"Suwan, I understand your feelings." Chen Siyi nodded knowingly, expressing his understanding.

But in any case, first of all, she is a teacher, and her natural thoughts are also from the perspective of the teacher thinking about the students.

"But, no matter what, I think I have to put your grades first, right?"

Jiang Suwan fell into deep thought, and after a long pause, he raised his head to meet the English teacher's gaze, "Teacher, I admit that I didn't do well in this exam because my mood was shaken. ”

"I don't want to deny it."

"But...... Wei Ge, I don't want to give up either. ”

"I hope that I can not only do well in my grades, but also help him by the way."

Jiang Suwan did not directly admit that Wei Ge had affected her mood, because no matter what, she felt that the first problem was that she was not firm enough.

If because of this little setback, she begins to be depressed and run away with compassion, it is not her style at all.

She has always been a person who rushes to the wind.

Well, since Wei Ge will become a factor that affects him, then he must deal with this uncertain factor.

Must, definitely, you can't let him be an obstacle to yourself.

He shouldn't want to be an obstacle to her, she thought.

Chen Siyi saw Jiang Suwan's resolute attitude, and he also vaguely realized that this matter seemed to be somewhat important.

So she straightened up and said, "Since you insist like this, I am very happy for you, after all, it takes courage to be willing to overcome difficulties." ”

"But Xiaowan, I hope you can still focus on your own learning, and don't put the cart before the horse."

"If I feel that your grades have been affected, and it is a negative influence, I will not let you continue."

“…… I understand. Jiang Suwan suppressed the slight rebellion in his heart, and finally just nodded and didn't say much.

"That's fine, I'll go back to the teacher first."

"Huh! Wait a minute! There's still a little thing~"

Chen Siyi showed a brilliant smile, grabbed Jiang Suwan's arm, and stopped her from going out.

"Huh?"

Chen Siyi turned around and pulled out a thick booklet from a small cabinet on the floor, and then spread it out on the desk.

When the content of this booklet was displayed in front of his eyes, Jiang Suwan saw clearly what this was - a photo album.

"Oops-" Chen Siyi stretched, and the fatigue in her whole body seemed to be dissipated all at once.

"I'm almost tired of preparing and lecturing all day long hahaha......," she showed a slightly naughty and shy look, "Let's rest, shall we?" ”

"Huh? Hmm......" Jiang Suwan focused on a certain photo in the album and nodded slightly.

"Guess what this is?" Chen Siyi suddenly realized something, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover the title of the group photo.

Jiang Suwan couldn't help but chuckle - she was amused by the English teacher's cute actions.

Just now, the title of the group photo she saw for the first time reads - "Zhiyun High School 2008 Graduates Group Photo"

I guess it's an English teacher's graduation photo.

"Is this teacher, your graduation photo?"

"Haha, guess wrong~" Chen Siyi laughed happily when she saw Jiang Su's plan in the evening, "This is ......"

She stretched out her hand and gently stroked the photo with a sense of age, the smile on the corner of her mouth gradually deepened, with a certain nostalgia, inexplicably, Jiang Suwan couldn't help but feel a little sad when she saw the English teacher show this look.

That kind of sadness came very quickly, but it was so clear and profound that it jumped on Jiang Suwan's heartstrings, stepping on some sensitive points.

"It's a graduation photo of someone I like."

Saying this, Chen Siyi couldn't help laughing as if she was being hypocritical.

"I'm two years younger than him, he was in his third year of high school when I was a freshman in high school, you see this is this, this row-" Chen Siyi pointed to Jiang Suwan, "the third from the left." ”

"He's very tall, he's 1.8 meters, but not you...... There is no that, Wegogao. ”

"But he's the tallest in their class."

"Is he the teacher's first love?"

"Well~ It's not quite.,When I was in junior high school, I was greedy for freshness and fell in love with a classmate who had a slight affection.。 But this senior is a boy I really like, so in a sense, it may be counted. ”

"He usually doesn't talk much, because he is a captain, so there will be intersections on occasions such as raising the national flag."

"Every time we go to breakfast together after raising the national flag, I remember very clearly, he always likes to eat three mouthfuls of kimchi with porridge, and there are only three bites."

"I don't know why, it's not a big deal, I just remember this point somehow."

……

Jiang Suwan looked at the blurred face on the photo seriously, and wanted to outline what the teacher liked this person was like.

Suddenly finding that the English teacher stopped talking, she couldn't help but look at her and ask:

"And then?"

“…… Later," Chen Siyi said after taking a deep breath, "he left." ”

Jiang Suwan's heart was shocked: "Gone?" ”

"Well, I left, suddenly disappeared into my world, graduated, I don't know which school I went to, but then I heard others mention him and went to be a soldier."

"I haven't met once."

Her tone seemed to be very flat, but thinking about her story seriously, Jiang Suwan could sense the tsunami that Chen Siyi was hiding in her heart.

She didn't quite understand, or rather, for the English teacher to mention this matter to herself, Jiang Suwan didn't seem to understand the reason behind it.

“…… Why hasn't he been contacted again? Homeopathic Jiang Su asked about his confusion at night.

"Because of cowardice." Chen Siyi closed up the album and looked at Jiang Suwan with a smile, "Suwan." ”

"Huh?"

"Actually, you're so smart, you should understand what I want to say, no amount of preaching is useless, and I don't like to educate you from my own point of view-"

"So I'm not going to tell you why I'm not in touch."

"You can see what the consequences will be in the end, but you don't have to speculate too much about why I did it."

"If it's the same thing, I hope you can not go against your own will, objectively and subjectively, think about it yourself and then decide."

"I want you to be happy."

"......" Jiang Suwan was immersed in the teacher's gaze, feeling the sincerity she kept conveying to herself.

"Teacher." With a slight fluctuation in her heart, Jiang Suwan decided to reveal part of her heart to this English teacher who has always cared about her.

"You say."

"Teacher, I have always had a dream, or the biggest ideal, to leave the small southern city."

"Hmm." Chen Siyi nodded heavily, "Yes, no matter what kind of dream or ideal it is, if you unswervingly believe in yourself, then I think you will be able to reach it in the end." ”

"As long as you always do things that you like, then at least your life has the label of 'happy' anyway."