Chapter 360: An Extremely Ridiculous Idea About Little Star
Little Star held her fingers firmly in one hand, and held the communication paper in the other, her eyes were eager, and there was more intense anticipation.
Mu Shihuan was slightly stunned.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Xiaoxing was anxious, and pointed to the medicine she had just put on the coffee table.
She recognized the pills.
Mu Shihuan's thoughts returned, intending to explain something to her.
Little Star was one step ahead of her, reluctantly let go of her hand, and began to write what she wanted to say on the coffee table again.
Mu Shihuan was standing beside her, and he could see it clearly-
"Sister Shi Huan, I like you so much, is it okay to be my mother? Little Star really likes you so much and wants to be with you! ”
After writing the last word, she eagerly picked it up and showed it to her, afraid that she would not be able to read it clearly.
In an instant, Mu Shihuan was in a complicated mood, and what made her even more complicated was that she saw that Xiaoxing was trying to open her mouth to speak, and she could see that she wanted to speak, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't make a sound.
Finally, Little Star cried violently.
It's really crying.
Mu Shihuan saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, and she could even guess what she wanted to say-
Mom.
She wanted to call her mother.
With a long sigh in her heart, the indescribable complex feelings intensified, she squatted down and gently wiped away the tears for the little star with her fingertips.
"Little Star is good, don't cry." She coaxed gently, patiently.
However, Xiaoxing's tears are falling more and more, and it is not good to look sad and wronged.
Mu Shihuan blinked and continued to coax: "How can the little star be willing not to cry?" ”
Almost at the same time as her words fell, Little Star pouted and pointed to the piece of paper on which she had written them.
The meaning is very clear, I want her to be her mother.
"Miss Mu......" Yu Qiao said worriedly behind him.
Hearing this voice, Mu Shihuan realized Yu Qiao's existence in hindsight.
Her feelings were very complicated.
turned her back to Yu Qiao, so Yu Qiao couldn't see the look on her face and eyes, but fortunately, she could still hide it.
Mu Shihuan came back to his senses.
"Little Star," she re-met Little Star's big wet eyes, she pulled a soft napkin from the coffee table, gently wiped it for her, and said at the same time, "Sister Shi Huan also likes Little Star, Little Star is the cutest and good-looking child I have ever seen." ”
She could clearly see that the little star's eyes lit up.
Mu Shihuan was reluctant for a moment, but at the same time, another voice in her heart told her not to be soft-hearted, at least not too much.
Her eyelashes trembled, and the deepest emotions in her eyes disappeared, she looked at Xiaoxing and gently touched her face: "But Xiaoxing has a mother, and it was your mother who worked hard to give birth to Xiaoxing, you know?" ”
Little Star shook her head violently, tears falling even more.
She tried to keep her mouth open, but unfortunately she couldn't make a sound.
Her fingers trembled, and she kept motioning for Mu Shihuan to read what she had written.
- I like her and want her to be a mother.
Mu Shihuan was silent.
"Little Star is good," sighed slightly, she couldn't help but kiss Little Star's forehead gently, and softened her voice again, "Don't cry, okay?" When you cry, I feel sad and want to cry. ”
The little star sobbed, Chu Chu was pitiful, and it was unbearable to watch.
Mu Shihuan asked, "Shall we go wash our faces?" ”
Little Star looked at her with teary eyes, and finally nodded.
"I'll hug you, okay?"
Little Star nodded again.
Mu Shihuan hugged her with the uninjured hand.
Yu Qiao quickly helped.
"Thank you." Mu Shihuan whispered.
When he arrived at the bathroom, Mu Shihuan turned on the hot water, touched it, and felt that the temperature was suitable, so he found a towel to wet it, and then gently wiped Xiaoxing's face.
The little star turned her face up, her eyes red from crying.
Mu Shihuan couldn't bear to look at her eyes.
After gently wiping it for her, she asked again: "Now let's go out and give you noodles to eat, okay?" ”
Little Star still wanted to cry, but she endured it and nodded obediently.
Mu Shihuan sighed in his heart and carried her back to the living room.
"Yu Qiao, you can take care of the little star." She said to Joe.
Yu Qiao nodded: "Okay." ”
Mu Shihuan finally rubbed Xiaoxing's head.
Entering the kitchen, even though her back was to the living room, she could still clearly feel that Xiaoxing's gaze had been falling on her, even if Yu Qiao was talking to her, she never moved away.
At first, Mu Shihuan's body was a little stiff, and she even felt an increasingly uncomfortable emotion lingering in her chest, which made her unable to breathe.
It took her a long time to adjust before she was ready.
In the end, she made sour soup and fat beef noodles, one bowl per person.
It's just that there was some silence at this dinner, not that no one spoke, but the atmosphere was silent, and the depressed people were a little uncomfortable.
It wasn't until it was time for Xiaoxing to rest, that Yu Qiao wanted to get dressed after helping Xiaoxing take a bath, and Mu Shihuan proposed her.
Little Star's eyes lit up visibly, sweeping away the uncomfortable darkness before.
"Miss Mu, can you?" Yu Qiao lowered his voice and asked.
Mu Shihuan nodded: "It's okay, you go take a bath," After a pause, her gaze swept over Xiaoxing, "Is it okay for you to sleep next door tonight, let Xiaoxing sleep with me." ”
"Yes, thank you Miss Mu, then Miss Mu will trouble you."
"No trouble."
Yu Qiao quickly left.
Mu Shihuan turned around, and the little star showed his little head from the quilt.
"Let's put on our pajamas first, shall we?" She consulted with Little Star.
Little Star was very happy and laughed.
The smiling face......
Somehow, Mu Shihuan was in a trance, feeling that her smiling face was familiar, but for a while she couldn't tell where it was familiar.
In the end, she temporarily abandoned those inexplicable emotions and walked to Little Star.
In the end, it was the first time to dress a child, thinking that it should be a very simple matter, but even if Xiaoxing was very well-behaved and cooperative, Mu Shihuan's movements were still a little clumsy.
"Alright." When it was over, she smiled and breathed a sigh of relief.
Little Star smiled at her, her eyes shining with happiness and dependence.
Then, cautiously, she hooked her little finger.
It's not that he hasn't had physical contact with Xiaoxing, and it's not that he hasn't held hands, but it's strange that this time, Mu Shihuan actually has a kind of ...... A sensation similar to that of an electric shock.
And it can't be accurately described by this alone.
It's like...... It seems like......
Suddenly, Mu Shihuan's head hurt, followed by the tip of his heart, as if he had been stabbed by a needle without warning.
Hurt.
She was in a trance.
Until Little Star's hand hooked her finger again.
Mu Shihuan came back to his senses and looked at her.
Little Star seemed to sense something and was worried about her.
Mu Shihuan suppressed the feeling in his heart and shook his head at Xiaoxing: "It's okay, don't worry." ”
Little Star stared at her ignorantly for a moment before finally nodding.
Mu Shihuan breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.
Then, she saw Xiaoxing patting the bed next to her, which obviously meant that he wanted to lie down with her.
Mu Shihuan raised his lips and smiled: "Okay." ”
She went to bed.
Little Star immediately approached her.
Mu Shihuan lowered his head, touched her head and said, "Little Star, thank you for liking me, thank you for being with me during that time, you don't know, that time, if it weren't for you, I might ...... Didn't pull yourself together so quickly. ”
"Thank you."
Little Star listened, and her little hand grabbed hers, tightly, as if using all her strength.
Although she doesn't insist on a word, Mu Shihuan can read her meaning from her eyes-
Since they like each other, is it okay to be her mother?
Looking at each other, when this thought poured out, Mu Shihuan was shocked to realize that the pinprick feeling just now came again.
Like, punishing her.
Punish......
Mom......
Breathing quietly became a little difficult, almost instantly, the dull pain spread to all the limbs, and Mu Shihuan thought of her own child.
If she really had a child with Li Jingyan.
Child......
Mu Shihuan's eyelashes kept trembling.
She looked at the little star and began to think uncontrollably, if the child had survived at that time, if the child was still there, how old would it be?
It's about the size of a star.
Who will it be like?
Is it a little more like her, or is it ...... Like Li Jingyan?
If she was still alive, if she had been by her side, would she be able to call her mom today?
If......
But what's the if?
The lingering pain hit him strongly, and Mu Shihuan could barely breathe.
She knew she couldn't think about it anymore, but she couldn't control it, and she couldn't even take her eyes off Little Star's face.
It seems like...... It's as if you can vaguely feel your own child when you look at the little star.
It's impossible.
But I just couldn't control it, and that thought became stronger and stronger.
Suddenly my brain became very chaotic, and so did my thoughts.
Mu Shihuan was extremely restrained, not wanting to be affected, let alone scaring Xiaoxing.
She struggled to raise a smile.
Unexpectedly, the little star suddenly rubbed into her arms.
At this moment, an extremely absurd thought flashed uncontrollably in Mu Shihuan's mind-
If it is really certain that Yu Linshang is the mysterious person behind the scenes, and he approached her to take revenge on her and Li Jingyan, then Yu Linshang must know what happened when Li Jingyan was undercover, and he also knows himself.
What if he also knew that he had children?
Little Star ......
Could it be that it is not Yu Linshang's child?
And their own?
The heart beat violently, and then the tip of the heart trembled.
Mu Shihuan's breath stagnated.
Her body was a little stiff.
What's wrong with her, she can come up with such a ridiculous idea, is it because Yanyan once inadvertently said that the little star is like her eyes?
But his eyes are also very similar to Mu Nuan's, aren't they?
How could she ......
Mu Shihuan knew in her heart that she should curb this thought, and she couldn't think about it anymore, how could she guess anything that was groundless, just because she doubted Yu Linshang, so even Xiaoxing had to be suspicious?
Unconsciously, Mu Shihuan bit his lip tightly with his fine teeth.
But Yu Linshang ...... after all