Yesterday I watched a movie in which there was a priest, and I stared at the cross he wore around his neck, because Jiang Xue once gave me one, and I liked it very much.

It just so happened that it had been very cold lately, and I could wear that sweater with a lapel, which is also my favorite, and it was just right to turn three times, and it was perfect for wearing a necklace.

But students weren't allowed to wear jewelry, and my mom wouldn't let me, so I secretly put the cross necklace in my pocket and prepared to wear it around my neck when no one was looking.

However, I overlooked one problem, and that is that necklaces are very "metallic......

If I hang it outside the collar of my sweater, it's looking for death, so I can only stuff it into my neck, and it turns out to be so cold that I want to die, but since I decided to wear it, I put up with it.

When I arrived at school, I secretly showed it to Lan Yuxuan, but I didn't expect her to like it too, well, it seems that the vision is good.

"I want it too."

"Then you'll have to buy it yourself."

"I didn't say I wanted you! Flatter yourself. ”

"I didn't want to give it to you either!"

"Where did you buy yours?"

"Someone else sent it, haha."

"Ha, who treated you like this and gave you a necklace?"

"My sister."

"Your sister? Oh, your sister, why did your sister give you a necklace? Is she so nice to you? ”

"If you scold me again, I'll turn my face, bear with you for a few words!"

"You're sick."

"Actually, I asked her for it, seeing that she was wearing one, I was thick-skinned, so I asked her to give it to me, I wanted to buy it, but she didn't want to give money."

"You're pretty thick-skinned now, too. And I can see why I think it looks good. ”

"Huh? Why? ”

"This is obviously a women's model, and the men's one is much bigger than this."

“……”

I don't believe it, I think it's men's! At the very least, it's unisex!

At the end of the second period, I was going to do recess exercises, and during this time, I took off my necklace and showed off to the audience around me who had never seen it, and they all said yes!

But the chain was cold again, and I remembered how I felt when I first wore it in the morning, and I couldn't help but shiver.

So I didn't wear it around my neck, but put the necklace in my pocket.

In this way, until noon after school, Haitao wanted to see the necklace again, and he also wanted to buy a similar one, it seems that it is not only the little girls who love stinky beauty.

But I dug it around and turned it out, and guess what? Lose it!

I'm heartbroken! And those fox friends and dog friends, who didn't have any sympathy at all, all laughed at me.

I wanted to cry without tears, I couldn't calm down for a long time, I thought about every place where I might fall, and then silently walked home to eat.

At this lunch, I ate very little, but then I figured it out and started eating again, so scared that my mother thought I was going to do something bad.

Alas, my necklace, oh no, it was the necklace given to me by Jiang Xue, I really liked it very much, but if I lost it, I lost it, proving that it didn't belong to me, or that I didn't deserve such a good thing.

My experience also reminds you that it is best not to put important things in your pocket, it is really easy to lose them, and even if you turn it out, you will not be able to find it back......

Not surprisingly, when I returned to the campus that hurt me the most, I was madly ridiculed by Lan Yuxuan, an idiot, so I watched her quietly, watched her eyes widen, watched her cover her mouth, watched her hold back her internal injuries, watched her cover her chest, watched her comprehend, watched her stop laughing, and watched her feel guilty.

"I'm sorry."

"Does an apology help?"

"And what do you want?"

"I want to beat you."

"Oh......"

After the first class, I went to find Jiang Xue.

"My sweetest sister, can you give me another necklace?"

"Why?"

"You gave me that...... I lost ......"

"What?"

This roar made the whole corridor hear, and I hurriedly reminded her to be quieter, otherwise others would think she was bullying me.

But Jiang Xue obviously didn't care, because what she cared about most was the loss of the necklace.

"Do you know how hard that necklace is to buy? Do you know how precious it is to me? I gritted my teeth and gave it to you, and you actually told me that you lost it? Send another one? What are you doing with me? ”

I knew that I was in trouble, so I hurriedly apologized, at this moment, I can't ask for a little self-esteem!

"I've really been looking for a long time, and I haven't eaten at noon."

"The result? Haven't you found it yet? ”

"Yes, then I...... Alas. ”

I wanted to say that I would compensate her, but then I thought about it, she didn't ask for money at that time, she should have felt that this friendship was more important than money, and she trusted me so much, if I said "pay her", then this friendship may end here.

But!

In Jiang Xue's view, my embarrassment is that I have recognized my mistakes and made deep reflections, and maybe I thought that I had worked hard to save them, so my heart softened.

"Forget it, maybe that necklace is destined to have nothing to do with you."

"Huh?" That's how I used to comfort myself.

"What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I'm really sorry, I didn't know that necklace was so important to you."

It can be seen that she cares about my brother very much, and it was at this moment that I made up my mind that whoever dares to bully my sister in the future, I will bully his sister! No, whoever dares to bully my sister, I'll play with him!

"Alas, forget it, in fact, when I gave it to you, I thought I could be a token."

"Huh? What a token. ”

"Even when you are old, I am also old, you come to me with a necklace, and I will help you fulfill a wish."

“……”

Listening to her words, my heartbeat fluctuated very much, first I heard the "token", I thought she was going to marry me when she grew up, and then I heard that when each other was old, I thought I would marry me when I was old, and then I said that I would help me fulfill a wish, I was completely confused.

Alas, what is in a girl's head, I may never guess in my life.

"Okay, it's almost class, I'll give you another one next time I have a chance, but I definitely can't send you such a good one, it's a waste to give you if you lose it."

"Oh......"

Back in the classroom, Lan Yuxuan began to gossip: "Looking for your sister?" ”

I was still reminiscing about Jiang Xue's previous words, but I was instantly shocked: "Damn, how do you know?" ”

Lan Yuxuan said proudly: "Seeing you rushing out, I guess that you are not far from ten." ”

I let out a sigh of relief and said, "You really should go to fortune telling." ”

Lan Yuxuan asked a little "sinisterly": "How was the chat with your good sister?" ”

I saw that the teacher had already entered the classroom, so I quickly ended the conversation with Lan Yuxuan: "That kid is really righteous, the teacher is here, let's have a good class." ”

For most of the class, I was immersed in self-blame: why am I so thick-skinned, I don't ask about the origin of the necklace, I don't protect what people give me, I lick my face and tell people that I lost it, and I want people to send another one, and people are so generous, they feel sad when they see me, but they comfort me.

Near the end of class, the teacher quoted Gu Cheng's famous sentence in "One Generation": The night gave me black eyes, but I used them to find light. It motivates us to look forward, and the future will be good.

But I still can't extricate myself, thinking that God may indeed want me to use my eyes to find light, but most of the time, I only see a dark self.

This dark self is selfish, he often relies on many people frantically for his own convenience or to satisfy his own desires, but he never thought that this kind of ignorant performance also hurt many people.