"Tick, tick, tick, tick......"

The rain fell on the eaves, countless dots, as if it was striking on the heart again.

“……”

The sound of rustling came from his shoulders - he draped his coat over me.

"Ah Wan, let's go in."

Wei Yun faced my back and wanted to stretch out his hand to wrap around my thin shoulder, but he finally hung down this heart that had nowhere to put it.

I retracted my thoughts, my breath slightly disturbed, like a long-term dream.

Today is the tenth year that he has left me.

On the face of the 38-year-old, it is finally difficult to see the smile of the 18-year-old - the so-called things are people.

Before you know it, ten years have passed.

The deceased is like a husband, reluctant to give up day and night.

But about him, it's always so hard to dissolve.

The joy of the last second, the amazement of the next second, and the unique face in his heart that turns a thousand times.

Many people, including before he left, advised me to stop clinging to the deceased – but I never gave up on this bone-eating lovesickness.

He entrusted me to Wei Yun, and I ...... Also ridiculously followed.

Looking at Wei Yun's face, which was six points similar to him, at least he could see him for a minute when he was not sober.

What's more, life can be a little sober, but drunk and dreaming of death, and obsessed with morning and twilight.

"Ah Wan, today I passed by the flower shop, and I bought a bouquet of your favorite flowers - a starry sky......"

"Wei Yun ......"

"Bang ......"

With an extremely faint sound, the sky was full of stars falling to the ground, stirring up dust.

“…… What do you call me? ”

Wei Yun couldn't disguise it anymore, and his voice even trembled.

They were all obsessed with my death, and they all weaved ridiculous dreams for me—but he was always unique to me, even if he was crazy. After all, I can't see Wei Yun and him as one person.

The curtain fell on the night after I was awake, and I drank alone and desolate.

"How long has he been gone?"

I smiled lightly and spoke, slowly crouching down to pick up the lilac starry sky.

“……”

I frowned and shoved the bouquet into his hand: "This flower...... It has nothing to do with him. ”

It has nothing to do with him, so why should I like it?

All the joy and expectation will eventually be gone.

"Ten years, ten years and eight days to be exact."

I smiled at him, and there was no sense in his smile.

"Ah Wan ......"

Tears welled up in his eyes, and I couldn't bear to see it.

I reached out and handed him a tissue: "I didn't cry, why are you crying?"

Time is really great, and no matter what, I'm already tired of crying, so, no more crying.

For ten years, I have regarded him as Wei Yun, and now it is time to wake up after all.

"Take me...... Is it okay to go and see him? ”

…………

On this seaside, I sat lightly on the beach.

Wei Yun wanted to take off his coat and put it on me, but I stopped him:

"After so many years, the cleanliness habit is long gone."

His hand tightened his grip on his coat for a few moments, and then sat down beside me.

"Wei Yun, thank you for pretending that he has been with me for ten years."

As if realizing what I was about to say, Wei Yun stubbornly lowered his head, a little resistant.

"Yesterday, I received a letter from him to me – from a letter from ten years ago."

The content of the letter:

【My Late Initiation】

(Hello, my name is Weigo.)

Ah Wan, please allow me to introduce myself in such a cheesy way.

You're always curious about my past, and I'm terrified of your exposure to the darkness because I can't bear it.

So, can you just think of me as your Weigo?

Wego belongs only to you and only likes you.

Because of you, Wei Ge strives to be close to the sun—you, my sunshine, all the hopes of my life.

There are so many things in this world that I hate, but you keep my soul.

When I came back from the publishing house just now, I saw your favorite rice cake sold on the side of the road, so I bought a few pieces. But when you come back, you find that you are asleep.

How could Wei Ge have ever thought that he would have such a happy feeling?

The thing about looking forward to life was taught to me by you, my late baby.

Even though I hated the world so much, I still want to tell you - please continue to look at the world in the sun.

The world is beautiful – your world is beautiful.

Please be happy forever, this is my happiness.

You've kicked the quilt again, and I'm going to cover you with the quilt, so I'll write here first.

P.S. The flowers in the south of Xi'an City are blooming, and I will take you to see it next time. ）

"For some unknown reason, the letter didn't reach me until ten years later."

Fine beads of sweat secreted from his forehead, and the pain and panic were overflowing—the palpitations before the illness had recurred.

Wei Yun wanted to get close to me but was pushed away by me, and he endured the pain and whispered:

“…… Wei Yun ...... We ......"

"I'm here, I'm here! Late, quick! We went to the hospital!! ”

"Wei Yun...... Let's play a game......"

"Just, I'll ...... in the end One more wayward ......"

"You leave the beach and go to that little supermarket to buy a kite and come over......"

Unable to resist me, he had to quickly run to the supermarket.

I gradually smiled, and turned my head to look at the endless sea - all the shallow memories are ten years of memories:

"Wei Ge...... You lied to me......"

"You say the world is a good place...... That's not the case...... How could the world be a better place without you? ”

“…… It's never you who fights the fire, it's me. ”

"I envy Qin Siyi...... She at least owns your past, and your future ...... I don't even have it. ”

"What about the gloom? Grey...... And how to ......"

I smiled and took out the fruit knife from my pocket......

The night hung down again—faintly I saw the crimson, and I saw the figure running towards me in the crimson......

"Actually, I really like you......"

………

"Thank you for liking me so much......"

Wei Ge, the southern flower of Xi'an has bloomed......

"Ah Wan ......"

The kite was violently thrown away by Wei Yun, and his steps hurried towards the girl who fell to the ground-

"Ah Wan !!"

"Ah Wan, Ah Wan...... Wake up, Ah Wan!! ”

Heart-rending roars were useless.

Wei Yun roared until his voice was hoarse, and it was still useless work.

"Jiang Su Late !! You wake me up, Jiang Su is late, Jiang Su is late!! ”

At Jiang Suwan's funeral, only Wei Yun attended.

He blocked the news, and from the day he pretended to be Wei Ge and took her away, Jiang Suwan had nothing to do with everyone.

On the day of the funeral, the sun was very bright.

Wei Yun sat in front of Jiang Suwan's grave, constantly dialing the same number, Wei Ge's phone.

Wei Ge did not leave this world, but in order to protect Jiang Suwan, he drowned in the sea as a pretense.

This phone number was told by him to Wei Yun that he could only call it as a last resort.

“……”

The call finally came through.

Tears overflowed his eyes, and Wei Yun's breathing was a little disordered.

"What's going on?"

Wei Yun finally took the lead in speaking.

In the past ten years, he has indeed not secretly investigated Jiang Suwan's situation once.

He was afraid that something would go wrong, so he broke it clean.

From the moment he chose to exchange his freedom for Ah Wan's life, he was already a careless person.

He is not qualified to feel and miss.

"She killed herself, on the beach you left off."

Wei Yun hung up the phone after saying this.

And what about Weigo?

Nobody knows.

The flowers in the south of the city have bloomed, so let's go and see them when you have time.