Chapter 193: Divergence

Chu Hengyu involuntarily hugged Bai Susu a little tighter.

He tried to make Bai Susu know better, and if he could, maybe he could weave a perfect lie so that she wouldn't have to know about it for the rest of her life.

But where in this world is perfection?

God cruelly refuses to give him the slightest chance to deceive himself.

The two were silent for a long time at the same time, and Bai Susu left from Chu Hengyu's arms, and without saying a word, Chu Hengyu took the pulse well.

She didn't ask why she did this, nor did she ask Chu Hengyu what she planned to do in the future, because the answer was obvious.

It is precisely because of this understanding that she is so sad.

Chu Hengyu wanted to end his life silently, not to let people know, or rather, not to let Bai Susu know.

Bai Susu couldn't guess that Chu Hengyu would be in pain when she made such a decision, and she couldn't imagine what kind of reason Chu Hengyu would come up with to hide it.

Chu Hengyu knew Bai Susu's temperament, so after she checked it, she said, "I'm sorry, I just ...... Don't want you to worry. ”

Bai Susu raised her red eyes, and her tear-stained face looked extremely sad.

"I know what you want to do, but we said that we would not deceive each other again, and you also said that you would accompany me for the rest of your life, why did you break your word?"

Chu Hengyu gently raised his hand to wipe the tears from Bai Susu's face, and he couldn't explain anything.

They all know each other too well.

Therefore, knowing that the other party is doing this for his own good, at this moment, he can better understand the pain in the other party's heart.

In this world, if there is something more painful than death, then for Chu Hengyu, it is sad to see Bai Susu.

He used to hope that he could only bring happiness to Bai Susu, but looking at it first, all Bai Susu's sadness seemed to be given by himself.

Bai Susu tried to calm himself down, and said in a dumb voice: "I will definitely find a way to detoxify." ”

Chu Hengyu knew that Bai Susu was not lying at all, and he also believed that she would use all her efforts to exchange for her hope of living.

It's just that Chu Hengyu has already seen his physical condition clearly in the past few days, and there is not much time, and he is even more reluctant to let Bai Susu pay so much price for this little bit of hope.

Bai Susu could see at a glance what Chu Hengyu was thinking, she frowned and looked at Chu Hengyu, and said coldly: "Chu Hengyu, I warn you for the last time, this life of yours is mine now, and you have no right to give it up!" ”

She knew how difficult this matter was, and she also knew that Chu Hengyu had done so much, just to make the last bit of time more meaningful and valuable.

But as long as there is still a little hope, Bai Susu doesn't want it to flow out of his palm in vain.

Until the last moment, she would not give up, and she did not want Chu Hengyu to easily say the word give up.

Chu Hengyu sighed, nodded, and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely fulfill my promise to you and stay with you all the time." ”

Bai Susu lowered his head, held Chu Hengyu's hand, and said, "I know it will be very painful afterward, but for my sake, can you hold on a little longer?" ”

Her almost pleading voice made Chu Hengyu's heart tighten.

Suddenly understood Bai Susu's thoughts.

If he leaves, Bai Susu will lose the motivation to continue to stay in this world, even if it is replaced by himself, I am afraid that he will not be able to accept the fact that he will not be able to watch the other party leave.

Bai Susu nodded when he saw Chu Hengyu and agreed to his request, and the worry in his heart was finally alleviated a little.

It's just that Chu Hengyu suddenly thought of one thing.

No one else knew about his own poison, except for the twenty-two of them.

He was still sure of the tone of the twenty-two and others, as long as he commanded it, they would never say anything about it, especially to Bai Susu.

Chu Hengyu frowned slightly and asked, "It's just, how did you know about this matter?" ”

He had already made plans, and how to deploy it in the future to minimize Bai Susu's pain, but this time, Bai Susu's crying appearance was engraved in his heart, which made him unforgettable for a long time.

Such a picture, he did not want to see it a second time.

But if his poison really can't be unraveled, then Bai Susu will only suffer more than this time.

This is not what Chu Hengyu expects to see.

Bai Susu also remembered now, she had only read half of the letter just now, and she didn't finish reading it because she was worried about Chu Hengyu.

The letter was still on the ground, and the tear stains on it were almost dry, but the faint ink still proved that Fang Cai's crying was real.

Chu Hengyu followed Bai Susu's gaze and saw the letter on the ground.

He had just guessed that it might be related to this letter, but later he forgot it because he was worried about Bai Susu.

Bai Susu subconsciously wanted to see the content of the letter first, but he had just sat for too long and was a little sluggish, so he was preempted by Chu Hengyu.

I saw the second half, Xuan Qingzi wrote: If you want to save him, tomorrow morning, come to Butterfly Valley alone to see me.

Because he had discussed it with Gan Yue before, Chu Hengyu quickly understood who the letter writer was.

He directly put the letter away and said coldly to Bai Susu: "No, you can't go!" ”

Bai Susu didn't know what was written later, so he was a little stunned when he heard Chu Hengyu's stop.

She frowned and snatched the letter from Chu Hengyu's hand directly, and read the last bit of content on it.

Chu Hengyu knew Bai Susu's temperament, she must not let go of any hope, and insisted on wanting to go and see it.

So he still had the same attitude, and said: "He hates me to the core, and he will not call the blood silkworm out so easily, and he specially emphasizes that if you go alone, there must be fraud in it." ”

Bai Susu knew what Chu Hengyu was worried about, and she also understood that if Xuan Qingzi was really so good at talking, they wouldn't have to bother so much.

As a result, until now, Chu Hengyu's poison has not been solved.

But Bai Susu felt that Xuan Qingzi would not write a letter for no reason, just to persecute himself, after all, Xuan Qingzi only regarded Chu Hengyu as an enemy.

Relatively speaking, you are safe.

She couldn't help but explain, "I know you're worried about me, but haven't I met him alone before?" It's also safe to come back, and there won't be any problems this time. ”

When it came to the last meeting, Chu Hengyu was even more unhappy.

He still remembered the danger and worry of that time, and he was very afraid every time he thought about it, but now Bai Susu still had luck, but he didn't dare to be sloppy at all.

"Even if he won't do anything to you, he will definitely not be willing to save me, so why go up for nothing?"

Chu Hengyu still felt that this was just useless work, and there was no need to take such an uncertain risk at all.