Chapter 131: Affectionate and Self-Disturbing
Three days later, a little servant ran to the study and said to Zhao Yufeng, who was practicing calligraphy, that the princess was coming.
In front of the windward window, Zhao Yufeng was still dressed in white, flying with the wind.
On the snow-white clouds, the ink color is blurred, and the big characters of the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing are powerful through the back of the paper.
Han Yuyan pushed open the door and saw such a picture.
Hearing the voice, Zhao Yufeng raised his head and saw her face that was overwhelming.
It's just that there is no arrogance and indifference in daily life, and it is as calm as a different person.
Two people, one inside the door and one outside the door, looked at each other, and for a while, neither of them spoke first.
This time, she clearly found that in his eyes, there was no longer that kind of disgust and alienation.
The ink dipped in the nib of the pen quietly dripped off on the snow-white paper, blurring a piece of black, like tears that fell suddenly.
"Why?"
After hesitating for a long time, Han Yuyan asked, and she didn't notice the caution in her voice.
Breaking the stalemate, Zhao Yufeng returned to his usual mildness.
"What, why?" Put the wolf in his hand back into the pen forest and walked up to her, "You haven't recovered yet, you should rest more." ”
Since she woke up, Zhao Yufeng has never stepped into Yunyi Hall again.
This evasive approach finally made her unable to sit still, so she came over first.
"Why?"
She really didn't know how to ask, back and forth, there were only these three words that could be spoken, but they were such vague three words.
The smile became more and more gentle, but it also became more and more alienated, Zhao Yufeng held her shoulders and led her outside: "Okay, okay, don't think nonsense, you should rest more, and when your body is better, everything will be fine." ”
Seeing that one foot had already stepped out of the threshold, Han Yuyan suddenly turned around and looked straight at him: "You hate me so much?" ”
In a word, all movements were terminated, only the hem of the clothes and long hair swayed back and forth with the wind.
Zhao Yufeng also looked at her for a long time, and finally avoided her eyes: "Don't make trouble, what are you talking nonsense!" ”
The words have been spoken, Han Yuyan is no longer as cowardly as just now, but has a kind of determination, and her tone has become tougher: "I just disgusted you like that? ”
"It's not!"
Forced to ask, these two words blurted out almost without thinking.
When he spoke, Zhao Yufeng looked a little stunned, and then he was silent again.
"Why is that?" Han Yuyan then asked.
There was silence in response.
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and a stack of papers on the hula table instantly scattered to the ground.
A hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he lowered his body to pick it up, Zhao Yufeng saw it at a glance, and it was too late to stop it.
"Amorous is always ruthlessly annoyed......"
Reading out the words on the paper softly, Han Yuyan raised her confused eyes and looked at the man in front of her who was called her husband.
Zhao Yufeng's expression suddenly became embarrassed: "I...... I scribbled. ”
In an instant, everything was understood, and this sentence was clearly written about him.
Thinking of Wakakage's words, is it true?
"You like me, don't you?"
originally thought that she was just here to ask for an understanding, but when she asked this sentence, Han Yuyan realized that she was so nervous in her heart.
Zhao Yufeng closed his eyes and said as if with great difficulty: "Yes!" ”
"That'...... Why do you ......?"
Zhao Yufeng quickly turned his back to her, and interrupted her eagerly and irritablely: "I'm not so humble!" ”
Such an answer was unexpected by Han Yuyan: "This ...... What is the meaning? ”
"Don't you know what that means?"
Suddenly turning around, Zhao Yufeng looked at her directly, completely lacking the gentle and elegant appearance on weekdays.
There was some resentment, some struggle, and some pain in his eyes.
"Since you like him, why did you choose me at the dinner?
Since you chose me, why do you want to entangle with him? Am I really that worse than him? On the wedding night, you are desperate to bring him? ”
He? Hearing this, Han Yuyan finally understood who he was referring to.
But before he had time to argue, Zhao Yufeng put away Fang Cai's anger again, and only smiled bitterly.
"But I can't help it, I can't punish you, no matter how sad I am, I said to myself, just pretend not to see it.
It's just that I didn't think that even if something like that happened, you wouldn't want to deceive me, and it would be better to tell a lie.
No! You're always on top of me and don't give a damn about anything I do.
Even if I brought the red clothes in, even if the red clothes deliberately embarrassed you, you didn't say a word, not a word.
I really feel like I'm acting like a fool and you're never going to see me, never. ”
While complaining about these words, Han Yuyan saw frustration and sadness on Zhao Yufeng's face for the first time.
So thick sadness.
"I told myself, if that's what you want, then I'm going to let you live here in peace and not bother you.
But I'm not at ease, after all, I still want to find an excuse to let me know what you are doing every day, who knows that those people can't even take care of you.
I didn't know until you passed out, I couldn't do it, I really couldn't do it, but why? ”
As he spoke, Zhao Yufeng looked into Han Yuyan's eyes again: "I also want to know why, you just don't want to look at me more, you just don't want to think a little more about me?" ”
Such a reason has never existed in Han Yuyan's heart.
In her eyes, Zhao Yufeng was a gentle and self-controlled man, and she never thought that he would be so affectionate.
But yet so pure.
Even the red coat was found by him to be angry with him, and the funny thing is that she always thought that he was disgusted with herself.
And at this moment, Zhao Yufeng faced her who had not spoken, and suddenly lost his strength.
Leaning against the wall, neither of them spoke.
Listen quietly to the sound of the wind gliding through this study, like the sound of time moving by.
"Go back!" Finally coming back to his senses from venting, Zhao Yufeng took a deep breath and returned to his usual appearance, "My body has not healed yet." ”
Is that a thing of the past?
Han Yuyan raised her head in surprise, catching a trace of sadness in his eyes.
Has this man always hidden himself like this?
A wry smile inadvertently condensed on his lips: "Don't take what you said just now, just don't take it to heart, just don't hear it!" You can live the way you want, don't be stressed. ”
Raising his hand, he tried to pat her on the shoulder, but finally retracted it in despair.
Han Yuyan didn't say anything and turned to leave.
Zhao Yufeng stood in place, looked at the empty doorway for a while, and finally let out a long sigh, turned around and walked towards the desk.
He had only taken two steps when suddenly a pair of lotus-like arms wrapped around his waist from behind.
"I didn't, it was just a misunderstanding, trust me."
With a little grievance, with a little moving voice, it came from behind him, but it was unusually clear.
Han Yuyan didn't know why she turned back, and she didn't know why she suddenly felt sorry for this man.
Or maybe it's because of some of his childish behavior.
Or maybe it's because of his worries and the sentence "Yan'er" in that haze.
Even, it is because he loves so desperately and deeply, just like his former self.
In short, at this moment, she just wanted to hug him well, wanted to hide in his arms, and no longer paid attention to the past.
Zhao Yufeng's body stiffened, and then he immediately turned around and hugged the petite body into his arms, only hugging her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body like this.
I don't want to think about anything anymore, I don't want to say anything anymore, from this moment to the end of the world......
Yonghe Palace has changed a lot from the last time I came, which shows that the emperor attaches great importance to Duanmu Zhu's fetus.
Because he was afraid that she would have a fetal gas, the emperor specially ordered that the old lady's stroke did not reach Yonghe Palace.
Yes, when she asked, everyone just said that they were not feeling well and did not follow.
Fortunately, Aunt Qin followed Duanmu Qing into the palace, which still made her feel very happy.
It's just that Duanmu Qing didn't expect that he could see the other two people here.
Li Jingzi and Han Yuyan.
To be exact, the three princesses and the five princesses.
The emperor said that in recent days, Duanmu Zhu was inevitably a little restless because of the age of the month, so he specially invited them to come over to relieve their boredom.
It's just that I didn't see Luo Qifang, I heard that it was because there was something going on in the house, so I didn't come.
Although it was the biological mother, in the end, Duanmu Zhu did not step forward immediately, but arranged to sit down after meeting the others and saluting.
Although Li Jingzi is now the fifth princess, Duanmuqing can still see that her face is not very good.
That's because I didn't have a good rest.
I also know that there are not many others in the Five Princes' Mansions, but women are the most in all the palaces, and she goes, so she naturally has to deal with it.
It's just that now she is taller than Duanmu Qing, and when she salutes, she still can't help but show a smug look.
"Although the third princess and the fifth princess have only been married for a short time, there are some things that should be prepared, and you should pay attention to your diet and eat more nourishing food, which is good for conception in the future."
Duanmu Zhu Xu is going to be produced soon, and there are many topics in this regard.
Although Duanmu Qing has not yet left the cabinet, he is also engaged, so he is not very ashamed.
Han Yuyan listened, but immediately blushed.
It's not like her usual personality.
Only Li Jingzi's face was red and white for a while, and finally she bit her lip tightly.
After a while, a little maid came over with something.
"You taste it, this is wolfberry and red dates boiled with some medicinal herbs prepared by the imperial doctor, which is very good for a woman's body."
Duanmu Zhu took a bowl first, and said with a smile: "In the past few months, this palace has eaten every day, and I feel that it is very useful, you can also taste it, if you think it is good, this palace will let people give you a recipe." ”
The three of them hurriedly got up and thanked them.
Although Han Yuyan's expression was still a little arrogant, the corners of her eyes and eyebrows showed a little shyness.
Li Jingzi's face was full of annoyance, but she still barely maintained a smile on her face.
Secretly paying attention, Duanmuqing held a small bowl and sniffed it inadvertently.