36. Memories that should not be had

"Hmm, so what?"

Jiang Suwan propped up his chin and watched the boat pass by on the lake for a long time.

"It's raining, but the train will still go."

"It's raining, and whoever goes out has to hold an umbrella."

"Look at them, whatever they say, whatever they say, what they say is destined to be unchangeable, and so on."

"But when something happens, don't you still deal with it like that?"

"The umbrella that should be held will still be supported, and the car that should be on will still be held, not all of them will be like this."

"So what is destined to be changed? It's not that I don't understand, I just don't think there is such a concept at all. ”

"Everyone has some hope and action for the next second, but the intensity of that emotion is different."

Jiang Suwan listened to Wei Ge say these words in disbelief, and couldn't help but feel a little emotional.

On the surface, Wei Ge seems to be a fool and extremely naΓ―ve, but in fact, he is not as superficial as he appears on the surface.

There are many things that he just buries deep in his heart.

In other words, those emotions and thoughts are not non-existent, but he doesn't like to show them too much.

The sparkling in his eyes was circulating, and Jiang Suwan suddenly understood for a second - down-to-earth and looking forward to the future, there was no conflict between the two.

Jiang Suwan: "You are ...... Makes sense. ”

Wei Ge: "So you can live as you are, and you don't have to go to great lengths to find a mooncake mold." ”

Wei Ge: "You're not some kind of dough, you have to stuff it into a mold to make a shape that other people like." ”

Wei Ge: "You know? ”

The waiting chair was made of iron, and she propped her hands on the cold iron sheet, and gradually the two places were also warmed up by her.

She couldn't tell whether it was the iron sheet that was transmitting the temperature to herself, or whether she was transferring the temperature to the cold iron sheet that was useless.

But there was one thing she knew all the more.

She was a little excited.

I'm not an eight-year-old girl, and I don't understand what it's like to like it, not to mention that even if it's an eight-year-old girl, there may be someone you like.

So she could clearly tell that she was a little moved, for the boy in front of her.

Her temperature rose by 0.2 degrees.

It's weird.

Many times it is worth her to use the word "heartbeat" to summarize, why is it such a moment when such a thought flashed in her mind?

A "ruffian" who talks about "great truths", would he poke his own points like this......

No, it's not.

Jiang Suwan hurriedly denied himself in her heart, and kept looking for a suitable excuse to replace these two ridiculous words.

Ah - yes, yes, that's right!

Because every word he says is in line with his own state of mind, that's why he leans so much towards him, so he empathizes with him like this.

Yes, it's "empathy", all the warming and heartbeat are just because of empathy.

He said what he wanted, and he saw the similarities between the two, so he couldn't help but be so excited.

It's just an illusion.

Don't think about it.

Jiang Suwan admonished herself over and over again, explaining whether that messy mood had anything to do with "liking".

However, she overlooked the most important points.

All the crampedness in front of Wei Ge, she didn't have in front of others.

All the touches of Wei Ge are rare among others.

Including the state when getting along with Wei Ge, it is even more different from in front of others.

These things are obviously easy to find, but she is in them, so she often unconsciously loses her way, can't find her true thoughts, and is always troubled and confused again and again.

In the end, it's just a slow process of feigning sleep.

It is like the ripening of the fruit, ambiguous and long, until the addition of certain substances will make her clear of her mind.

"What's wrong with you, stunned again?"

"Nothing...... I'm just thinking about when I'm going to give you English tuition tonight. ”

"Whew-"

Wei Ge stretched out his hand and nodded Jiang Suwan's nose, licked the corner of his lips with his tongue, and his smile was extraordinarily wanton, full of ruffianism.

At the time of the first meeting, Jiang Su would circle a few streets around the boys who could show this kind of smile.

But now, she is not afraid of boys like Wei Ge at all.

She even wanted to talk to Wei Ge more, and communicate more heart-to-heart.

"Teacher Jiang is really strict! Why don't you call Jiang strictly calculated? ”

"No kidding, I mean seriously."

Jiang Suwan's brows furrowed unconsciously, and just as he was about to speak, Wei Ge did not shy away from reaching out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between Jiang Suwan's brows.

"Look at you, Lao Ai frowned."

"It's good for girls to be happy, why do you frown? Well? ”

The soft tones, coupled with certain sadness that can only be found when reminiscing, are mixed together, constantly stirring the rhythm of Jiang Su's evening.

She was silent, trying to speak but unable to make it clear.

"I ...... Anyway, I carry all my bags on my back. ”

"Pen and paper, English books, and mobile phones – that's enough."

"When we get on the train, I'll tutor you."

"It's too strict-" Wei Ge originally wanted to complain, but after receiving Jiang Suwan's dissatisfied gaze, he quickly smiled and nodded, "But I like it." ”

"The tactics of the sea are very good! Let the subject crush me mercilessly, Mr. Jiang. ”

"Don't be poor, I'll punish you if you don't do it well."

"Punishment?"

Wei Ge leaned over towards Jiang Suwan and smiled slyly, as if the word "punishment" was proposed by him.

"What punishment?"

He gradually lowered his voice, enjoying Jiang Suwan's blushing appearance.

"What are you going to punish me for?"

"As long as it is requested by Ah Wan, I will do it."

"Okay Ayu, can you stop making trouble, you always have no sense of boundaries like this, it's too ...... Uncomfortable! ”

Jiang Xu was cornered by Wei Ge and leaned on the armrest of the chair, which made her back hurt.

Unable to hold back her temper, she raised her voice and shouted this paragraph, and pushed Wei Ge away.

But Wei Ge felt as if he had been hit the pause button, and all his expressions froze on his face, including the smile.

Jiang Suwan was a little afraid, thinking that he had hurt him or something, and was just about to ask, but he didn't want Wei Ge to lean over directly.

The two good-looking faces were suddenly very close to each other.

He didn't do anything, just swallowed and stared into her eyes.

"What did you just call me?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"Tell me, what do you call me?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Weigo. ”

"No, it's not this, you call me - what do you call me?"

Wei Ge was a little at a loss, more impatient.

He obviously heard it, and heard the two words Jiang Suwan calling himself.

Ayu.

This should be a secret sealed in the depths of memory.

So many people remember this secret, Jiang Suwan should be the first to forget.

But why did she blurt out that name just now......

Did she remember all the past?!