Chapter 380: Send her away and protect her
The heart floating in the air seemed to return to its original place, and the loneliness along the way finally disappeared after seeing her, and was replaced by warmth.
Li Jingyan slowed down his anxious pace, and his breathing returned to normal, without even noticing it.
"Coming?" He approached, took off his coat, rolled up his cuffs, and said, "What do you want to eat?" ”
He asked very naturally, as if she were still his wife, and she was waiting for him at home to get off work, and when he returned, he cooked his own dinner for the two.
Everything is so natural and intimate.
It's as if, the two have never been separated, as if the two still love each other deeply.
Mu Shihuan looked at him, his red lips moving slightly.
At the end, she named a few dishes.
Li Jingyan bowed his head, and his gaze never left her face for half a minute: "Wait a while, it will be fine soon." ”
The tone is also gentle and affectionate that has never been before.
Mu Shihuan was in a trance.
It took a few seconds for her to whisper, "Okay." ”
Li Jingyan's throat rolled: "Let's watch a movie." ”
After that, he didn't wait for her to say anything, and directly arranged her passing time project for her.
Mu Shihuan didn't stop it.
"Okay." She still says that.
"I'll go to the kitchen."
"Hmm."
glanced at her deeply, although there were a thousand words to tell, but in the end, Li Jingyan swallowed back, turned around and walked in the direction of the kitchen.
It seemed that he couldn't help it, and it seemed that there was a voice sighing in his heart, and if he didn't look at it, he would never see it again, so Mu Shihuan still turned his head and followed his figure.
Until, no longer visible.
She was stunned, a lot flashed through her mind, and there were unspeakable emotions rolling in her chest.
After a long time, her stiff body moved, got up, and slowly walked to the kitchen in his original steps.
He was busy, methodically preparing the ingredients she wanted to eat.
The bony hands were supposed to be in the office, but now, he was willing to prepare dinner for her, even if the dishes were actually casually said by her.
He still cares about it.
He's focused.
From her point of view, she can just see the outline of his beautiful side face, which is so perfect that it can easily make people feel excited, and even sink.
Suddenly, he looked up.
Their eyes met in the air.
No one moved away.
Temporarily putting down the ingredients in his hand, Li Jingyan found a glass of water and prepared a cup of favorite flower tea for her, and then put it on the bar and motioned for her to come over.
Mu Shihuan only hesitated for a second before walking over.
The flower tea is steaming hot, and the fragrance is permeated.
No one spoke, and no one was silent.
In the following time, Li Jingyan continued to prepare dinner, while Mu Shihuan sat at the bar and waited quietly, either taking a sip of flower tea, or looking up at him with fluttering eyelashes.
The tall and tall figure is calm no matter what he does, as if nothing can stump him, as if nothing will change because of anything.
Suddenly, Mu Shihuan suddenly remembered those two months.
He also cooked for her, and unlike tonight, when the two of them were sweet and sweet, she would make trouble with him, and he would connive, but in the end it would turn into a bad bully for her.
Again and again.
At that time, he liked to bully her the most, and liked to see her begging for mercy unwillingly, but every time, in exchange, it would only be more excessive from him.
Then......
The tip of his heart suddenly stabbed, his eyelashes fluttered, Mu Shihuan lowered his eyes, and finally closed his eyes.
Quietly taking a deep breath, she opened it again, then picked up her glass and took another sip.
Flower tea still tastes like that.
But everything else, long gone.
About forty minutes later.
Li Jingyan put three dishes and one soup on the plate and guessed wrongly.
"Let's eat." With everything ready, he walked to Mu Shihuan's side and whispered.
Mu Shihuan didn't look at him, but only responded in a low voice: "Hmm." ”
She got up.
Yu Guang caught a glimpse of his hand as if he wanted to hold her, but whether it was reflexive or subconscious, she dodged slightly, and then quickened her pace.
Li Jingyan's raised hand froze.
Suddenly, he quietly retracted, and she followed her as if nothing had happened.
Walking to the table, he pulled out a chair for her.
Mu Shihuan sat down silently, the thank you was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't say it for some reason.
Li Jingyan took a seat across from her.
With a bowl of soup, he pushed it in front of her.
Watching her pick it up, watching her drink gently, he still couldn't help but look at her, wanting to just keep watching, but in the end he withdrew his gaze.
Picking up the chopsticks, he ate as usual.
Mu Shihuan is the same.
So there was almost no sound at the table, it was too quiet.
But neither of them felt embarrassed, and silence was also a kind of protection.
Until the end of the meal, neither of them said a word.
"Go sit on the couch and I'll clean up the kitchen." After it was over, Li Jingyan cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks and said.
Mu Shihuan didn't say yes this time, but silently picked up the dishes and chopsticks and took them to the kitchen.
Li Jingyan's movements paused slightly, but it only took two seconds to return to normal.
Calmly returning to the kitchen, he asked in a low voice, "Do you want to be together?" ”
As if bewitched, Mu Shihuan raised his eyes and looked at him.
"Okay." She nodded.
"I'll wash the dishes, and then you put them away, okay?"
"Yes."
"Hmm."
But in fact, both of them know that there is a dishwasher in the kitchen, and there is no need for him to wash it himself.
But neither of them mentioned it, as if they had forgotten.
It seems that only in this way can the two get along a little longer, a little longer, and there will be more memories of the two of them.
It's just that no matter how long the time is, no matter how slow down the action is, there will be an end to it.
The kitchen was cleaned up, and the two left.
"Would you like to watch a movie together?" Li Jingyan looked at Mu Shihuan sideways and asked in a low voice.
Mu Shihuan did not refuse: "Okay." ”
"Let's go upstairs," Li Jingyan said, "just watch it at home, okay?" ”
"Hmm."
Li Jingyan looked at her deeply, but he still stretched out his hand and held her.
And he clearly noticed that when he touched her, her body was visibly tense and stiff, and she even wanted to shake off his hand.
Adam's apple rolled suddenly, his eyes deepened, he stared at her, and then opened his voice a few points hoarse: "Shi Huan, don't refuse me." ”
Almost pleading.
Mu Shihuan paused when he wanted to withdraw his hand.
Although he didn't look at him, his gaze fell on himself so obviously.
The eyelashes kept fluttering, and there seemed to be a strange emotion at the tip of his heart, and the hand he was holding and the skin that touched him seemed to have other feelings.
In the end, she still didn't continue, but she didn't respond to his words.
She let him go, took her by the hand, and took him upstairs to the home theater.
The door was pushed open, but the light was not turned on.
Darkness shrouded it.
Involuntarily, Mu Shihuan shook his hand instead.
Li Jingyan noticed it, turned his fingers with her, and then turned on the light.
Pulling her to sit down on the sofa, without letting go of her hand, with such an action, he asked, "What movie do you want to watch?" ”
Mu Shihuan had already raised his eyes and looked ahead.
"Everything." She didn't pick it, only said this, and then the whole person leaned back on the back of the sofa a little lazily.
Seems to be a little tired.
I want to sleep deeply, and I want to wake up and everything is completely over.
But she clearly knew that it was impossible.
And so much more......
His lips pursed slightly, and Mu Shihuan lowered his eyes.
The person next to her didn't speak again, just picked up the movie, and after a while, she heard the sound of the movie starting.
Lifting her eyelids, she looked forward.
It was as if a voice was telling her that this was a movie she had watched a little bit but hadn't finished watching it, but she liked it very much.
It's just that no one should know this.
Mu Shihuan was in a trance.
Breathing was sluggish, she thought, maybe she was still Shi Huan and he liked Lu Yeshi.
For a moment, Mu Shihuan was stunned, looking at the screen for a moment, as if there were a lot of emotions circulating in her chest, but she couldn't describe it.
Her fingertips trembled.
It was dark, only the light on the screen was on.
Such an environment is ambiguous and ambiguous.
As if bewitched, and as if she couldn't help it, she slowly turned her head and looked at the man's side face.
Then, her hand, which was not being held by him, somehow wanted to be lifted, wanted to touch it.
But......
Mu Shihuan swallowed his throat, and finally wanted to take it back.
But in the next second, this hand was also held by him.
The eyes are facing each other.
In the flickering light, nothing can be seen clearly, only Li Jingyan's eyes.
And, as he approached the enlarged handsome face.
A little, slowly, closer.
Finally, kissed her on the lips.
Mu Shihuan's body froze, she instinctively wanted to hide, wanted to repel.
However, as if he knew what she was thinking, the man grabbed her waist with one hand and fixed the back of her head with the other, imprisoning her in a strong and gentle manner, not giving her the possibility of escape.
Shi Huan...... Shi Huan ...... "She heard him call her name.
affectionate, and seems to be trying to restrain something.
One after another.
Incomparably religious.
Mu Shihuan's body softened.
The resistance seemed to wane, and she didn't try to push him away again.
He seemed to be very tired and sleepy, and only by holding him could he be liberated.
He kissed her, grinding, extreme tenderness.
In a trance, consciousness slowly dissipated.
Only the touch brought by the man's kiss on her body was clear, as if it was to be engraved in her bones for her to remember forever.
The temperature rises silently.
The male and female protagonists in the movie are still experiencing their own stories, and on the sofa, there are bursts of noise.
Beautiful.
The warmth lasts for a long time.
……
Morning.
Mu Shihuan had already fallen asleep and could no longer open his eyes.
Li Jingyan still kissed her lips, grinding gently until the time was up.
The clothes were already dressed for her, and his fingertips caressed her face for the last time, and he looked at her for a moment.
"Shi Huan ......"
There is a lot to say, and yet nothing can be said at this moment.
In the end, Li Jingyan just kissed her forehead again.
"Wait for me."
More than ten minutes later.
Li Jingyan personally hugged the sleeping Mu Shihuan into the car, fastened her seat belt, and closed the rear seat door.
The moonlight poured down lonely.
He opened his mouth, and his voice was dyed with determination: "Send her away and protect her." ”