Chapter 448: Born to Be Human! (4000)

Thick blood vessels spread throughout the operating room, like the roots of an old tree, enveloping everyone.

The organs on the walls contract and beat, and the ceiling is inlaid with human faces, which looks like a large piece of human puzzle.

Chen Ge had thought of countless scenarios of meeting with Dr. Gao, but he never thought that it would be in such a situation.

Blood dripped on the white coat, leaving no trace, Dr. Gao was the most special being in the world, standing in the middle of flesh and corpses, but wearing a white coat that symbolized salvation and hope.

With a calm expression, Dr. Gao looked at Chen Ge and said the first sentence: "You came later than I expected. ”

"You guessed I'd come?"

"I know you will definitely come, on the twenty-fourth floor of the Fanghuayuan community, I had this feeling when I saw you for the first time, and you brought me a strong sense of crisis."

"That's why you're going to keep talking to me at that time to prevent me from getting into conflict with the other members of the Weird Tales Association?" Chen Ge recalled the scene at that time, No. 10 had been helping him, and finally left a note under the table, telling him the location of the Linjiang Blood Defense Station.

Doctor Gao nodded: "You are all my patients, isn't it normal for doctors to think about patients?" ”

"Patient?" Chen Ge shook his head: "You are not qualified to say that, in my opinion, you are the most seriously ill one, the world behind the door will not lie, this completely distorted and deformed, flesh and blood nightmare is the true portrayal of your heart." ”

"The heart is filled with flesh and blood, and this is not called a disease. Everyone has a deformity in their heart, and if this is a disease, then we all have a disease, and you are no exception. Dr. Gao smiled, he seemed to like chatting with Chen Ge very much, the young man in front of him was different from ordinary people in terms of thinking and cognition of things, Dr. Gao found the feeling of "the same kind" from Chen Ge: "I am a psychiatrist, I have seen countless deformed and distorted minds, the reason why they have become like this, in fact, many times do not blame themselves. ”

The voice paused, and the smile on Dr. Gao's face slowly faded: "When you came, did you see those pictures on the wall?" ”

Chen Ge nodded: "Those victims are the crimes committed by the Strange Talk Association in the past five years, right?" ”

"Victims?" Dr. Gao looked up at the faces on the ceiling: "In my opinion, they are the perpetrators, reckless, without thinking about the consequences, living around us in human skin, constantly creating misfortune, each of them has a reason to die, and all I do is to make their death more worthwhile." ”

"But is it fair to them?" Chen Ge stood in the perspective of a third party, he didn't deliberately favor anyone: "I saw a half-dead man in the laboratory, according to your doctor here, in order to conduct the test, he will be kept in this state for a long time, and while treating him, he will add new wounds to his body. He endured this endless torture just because when he was in elementary school, he bullied his classmates and stabbed them in the thighs with the tip of a pen, do you think this punishment is fair? ”

"You question fairness just because you're not putting yourself in the patient's shoes, you can't see the trauma in the patient's heart, you can't understand the despair in their heart, you can't understand the pain that is breathless and wants to tear themselves apart." Dr. Gao's speech became faster, and he seemed to think of himself: "That pain is long-lasting, the pain that penetrates every nerve, it tortures you all the time, it follows you, like countless tiny insects crowding your body, you know that they are in your body, occupying every inch of your body, but you just can't release them." ”

"No matter what time you do, they follow you, multiply in your body, eat up every nerve you have, you can hear your memories being torn apart little by little, until finally your mind is full of those disgusting bugs, you can see them as long as you close your eyes, and you think of them as long as you live."

"Can you understand the feeling? This is the pain that a person who has been hurt in the soul has to endure twenty-four hours a day, and now you still think there is something wrong with what I do? ”

Doctor Gao looked at Chen Ge's eyes: "Even with such pain, they still try to live, but gritting their teeth and holding on in exchange for greater pain." ”

"Man can be called a man because he has a sense of self, and when he can affirm himself with 'I', he becomes a man. And my patients, they are slowly losing themselves, because the pain is slowly eating away at 'me'. ”

This is the first time that Dr. Gao has said this in front of Chen Ge, and his words not only involve psychology, but also seem to be related to sociology and philosophy: "Human beings are advanced beings composed of many contradictions, which is not a simple term, so the harm and pain they suffer cannot be measured by the word fairness." ”

After listening to Dr. Gao's words, Chen Ge clenched the skull crusher hammer, maybe the gap in education level was too big, and he didn't understand what Dr. Gao meant.

With a look of help, Chen Ge glanced back at Doctor Wei next to him, the other party seemed to have heard these things for the first time, he coughed lightly, and said to Chen Ge: "Don't pay too much attention to what the mentally ill say, don't think deeply about the worldview they tell you, otherwise you will go crazy sooner or later." ”

"Don't use madness as an excuse, when you see all the incomprehensible things, you will always describe them as abnormal, but have you ever wondered who rules the normal and the abnormal?" Dr. Gao stood above the pool of blood, and he was the center of the room: "What are you looking for when your eyes are fixed on a human figure?" Man is human not because of the sound, his movements, his appearance, but because of his soul, and everything revolves around it. ”

Although Chen Ge couldn't understand Dr. Gao's words, he always felt that what the other party said was very reasonable, which was an extremely dangerous signal.

When a person accepts the worldview of a madman, then he is not far from madness.

"Doctor Gao, no matter how reasonable you say, there is one thing you can't deny. They died because of you, and your hands were stained with blood, and you transgressed the law. The bloodshot began to drill under the skin, Chen Ge didn't have much time, he opened the comic book and released all the employees of the haunted house: "You are a rare person I admire, and because of this, I can't let you continue." Dr. Gao, you are already sick, and since you opened this door, you are no longer yourself. Even if your wife comes back from the dead, she will feel strange when she opens her eyes and sees you now, and this is not the you she wants to meet. ”

Dr. Gao stood still, his expression calm, but the blood vessels under his feet began to rise and fall violently, the organs on the walls were also beating wildly, and the faces on the ceiling above his head showed frightened expressions.

The world behind the door is built according to Dr. Gao's heart, everything here seems to be linked to him, and when his mood changes, the whole world will also change for it.

"You're not her, how can you know what she thinks?" Dr. Gao is full of joy and anger, but the world behind the door that has undergone great changes has already explained a lot of problems, and this top psychiatrist in Jiujiang cannot maintain his own calm.

"Actually, you know it in your own heart." Chen Ge took a small step to the side and let go of the door panel behind him: "The whole world is full of stinky flesh and dirty blood, only this door facing the blood pool is normal, if my expectations are right, your wife should be in the blood pool, right?" You wish she could see her home as soon as she woke up, not all the twisted and deformed things around her. ”

"Doctor Gao, don't run away, people can only push open the 'door' when they are most desperate, and the other side of the 'door' is not salvation, but a more desperate world."

"You try to redeem yourself with ten times or even a hundred times more despair, and this is simply impossible."

Chen Ge wanted to continue to say something, but was interrupted by Doctor Gao: "You don't have to continue, I already understand what you mean." ”

He regained his original expression, with a hint of indifference in his eyes: "I tell you all this because I think you may be able to understand my feelings. ”

Doctor Gao stared at Chen Ge and told the last secret: "Since the first time I saw you, I began to use all my connections to investigate you, and I found that you are really similar to me, in every sense, do you think it is crazy that I have been alone in the underground corpse with corpses for five years, but do you know that you are also a complete madman in my eyes?" ”

Chen Ge really didn't expect that his evaluation in Dr. Gao's heart would be so high, he always felt that he was very ordinary, and there was nothing special shining on his body.

"The more I investigate, the more I discover the problems you have, and you may not even be aware of it, but I can tell you very clearly that the deepest madness in your heart is even hotter than mine, it is a flame that will never be extinguished, and it can burn everything to ashes."

"Are you talking about me?" Chen Ge didn't know what Dr. Gao was saying these for, and the other party didn't seem to have a reason to deceive him.

"It doesn't matter if you don't believe it, the method of verification is simple. There's a 'door' in the bathroom of your haunted house, push it open, and you'll be able to see your true self. Dr. Gao's eyes were still indifferent, but there was a smile on his face: "That night, I entered that door, and I saw your world, so I know very well that if you compare the two of us together, you are the real madman." ”

"That door has something to do with me?" Chen Ge didn't know if Dr. Gao was guiding him in the wrong direction, or if he really wanted to reveal some information to him: "According to what you say, I also pushed open a 'door'?" ”

Only in the deepest despair can he have the opportunity to push open the "door", Chen Ge does not feel that there is anything desperate in his front body, in his opinion, the "door" should be pushed open by others. ”

"I'm sure that the 'door' was opened by you, because I saw yourself in that 'door'." There was a hint of inconspicuous fear in Dr. Gao's smile, and his lips were slightly unnatural.

"I'm the one who pushes the 'door'?!" Chen Ge's heart sank: "What else do you know?" ”

"I still know a lot, and if you promise to do three things for me, I will not only tell you everything I know, but I will also enter that 'door' with you when the time comes, and help you find what you need most?" Blood vessels were surging above his head, the floor was covered with spreading blood, and bubbles began to bubble up in the blood pool behind Dr. Gao's back, it was obvious that his mood had also changed at this time, as if he was expecting Chen Ge's answer.

"It's a mutually beneficial exaggeration, and I'm sure you won't say no, right?"

Chen Ge was indeed very curious about the world behind his door, and when he was thinking, his eyes swept to the pool of blood that was still changing.

"When I came in just now, the color of the blood pool was not so bright." Chen Ge looked elsewhere again, the organs on the surrounding walls withered and became dim like flowers, and something in the blood vessels continued to pour into the blood pool, as if he was preparing to pour all the "nutrients" in the entire blood world into the blood pool: "Is Doctor Gao deliberately delaying time?" ”

With his mind turning, Chen Ge thought of a more secure way, as long as he controlled Dr. Gao, or controlled his favorite wife, then he would completely take the initiative.

"What are all three things? You tell me first, and then I'll consider whether to agree or not. Chen Ge took a few steps forward as he said this, as if to show his sincerity.

"When you take a step, your step is a fifth smaller than usual, which means that you want to accomplish something that you are not sure about. Your hand holding the hammer is harder than it was just now, and although you try to be as relaxed as possible, before you realize the problem, there is about a quarter of a second for your finger joints to subconsciously clench the handle of the hammer. Doctor Gao took out the black wooden box from his pocket: "It seems that you have realized that I am stalling for time, but this is fine, I am not doing this because I am not sure of victory, I just want to give you a chance, a choice." ”

The wooden box was opened, and the thick smell of blood washed away the original stench in the room, and the surrounding blood vessels began to crumble, and countless blood streaks gushed out of it and converged into the wooden box.

After about a second or two, a blood-red, scarred palm protrudes from the wooden box.

With hatred and rage, a monster with half of its body twisted and terrifying, covered in scars, crawled out.

The red eyes stared at Chen Ge, and the half of his face that seemed to have been burned by the fire cracked into an ugly smile.

Without Dr. Gao giving any orders, it rushed towards Chen Ge like crazy.

"Xiong Qing?" Chen Ge clenched the skull crusher hammer with both hands, and did not take half a step back: "It's just right, if I eat you, I will have one more red cloth!" ”