205. I don't need to be fair
He looked at Tong Yu's gaze, and became more and more enthusiastic, "I'm telling you this, I just want to tell you, if there are other people pursuing you in the future, I hope you can also consider me and give me a chance to compete fairly, okay?" ”
Tong Wu listened to him finish these words in a daze, and she gradually came back to her senses.
Looking at Qin Yan with some complicated eyes, looking at the nervousness and caution in his eyes, she suddenly thought of herself.
Even in those years, she arrogantly announced all her persuasions to Shi Boyan in front of anyone, in fact, she was very panicked and scared in her heart.
I'm afraid that someone will cross her and be liked and fallen in love with Shi Boyan.
If so, no matter how arrogantly she swears her ownership, Shi Boyan does not belong to her.
Behind how much arrogance and willfulness there is, what is hidden by efforts is this kind of anxiety and humility of gains and losses.
Tong Yan looked at Qin Yan as if she had seen her former self.
How could she hurt such a man, just as Shi Boyan did to her.
She pursed her lips and fell silent, and after a long time, she slowly spoke:
"Senior brother, I respect you and value you very much, so ...... There are some things I can't lie to you......"
As soon as Tong Yu started, Qin Yan could guess what she meant, and her heart sank.
I saw Tong Yu looking at him with a serious face and said:
"I plan to divorce Shi Boyan, and after divorcing him, I have no intention of talking about a relationship again."
"Woman-in-law......"
When Qin Yan heard this, her eyes were anxious, and she interrupted her uncontrollably, but she was stopped by Tong Yan raising her hand.
"Senior brother, I'm already very tired from this relationship, and I can't devote any more energy to other people, if I agree to be with you, it's very unfair to you."
"I don't need to be fair, I ......"
I just want you ......
The bottom of Qin Yan's eyes was a little obscure.
Just because when he watched Tong Yu say these words, the resoluteness in Tong Yu's eyes did not soften at all.
"Senior brother, if I am with you, you will be the same as me who was Bo Yan when I was chasing, I understand that kind of suffering best, and I want you to taste this kind of suffering again, it will be too selfish."
Qin Yan's hand at his side clenched hard little by little.
knew that every word Tong Wu said, she was very resolute in rejecting him, and there was no room for turnaround.
"I'm not bitter, really."
He looked at Tong Yu and said in a dumb voice, his expression was slightly embarrassed, "You can be selfish, even if you really want to taste these hardships, I am willing, just like ...... Just like when you were willing to endure this hardship for the sake of time......"
"Senior Brother......
Tong Yan opened her mouth, looking at Qin Yan's appearance, she felt even more guilty, but she had to be resolute.
If you can't give it, why give him hope, it's better to be ruthless now than to let him hurt more deeply in the future.
"Don't be so stupid, you are such a good, such an excellent person, obviously there is a lot of sweetness to taste in this world, why do you have to pick the bitter taste......"
"Woman-in-law......"
"Senior brother."
Tong Yu interrupted him with a serious face, gritted her teeth, and said resolutely:
"I really can't give you any hope, don't waste your time on me."
Qin Yan's eyes were scarlet and he looked at Tong Yan's always resolute and decisive eyes, and only after a while did he smile bitterly.