boy is you!"
"What?"
"I said the little boy you told me about a few years ago is you, right?"
Shangguan Yan didn't speak again, as if he was recalling what Gu Lian said. This fell in Gu Lian's eyes, as if Shangguan Yan had already admitted it.
"Hahahaha~ No wonder you don't know how to love. Also, a person who has lacked love since childhood, how can I expect him to love someone well! ”
Shangguan Yan recalled the time he used to spend with Gu Lian, it was so beautiful, but now he thinks about why it feels so unreal. It's been like I've thought about it for a long, long time, as if I once had it and then didn't.
He remembered that he hadn't told Gu Lian that it was him, so he retorted.
"It's not!"
"You don't have to be in such a hurry to cover up, I know that even if it's you, you'll refute it."