89. Accidental wounds
"We're late in the river."
Jiang Suwan woke up slowly, looked at Xuzhou with a slightly distracted eye, and nodded knowingly: "Oh good, let's get out of the car now, Wei Ge." ”
She didn't realize that she blurted out the word "Wei Ge", but Xuzhou heard it clearly.
He was just a little stunned, and got out of the car after Jiang Suwan, without mentioning it at all.
Originally, Jiang Suwan was still worried about whether he would look out of place after going there.
But when she entered the café, she realized that Xuzhou had not lied to herself.
The league scene was boiling, and everyone was solving problems in their own positions.
Jiang Suwan couldn't help but shrink her neck: "Is it so intense?" Top Students......"
Xuzhou smiled lightly and couldn't help but reach out to touch Jiang Suwan's head, but the moment he touched it, he reacted and quickly withdrew his hand and apologized.
"I'm sorry!"
If Xuzhou stayed for a second longer, Jiang Xu would inevitably avoid it, but Xuzhou, who knew the boundaries of distance and scale, also made her a little embarrassed by what she couldn't bear to say more.
So she just laughs.
"In other words, Xuzhou, your life has always been so rich?"
"Hmm." Xuzhou nodded, and the pear vortex at the corner of his mouth loomed.
"But won't you get tired like that?" Jiang Suwan thought about his life for a while, and felt that he must not be able to adapt to it.
Xu Xu nodded: "If it's something I like, I'm actually acceptable to be so busy." And it's nice to know that if you have something to do every day that you enjoy, you don't have much time to be sad. ”
Jiang Suwan nodded in agreement.
A fulfilling life doesn't allow for emotions like "sadness" at all.
"Huh! By the way, each of them has an assistant who seems to be indeed, so what do you need me to do for you? ”
"I'm a liberal arts brain, is it suitable for your science major? And it's a question made by you super students, find me...... Isn't it too hasty? In case I drag you down—"
"Don't worry." Xuzhou bent down in front of Jiang Suwan and smiled so reassuring that she wouldn't be disappointed, "I will definitely not let you down." ”
……
Sure enough, Xuzhou once again did not break its promise.
Jiang Suwan, who was sitting next to Xuzhou, had no "use" throughout the whole process, and could only stare at Xuzhou frantically calculating.
Jiang Suwan had nothing to do with his chin propped up, and he didn't know whether to call him or not - he always felt that with his current devotion, he shouldn't be able to take care of himself, and he would definitely not be able to hear his own voice.
But Xuzhou didn't,
When Jiang Suwan held her chin in contemplation, Xu Xu hooked the corners of her mouth and glanced at her slightly.
"If you're really bored, you can go to the kitchen and get something to eat."
"Huh? Oh, oh, good. "Anyway, it's really boring to stay here, so it's better to go to a cleaner place to avoid the scholars here and chant the scriptures.
"Then if you need me, I'll send me a message."
Jiang Suwan casually mentioned that he was about to turn around and leave, but who expected Xuzhou to laugh softly.
"What's wrong? Why are you laughing? ”
Xu Xu shook his head, took out his mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to Jiang Suwan: "The premise of contact is that you give me your contact information first, classmate Jiang Suwan." ”
Jiang Xu laughed at night, awkwardly picked up the phone, and entered his phone number.
"This is my contact number, so ...... Well, call me later, after all, I'm here with you, and I can't do nothing at all, right......"
"Okay, bye-bye."
I didn't expect Xuzhou to say "bye-bye" so gently, Jiang Suwan felt strange moments, and then what came to mind was Wei Ge's gentle appearance every time he said goodbye to him.
Xuzhou is also very gentle, but ......
Jiang Suwan is more able to feel Wei Ge a little more.
So every "next moment", she can always think of Wei Ge.
Xuzhou's gaze fell nostalgically on Jiang Suwan's back, the heart that had been sharpened thousands of times and was extremely strong, and he could naturally guess who caused her somewhat absent-minded state.
Xuzhou thought of what he said on the bus.
I thought of the words when Wei Ge first came to his class to look for him.
Wei Ge said that he knew Jiang Su much earlier than he knew Jiang Su later.
And the reason why he said that on the bus today that he had a past related to Jiang Xuwan - it is actually a kind of cheating.
Taking a step ahead of Wei Ge and telling the entanglement between himself and Jiang Suwan in the past is a kind of naked cheating.
But he rejoiced.
Fortunately, Jiang Su fell asleep late at that time and didn't hear what he said.
If you hear it, first of all, Xuzhou will definitely feel disdainful of yourself.
Secondly, if Jiang Xu heard his words in the evening, and still chose Wei Ge in the end, he would only be more embarrassed, and nothing else.
To a large extent, Xuzhou had faintly expected such a result - Jiang Suwan's stunned spirit just now had actually proved that he would definitely lose.
Lowering his head and facing those exercises again, Xuzhou has full fighting spirit to solve them.
Because of these formulas, there is always an answer.
I also have the strength to figure it out.
But Jiang Suwan's answer, I can't figure it out, and I can't wait.
……
Jiang Suwan walked into the kitchen, intending to see if there was any fruit and fry himself a glass of juice.
But what made her panic was that as soon as she entered, she saw the girl at the entrance of the alley, Su Kexun.
At this time, she was holding a fruit knife, pointing it at her wrist!
"What are you doing?!" Jiang Suwan rushed over and knocked out the knife in Su Kexun's hand, both anxious and angry.
"Are you crazy!!"
Jiang Suwan was too worried about Su Kexun, and she didn't notice the moment she knocked out the opponent's fruit knife, and the fruit knife cut a cut on the back of her left hand.
Su Kexun looked at Jiang Suwan with red eyes, and suddenly burst out laughing.
Jiang Suwan's anger froze on his face, and then gradually transformed into a confused color.
"......" She was very puzzled why the other party was laughing, but she didn't ask her.
Because Jiang Suwan deeply felt Su Kexun's laughter, full of sadness.
“…… Su Kexun, are you okay? ”
Jiang Suwan gently grabbed the other party's wrist, hoping to give a little comfort.
If it were in the past, Jiang Suwan would definitely not believe that she could make such a comforting gesture to a stranger who had only met twice.
However, today's Jiang Suwan is doing just that.
And there is no doubt in the slightest about the authenticity of his own move.
She just vaguely felt the pain of the other party, and couldn't help but think of the darkness when she was abandoned.
"I see." Su Kexun smiled and burst into tears, "I heard from others that he died." ”
"I'm sorry, I-" Jiang Suwan felt guilty about the lies she had told.
Su Kexun shook his head, wiped away his tears, and sat down on the bench.
"Actually, I've always cursed him before, saying why didn't he die as a bastard."
Jiang Suwan was a little puzzled, remembering that at the entrance of the alley, the girl in front of her was obviously full of regret and love.
Want him to die?
…… Why?
Su Kexun knew Jiang Suwan's confusion, and grabbed Jiang Suwan and let her sit on the stool next to him.
Su Kexun: "I met him in a bar when I was a freshman in high school. ”
Su Kexun looked at Jiang Suwan and smiled: "Sounds very unlearned, right?" But at that time, I was indeed such a girl, and every day seemed to be living a mess. ”
Su Kexun: "When I met him, he was sitting there drinking alone. ”
Su Kexun: "We have mutual friends, so we sit together and drink together." ”
Su Kexun: "Neither of us wants to play, so when we're tired, we talk together." ”
Su Kexun: "He told me, don't go to this kind of place often, focus more on studying, focus on a positive life, that's how he and I began to have a relationship." ”
Su Kexun: "We started to fall in love, even though he told me not to live so messy, but he himself insisted on that way of life. I quarreled with him, and he said I was too young to be sensible. ”
Su Kexun: "I've been entangled for more than two years, and now I'm in my third year of high school - it's the kind that he broke up with me in the summer of his sophomore year and completely broke off the relationship." ”
Su Kexun: "Later, I learned that when he actually dated me, he also had dealings with others, saying some high-sounding things, saying that he wanted me to be positive, but he did things that hurt me. ”
Su Kexun: "I hated him very much during that time, and I dreamed of finding a car to kill him." ”
She lowered her voice, her throat hoarse: "I didn't expect him to really do what I wanted in the end." ”
“…… Do you still like him? Jiang Suwan is disgusting with that kind of person, and she can understand the existence of that kind of person, but she is more concerned about whether this girl named Su Kexun can come out.
It is precisely because of the dark days that I hope everyone lives in the sunshine, and I hope that everyone can be happy, instead of indulging in the past and unable to extricate themselves.
She wants to see everyone who grieve reborn in Nirvana.
"I don't like it." Su Kexun was particularly sure, "I have already seen through his personality, but it is uncomfortable for a person who occupies a lot of memories in your life to suddenly disappear." ”
"Moreover, I didn't expect that he would actually ......" The voice completely disappeared in Jiang Suwan's ears, and she sighed and nodded.
"I ...... Hope you cheer up. ”
"I know his father, and I don't feel very comfortable looking at Uncle Wang secretly sad every day."
"I can understand your feelings."
"So take your time...... Yes! Jiang Su comforted him with a word, and lowered his head a little embarrassed, but found the opening on the back of his hand.
"Hiss......" Jiang Suwan gradually felt pain.
But what puzzled her was that there was such an obvious wound that was obviously dripping with blood, why did it hurt like this?
"Jiang Su is late!"
The moment Xuzhou entered the kitchen, he saw the eye-catching crimson, which seemed to be extremely contagious, so Xuzhou's eyes were also red to the end.