44. Go see him
"I thought I would finally win a game......"
Jiang Suwan sighed, as if his whole person was empty, leaning back on the back of the chair.
She and Qin Siyi are completely different types, and Qin Siyi has those qualities that she has never had, so she always can't help but compare herself with her.
It was 12 years ago, and it's the same today 12 years later.
What you can't get, or what you don't have, it seems that people tend to make comparisons.
As for the outcome, even if it doesn't meet expectations, they will try to adjust the result to the way they want it to.
It's like hearing Xuzhou say to herself that Qin Siyi's company has a problem, and she will have an inexplicable idea - happy.
Fortunately, this always sunny girl, she will also have such an extraordinarily ordinary side.
She also makes mistakes and has selfish intentions.
So now, listening to Qin Siyi clearly and clearly explain the origin of everything, and have already handled it well, she is a little embarrassed and even a little unhappy.
It's more sad that I have such evil thoughts.
Jiang Suwan and President Jiang, who seem to have their own principles for everything, also have this kind of disgraceful thinking.
How ridiculous.
"Ah Wan, if we had met a little earlier, we would have become very good friends."
Qin Siyi looked at Jiang Suwan's depressed appearance, and he didn't feel very good in his heart.
And the emotion revealed in her eyes, I am afraid that it will never be able to pass on to Jiang Su, who lives on another channel.
"No, it won't." Jiang Suwan sat up straight, smiled lightly, and put on a decent and extremely detached face, while emphasizing again, "Never." ”
"Why ......"
At least ordinary friends should be able to do it, Qin Siyi didn't understand why Jiang Suwan denied it so decisively.
"There's no why, it's all intuition."
"I saw you when I was eighteen - the first time I saw you, I didn't like you."
"It's a miracle that I didn't become an enemy."
"Friends? Laugh at...... These two words can only make me feel a little witty when they are placed on the two of us. ”
"I still have my own affairs, and since you've solved the matter of the inner ghost, then there's no need for me to stay here for too long."
Jiang Suwan stood up and was about to leave, and remembered something, "By the way, I hope that when the two of us are still collaborators, once there is any mistake in the project we work on, we must notify me as soon as possible, this is the guideline that must be followed between collaborators." ”
"Goodbye."
Qin Siyi leaned against the desk with some loss of strength, clamped the edge of the desk tightly with both hands, and watched Jiang Suwan walk towards the office door.
And when Jiang Suwan walked to the door, Qin Siyi's whole body strength was almost exhausted, and with the last trace of strength, she called Jiang Suwan to stop.
"Ah Wan, when will you be able to be honest with me?"
"I thought...... Everything you just said should be false. ”
Jiang Su frowned and didn't turn around, just listened to her continue to speak.
"You said you came to question me today, but I think that with your character, if you really think that I have something to deceive you about the project, you will definitely bring your people to come and confront me."
"But you didn't, you just came to me alone and listened to my explanation."
"Actually, you've been giving me a chance."
"That also shows that you have expectations and trust in me, but why-"
"Do you always have to deny that? Every word you say seems to deny me a thorny denial of trust in me, but your demeanor always makes me feel your kindness. ”
"You're not that ...... Hate me, right? ”
Jiang Suwan lowered her eyebrows and looked at herself reflected in her high heels over and over again, and she was sure that the expression she was showing now was close to hate.
But why, my heart seems to be willing to believe Qin Siyi's words?
"I don't like to tell lies, I can say whatever I want."
This is Jiang Suwan's bottom line, so the moment the voice landed, she hurriedly left Qin Siyi's line of sight.
Qin Siyi's eyes gradually reddened, and finally, clear tears suddenly fell, and she also fell on her office chair with a wheezing air.
She understands that she has never been the winner.
From the moment she met Jiang Suwan, it was already doomed.
Jiang Xu walked all the way in a panic, and even trotted up when he was about to reach the gate of the company-
"Peng!"
After bumping into someone who was as hard as an iron plate, Jiang Suwan was forced to stop her steps, rubbing her sour nose in the gap, she raised her eyes to look at the person she had hit with recklessly.
"Xuzhou? Why are you here? ”
"You...... Crying? ”
The first thing Xuzhou noticed was Jiang Suwan's red eyes, just like every time he faced Jiang Suwan, the first thing he noticed was Jiang Suwan's small emotions.
Jiang Suwan rubbed his eyes and shook his head, "It's okay, I just hit my nose." ”
"You haven't answered me yet, why are you here?"
Xuzhou took a step back, and then pointed to the car outside the company.
"I, I'm worried about you, so I came over and have a look."
"There's nothing to worry about, I'm going back to the company, you can go back too." Jiang Suwan indifferently left behind the resolute words, and was about to leave after crossing Xuzhou.
Xuzhou hurriedly rushed to Jiang Suwan and blocked her way.
"I'll take you to him."
"I've already talked to him just now, and I said I'll take you to meet him."
Xuzhou was a little gasping when he said these words, and his heart was also entangled.
He ...... Would you like to see me? ”
“……”
Seeing that Xuzhou was silent, Jiang Suwan chuckled sarcastically, "Look, he didn't give you a clear answer either." ”
"He probably didn't want to see me."
"If you really want to see me, after so many years, he is obviously so close to me, there is no need not to see me."
"At the end of the day, he doesn't want to, and I can't help it."
"Let's disperse."
“…… No way! Xuzhou stubbornly grabbed Jiang Suwan's arm, "I finally made up my mind to tell you what I had seen him, and after all kinds of entanglement, I decided to take you to see him." ”
"It's just the hope that in your Jiang Suwan, I can not be a thorough businessman, and I can still see my human side."
"Come with me...... Xuzhou's tone was tinged with begging, "even if it's just to give me a proof, okay?" ”
Jiang Xuwan and Xuzhou were at a stalemate, and in the end, the thought of wanting to see Wei Ge in her heart defeated everything, and she nodded and compromised.
"Let's go."
Xuzhou grabbed Jiang Suwan's hand more firmly, and the corners of his mouth even showed a smile.
But in that smile, there is a bit of sadness and a bit of joy, and almost no one can distinguish it clearly.