CHAPTER XXVIII
In the taxi, Nan Feng pressed his chin against his chin and looked at his mobile phone boredly.
Qiao Guanyang's appearance that day was like a dream, and there was no contact in the past few days, and she had no way of knowing what happened to him.
Xie Yu secretly glanced at her a few times, knowing that he had said the wrong thing just now, and Nan Feng didn't mean to talk to her in front of him.
After thinking about it, he spoke cautiously: "Xiao Fengfeng, why don't you speak?" ”
Nan Feng didn't look up, and continued to swipe the phone.
Xie Yu said with a face full of grievances: "Don't ignore me, I was just quick to talk just now, and you also know that I don't speak through my brain, don't be like me, you can ignore me." ”
Nan Feng put away his mobile phone and said solemnly: "You also know that what you said just now is wrong, Tang Mingyue is definitely in a bad mood now, and you still sprinkle salt on her wounds." ”
"I, I didn't mean it, and you know I didn't mean that, I just wanted to persuade her to look away."
"I don't know about you, it's just that you can see the opening point if you look at it."
Xie Yu nodded and raised three fingers, "In the future, I must think about it before I speak!" ”
Nan Feng was amused by her movements, and Nan Feng's mobile phone rang when the two were fighting.
Nan Feng held the phone and didn't mean to answer, Xie Yu pushed her and said, "Cheng Yi'an's phone, why don't you answer it?" ”
Nan Feng picked it up and said in a calm tone: "Hey? ”
"Xiao Feng, what are you doing?"
"I'm out with Xie Yu, I'm ready to go home."
"You send me a spot, I'll pick you up."
"No, I'll be home soon."
Cheng Yizuo couldn't notice the alienation in Nan Feng's tone, and said with concern: "Well, I'm going to school tomorrow, have you packed up your things, I'll pick you up and go to school tomorrow." ”
Xie Yu was playing a mobile game next to her, Nan Feng glanced at her and said, "No need, I'll go with Xie Yu." ”
Cheng Yi'an didn't say much, and told her not to play too late and go home early.
When she hung up the phone, Xie Yu turned her head and said, "Why do I think you two talk like strangers." ”
"yes, didn't you talk like that before?"
"Not really." Xie Yu thought for a while and said, "Is it the reason why we haven't played together for a long time, I always feel that my feelings are rusty, what do you think?" ”
Nan Feng didn't really want to discuss Cheng Yi'an's matter, so he replied to Xie Yu without much energy: "I don't think so." ”
Xie Yu didn't pay attention to Nan Feng's indifference, turned his head and continued to fight with the characters in the game.
In the evening, Nan Feng packed up his things and put them aside, took his mobile phone and glanced at it, except for the message of early rest sent by Cheng Yi'an, there was no text message from anyone else.
She threw her phone back on the table, picked up her pajamas and went to take a shower.
As soon as she entered the bathroom with her front foot, her cell phone rang.
The light of the trance lasted until darkness, tirelessly going back and forth, until it could no longer be lit.
Nan Feng dried his hair and sat on the bed, habitually picking up his mobile phone, but he couldn't turn it on.
She charged her phone before it lit up.
As soon as I turned on the machine, there was a string of misses, all of which were called by one person.
Qiao Guanyang is really like a three-year-old child sometimes, he is so paranoid that if he doesn't answer his phone, he will blow up your phone to retaliate.
Just as he was about to go back, he happened to call again.
Nan Feng picked it up and said angrily: "What are you doing, your mobile phone has run out of battery by you." ”
There was no sound on the other end, Nan Feng picked up the phone and looked at it, still on the phone.
She "fed" again and shouted, "Qiao Guanyang." ”
She couldn't hear anything but gasps.
Inexplicably worried, she said, "Speak! ”
"Little Maple Leaf, why don't you answer the phone." His voice was hoarse and low, and it felt like a choked voice.
Nan Feng frowned and explained, "I didn't hear it, I was taking a bath just now." ”
He said to himself: "When I heard that the phone had been turned off, I was still thinking about why it was suddenly shut down when I could get through just now...... Nanfeng, I thought...... You don't want me anymore. ”
Nan Feng's heart suddenly felt like she was clenched, and she couldn't care about other emotions, she hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you, what's going on?" ”
He was still thinking to himself, "Why am I such a eyesore, don't you think I should be thrown away?" ”
His whispers and gusts of wind could be heard on his phone.
Nan Feng sat up suddenly, controlled his voice to be quieter, and said, "Don't you go crazy, where are you, I'll go over to find you right away." ”
She turned on the speakerphone, threw her phone on the bed, and began to change her clothes.
The other end of the phone suddenly said: "Don't come, just leave me, don't come to me......"
She stopped changing her hand and picked up her phone: "Don't talk nonsense, just tell me where it is, don't move until I arrive, do you hear!" ”
She didn't dare to move too much, at this time her grandmother was already asleep, although her ears were not very good, but she was afraid of what happened.
I didn't have time to put on my coat, so I took it and went out.
When she arrived at the place, looking at the person in front of her, her heart suddenly softened.
Qiao Guanyang sat quietly by the flower bed, shaking his head all around his feet, and his fingertips were still burning.
He lowered his head, looking as embarrassed as he was.
The steps were heavy, he couldn't take a step, he didn't dare to move forward, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something.
As the minutes ticked by, the cigarette in his fingertips had burned out, and was about to burn to his finger, and before she could hurt his finger, she ran over in three steps and two steps, and knocked the cigarette off.
Qiao Guanyang raised his head, his eyes were red, his gaze was not as sharp as usual, and the loneliness revealed pierced Nan Feng's heart.
She reached out to the corner of his eye, rubbed it gently, and said distressedly, "Do you want to tell me?" ”
He grabbed Nan Feng's hand on his face, and his voice was hoarse, "Am I dreaming, you didn't leave me." ”
Every word he said smashed on the tip of Nan Feng's heart.
She stretched out her other hand and opened it to him, where a star-shaped candy lay quietly.
"You didn't dream, I didn't leave you."
Qiao Guanyang didn't take the candy, grabbed Nan Feng hard with his wrist, and snuggled up to her with his side face.
Nan Feng was hugged tightly by him, and she could feel his helplessness and panic, because although his hands were tightly clenched, they kept shaking slightly.
She stroked his hair comfortingly, and she didn't know what words to say comforting in the face of such Qiao Guanyang.
"She is gone, and I am thrown away by them like a lump of garbage, and I want to know why they gave birth to me and why they didn't strangle me when I gave birth to me, since I was so much in their eyes!"
Nan Feng hurriedly said: "What nonsense are you talking about!" You're good! You're a special, special, very nice person! ”
didn't receive a response from Qiao Guanyang, but just hugged her hand and tightened it tighter.
"Here in me, you are the best and best person in the world, Qiao Guanyang, do you believe me?"
He nodded.
"Since you believe me, you must listen to what I say, you know?" Nan Feng gently stroked his hair and said, "You are a very good person, sometimes I think, God treats me well, there is only one you in the world, so I am so lucky to meet, you say that my life is not bad." ”
He snorted and said cooperatively: "Yes, there is only one you in the world, God he is finally willing to open his eyes and pity me, let me meet you." ”
"So, this world is very beautiful, and it brings us more good things than bad things."
She suddenly raised her voice and called out his name.
"Qiao Guanyang."
"Huh?"
"Let's look forward together, shall we?"
"Okay."
"No matter what happens, never give up on yourself, you deserve the best of everything, remember?"
"Hmm."
Some things don't need to be stated, you just need to know that since it is something that happens, then it must have a reason why it happens. Even if it's not as good as it should be, keep your idea of it.
What you don't know is that your fragility and strength are often beyond your imagination.
The evening breeze is blowing, and the temperature difference between it and the daytime is a bit large.
Nan Feng was obviously looking for Qiao Guanyang all the way, and he ran too quickly and didn't know where he lost his coat.
Qiao Guanyang sat on the side with his eyes closed, looking tired.
Nan Feng's hand was held by him, and the other hand rubbed his arm, and the night was cooler as it was close to the early hours of the morning.
Perceiving her movements, he asked, "Cold?" ”
She chuckled, "It's okay." ”
Qiao Guanyang took off his coat and put it on Nan Feng, and said softly, "Reach out." ”
She obediently reached out to get dressed, and the coat still had the warmth of his body and the smell of his.
He stood up and held out his hand to her: "Go, send you home." ”
Hand in hand and looking forward together, his palms are the same as his person, when he is irritable, he sees that the whole person is going to be hot, but when he is docile, he can always warm her.
When she got downstairs, Qiao Guanyang told her to take a break, and Nan Feng said funny: "If you want me to rest early, you can let go, how can I go home?" ”
She raised his hand holding her, and the way she smiled was so beautiful that it could heal all of him and fill all his emptiness.
He stroked her cheek with his other hand, rubbing the corner of her lips, refusing to leave.
Nan Feng reached out and grabbed his hand: "I'm going to school in Linshi, I'll go tomorrow." ”
Qiao Guanyang stared at her eyes for a long time before he said "um" softly.
She narrowed her eyes, a little afraid to look directly, but she still forced herself to look at him.
"What about you?"
Qiao Guanyang evoked his habitual evil smile, and said informally: "It doesn't matter, you just read your books well, I'm waiting for you to grow up slowly and be my daughter-in-law." ”
Nan Feng stared at him in disbelief, feeling that her face was a little hot, and she coughed twice in a hurry.
In fact, there has always been a tacit understanding between the two, and they don't say anything, but it seems to be the same in the final analysis.
She squinted at him angrily, and he smiled at her with his hands in his pockets.
He coaxed her: "Okay, go up quickly, don't delay your school tomorrow, maybe ...... It's been delayed. ”
Nan Feng rolled his eyes at him, "I'm sorry to say, what time is it." ”
Qiao Guanyang touched her head dotingly, she wrinkled her nose and knocked off his hand, and Mou was angry at him: "Don't always move my head because you are tall, touch you stupidly!" ”
"Then I'm going to have to touch it more."
Nan Feng ran away when his claws were about to reach her again, and suddenly rushed back without running two steps, throwing the coat on his body to Qiao Guanyang.
Don't delay for a second, just pull your legs and run.
Qiao Guanyang looked at her back, and the smile in his eyes was about to overflow.
He really wanted to hug her just now and tell her if he could always be by his side.
There are many words, many things I want to tell her, those that weigh on his heart, those that are blocked in his heart.
He knew it was too early to wait for her to grow up.
A few strands of her hair fell from the coat in his hand, and he carefully took them off one by one, put them in his pocket, and held them tightly in the palm of his hand.
Nan Feng gently pushed them away and glanced towards Mrs. Fang's room.
Mrs. Fang's room had the same light off as she had before she went out.
She patted her chest, exhaled, tiptoed into the room, subconsciously bit her lip, and closed the door with the smallest sound.
The first thing to do is to go to the window and look down.
The night was hazy, and the location of her house was too high, and it was only dark when she looked down.
She was lying on the bed, closing her eyes with his distressing appearance just now, and when the picture turned, it was the words he said to wait for her to grow up.
Unable to fall asleep tossing and turning, she tugged on the quilt and gagged her mouth to make a secret sound.