"Understood, I'll find this source myself." An association slowly rose in Mu Qiming's heart, just in Ai Mo's answer, which he didn't have time to hear yesterday. Only at this moment, what he wanted to know was more details.

"Later, she chose to commit suicide?"

"You should have seen the scar on her hand," An Ju pointed to her left wrist, "Everyone who saw it should know that it was left after cutting her wrist, and Xiao Ai has not tried to hide it." I wanted her to have cosmetic surgery, after all, a girl would attract some suspicions, but she was always afraid of these suspicions, but she stubbornly refused. Perhaps, one day the scars in her heart will be calmed down, and she will really face these. ”

"She doesn't want to forget." Mu Qiming frowned and groaned.

It's obviously a painful memory, but after entering a new life, it still holds on and refuses to let go, this kind of reluctance mixed with pain is something that other people can experience. On the one hand, I want to cut off everything and start over, and on the other hand, I hope that God will give some mercy to the past, which is a stupid approach, but it is very in line with Aimo's temperament.

"Yes! She is obviously so sensitive and fragile, but she is so stubborn and strong, and her mixed personality is destined that she will not live this life peacefully. So God has added another hurdle to her already bleak life path. Her parents decided to take her younger brother to immigrate when she became an adult, and Xiao Ai was ruthless enough to fight silently with her life, and it was the last one. The day before her birthday, and the day before the start of the new year, she chose to commit suicide. ”

"The day before your birthday." Mu Qiming couldn't help but tremble, the eighteenth birthday is often the most anticipated by children who have just gotten rid of ignorance, which means growth, and it also means that the flower-like time theater is about to kick off, but Ai Mo chose to end everything.

"Later, the family of three hurriedly went through the formalities and went abroad smoothly during the period when Xiao Ai was in a coma and hospitalized, during which the hospital contacted them and informed them that Xiao Ai had woken up, and they only asked the hospital to transfer Xiao Ai to a nursing home for rehabilitation, and contacted the nursing home, saying that Xiao Ai had a tendency to be mentally ill and asked for observation and treatment."

An Ju couldn't help but sneer, even if she thought about it now, she still felt cold.

"Even if you are a normal person, going through these things will affect your spirit." Mu Qiming felt a wave of anger rise in his heart.

"Yes, it's hard to say whether the so-called recuperation was done on purpose. It's not so much recuperation as confinement, a new life for their family of three. Or rather, this is the last arrangement they made for Xiao Ai as parents, and the money they gave to the nursing home was enough for Xiao Ai to live there for ten years. ”

Mu Qiming had irrepressible anger, but after all, he fell silent, and the two looked out the window and listened to the gradually even and deep breathing of moxa, and stood silent.

"After that, and before she met you, how did she live?" Mu Qiming looked at the moxa foam that was tightly covered on the bed and looked more and more pale and weak, and spoke again.

Anju shrugged.

"I don't know much about what happened after that, after all, it is a public nursing home, and the management of patient privacy is very strict, and I also thought a lot of ways to understand a little. However, I can guess some of it by the state I was in when I first met her. The nightmare at the beginning must be indispensable, but the spiritual treatment in the sanatorium is not targeted, she is afraid that she carried it in a half-dream. ”

Anjun sighed deeply, what she saw through the surveillance was only a few days of images, but Ai Mo was there for years. I'm afraid that after the initial period of adaptation, I entered a state of near-numbness. It's like a confused young beast, confused with the days, but full of vigilance for everything around it.

"Later," Anju recalled, "I got her out of the sanatorium and placed her in the Foundation's relief department, where she has lived ever since. I was afraid that something would go wrong with her, so I came to spend time with her every night. Accompany her to wake up from her dreams, and then accompany her back to reality. ”

An Yu didn't describe much about this, but Mu Qiming could almost imagine the difficulties at that time. After experiencing suicide and abandonment, returning to normal life is like piecing together the broken world.

Mu Qiming can now understand why Ai Mo is so dependent on An Ju, who not only rescued her as a person, but also saved her soul. Even if these last few steps still need to be walked by themselves, the road ahead has already been paved by Anyu.

"I thank you for Xiao Ai."

"It's not your turn to thank me now, I'm waiting for the day when you really have this qualification." An Ju curled the corners of her lips, she saw Mu Qiming's distress and anger, and also felt Mu Qiming's determination. Mu Qiming is probably the most important existence in the next turning point in Ai Mo's life.

At this time, the doorbell rang, An Ju hurriedly ran to open the door, and after a while, a panting man with half-length curly hair hurriedly walked in with a huge first aid kit.

He entered the room with ease, took out all the equipment, and began to do the basic examination.

"This is Chu Huaimiao, since Xiao Ai left the nursing home, he has been treating Xiao Ai." An Ju knew Chu Huaimiao's character, and he didn't care about any etiquette when he met a patient, of course, Mu Qiming wouldn't mind.

"How?" Mu Qiming saw Chu Huaimiao put down the things in his hand and hurriedly asked.

"Who are you?" Chu Huaimiao raised his glasses, and only then did he look at Mu Qiming.

"Xiao Ai's boyfriend, to be verified." An Ying replied for Mu Qiming.

This answer is a bit intriguing, Chu Huaimiao raised his eyebrows, and glanced at Mu Qiming meaningfully before saying: "The situation is quite stable, physical overdraft and dehydration are common conditions for Xiao Ai, just follow the previous method." After speaking, Chu Huaimiao shook his head again.

"How?" Seeing this, Mu Qiming asked again.

Chu Huaimiao didn't answer Mu Qiming, but turned to An Yu and said: "You just feel too sorry for her, I said that treatment and training are bitter and then sweet, and after such a long interruption in the middle, I'm not sure if the previous training plan is still applicable." When she wakes up, ask her if she still wants to do stimulation training, and I will reformulate it according to her current situation. ”

An Yu hesitated for a moment and nodded. In the training process of moxa, she once went to see, using the principle of magnetic field and brain waves, the simulated amplification of the radio waves that can affect the specific response of organisms directly acts on a closed environment, and the moxa foam behind this environment will complete some operational tasks under the condition of receiving stimulation, so as to improve psychological tolerance and anti-interference ability. It's a very primitive and clumsy way to deal with the moxa foam, but it's also a very painful process for those who experience it.

When I stopped, it was Anju's suggestion. First, the anti-interference ability of moxa foam has been significantly improved, which is enough to deal with ordinary situations, and second, this method is too torturous. In the case of the only case like Momo, all the treatments are targeted and untested, and the results are unknown. If An Ju didn't shout to stop, she was afraid that Ai Mo would force herself to bear it to the extreme, just like she had done in the Foundation before, and hurt herself instead.

And this kind of extreme behavior caused by wanting to live up to Anju's expectations is also a pathological reaction. Chu Huaimiao, who knew this, was just helpless as a doctor.