Jiang Suwan: "So, I'm not because of them at all. They're just a small part of what stresses me out. ”

She stretched out her index finger, changed it to her little finger, and gently pinched part of her fingertip: "It's just a little bit, a little bit." ”

However, Wei Ge's focus now is not on the "degree" that Jiang Suwan said.

As soon as he thought of Jiang Su drinking at night and walking at night, he couldn't stop worrying in his heart.

"Have you ever been drunk at night? Alone? Do you go home alone? Then you...... Aren't you afraid? ”

Jiang Suwan's facial expression did not have much waves, as if he was telling a normal thing.

"I've been drunk."

"Alone."

"It's a person to go home."

"I'm not afraid."

The thoughts slowly withdrew, and they seemed to intersect in a high place, which was extremely chaotic.

Of course, Wei Ge wanted her to be so open and fearless.

But he doesn't trust the world.

He didn't trust this world, and even hated it, precisely because he had seen with his own eyes what kind of suffering Jiang Suwan had suffered.

That's why he wanted her to get out of the black, but he ...... The reasons for not being able to go too far.

"Girl, your food." The chef brought the dishes to Jiang Suwan's table, including the two bottles of wine.

Jiang Suwan smiled and thanked him, and skillfully opened the beer on the edge of the table.

looked at Shang Weige with a stunned gaze: "I said, I don't hate people who smoke and drink, because I'm like this, maybe one day I will smoke too." ”

Jiang Suwan: "What I hate is just people who have no bottom line, people who have no bottom line in making friends." ”

After saying this, in front of Wei Ge's widening eyes, Jiang Suwan directly raised his head and poured the whole bottle of beer into his stomach.

When she drank more than half of it, Wei Ge grabbed her hand and stopped her.

But in the next second, she met Jiang Suwan's indifferent gaze to the extreme, and she looked at him, "Are you going to force me too?" ”

Jiang Su's crazy roar suddenly flashed in front of him, that kind of heart-wrenching appearance - even if as Mr. Lu Xun said, the joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, but Wei Ge can still empathize with the pain.

Because her pain has long since crossed the line.

Because his liking for her also exceeds the line.

He let go of his hand in resignation and watched as she poured the rest down her throat.

Losing his strength and sitting down, Wei Ge didn't know what to say anymore, just looked at her like that, looked at her.

"Do you know why I'm not afraid, even if a person comes home drunk, he won't be afraid." The smile on the corner of Jiang Suwan's mouth was dyed with a little chance of victory.

"Because," she hiccuped and continued, "I was holding the empty bottle in my hand like this, and a thug stopped me and knocked me unconscious with a bottle." ”

"There's a lot of blood, and he's afraid I'll sue him, so he doesn't pursue it—" she laughed, "I didn't expect that I'm not as regular as I seem." ”

Jiang Suwan: "But what does it mean to be 'decent'?" Everyone's criteria are different, and their ability to perceive good and evil is also different, so they will distinguish between good and bad people. ”

Jiang Suwan: "So I don't understand, how did they manage to unify the guidelines. ”

Jiang Xuwan: "I've been thinking about it, I've been thinking about it, but I just don't understand it - sometimes I think about it, it's okay to be a little out of line." But no. People are insatiable, so once they have a beginning, they will continue and end up being out of control. ”

Jiang Suwan: "They too." Abandoned me once, so there was a second, a third, a year, two years, ten years. ”

Jiang Suwan: "In the end, I understood. It is impossible to reach an absolute consensus among people, let alone expect to follow the same guidelines. ”

Jiang Suwan: "Then let's do it - if people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, vote for me with papaya, and repay it with Qiongju." ”

Jiang Suwan: "That's it." ”

Wei Ge took a breath, opened the bottle of beer in front of him and drank half of it, "...... At that time, after you smashed him and bled him, was Officer Yang handling it? ”

"Hmm." Jiang Suwan didn't hesitate for a second, and blurted out an affirmative answer to Wei Ge's question.

"Wei Ge, if there are any words, we actually understand it ourselves, so there is no need to pretend." Jiang Suwan tied the ponytail back again, lowered his head and picked up a skewer of mutton skewers and ate it.

"What do you want me to say?" Wei Ge sneered, not knowing what kind of sarcasm he was expressing.

Jiang Suwan still didn't look at him, but looked at the street, "I have awe, gratitude, and love for Officer Yang. I have more emotions for him than you do. ”

took another bite of the mutton skewer, "That kind of feeling can't be completely said to like it, no matter who is in such a shaky state of mind, when you meet someone who has such a positive outlook, is gentle and rational, and cares about you, there will be a sense of dependence." ”

Jiang Suwan: "It's unfortunate that I have such feelings for him." ”

"I don't like to hide it, so," Jiang Suwan turned his head to look at Wei Ge, picking up the mixed emotions in his eyes, "I admit, I like him more than you." ”

Jiang Xu: "I have conceived him into my future, I have not conceived you into my future. ”

Jiang Suwan: "This is the difference, I don't want to deny it, I don't want to lie to you, they are all adults with their own ideas, so I didn't go around in circles." I wish I could tell you for myself rather than let you know for yourself what kind of person I am. ”

Jiang Suwan: "Then you have seen and heard it now, and you still have to-"

"I like it." Wei Ge directly interrupted Jiang Suwan, evoking a bright smile, sinking under the dim lamp of the night a little mysterious and uninhibited.

"I just like what's wrong with you."

"It's useless to say a lot, and you kind of like me when you say that, right? He's so old, and he knows at a glance that he's no threat to you like a child, and I can't afford to wait. ”

"I can stay with you, but he can't." The smile was even brighter at the corners of his mouth.

"......" Jiang Suwan swallowed dryly, as if he had suddenly lost all confidence, and turned his head to look at the sky.

Jiang Suwan: "How can you always disrupt my atmosphere......"

Wei Ge: "Because I'm a little bit important to you, don't disagree with Ah Wan." ”

……

Jiang Suwan: "You say...... Wei Ge, you said, if we are in a TV series or a book now, then my current behavior is actually extremely unruly. Right. ”

Wei Ge: "Maybe. ”

Wei Ge: "But we are real, in our own world. ”

Jiang Xuwan: "I'm not a person who cares about what others think of me, but occasionally I think about what kind of me my behavior will constitute in the eyes of others." ”

Jiang Xuwan: "Maybe the people who accepted my appearance as a good student at the beginning will vigorously reprimand me now for drinking and talking at length." ”

Jiang Suwan: "I really hate those who judge others all day long. It's pathetic, it's pathetic. ”

Jiang Xuwan: "Just like us now, who knows what they will say when they see it - they will say that we don't study well, that we don't have rules, and even that it is possible for us to open a house in the next second." ”

Jiang Xuwan: "In this society, there are such things, and there are also many people who die in such spittle stars, but in the end, no one cares how they left." ”

Jiang Suwan: "I'm not afraid of them, but I'm quite afraid of my disgust for them." The disgust often overwhelmed me. I have nowhere to run. ”

Wei Ge hurriedly crossed the table and held Jiang Suwan's hand: "Hey, look at me." Look at me Ah Late. ”

Jiang Suwan looked at him obediently, his eyes wide in confusion.

Wei Ge: "Their lives are so boring, so they can only find reality through this boring behavior. ”

Wei Ge: "It's never the people who are talking about who are wrong. Just do what you love. No matter what kind of self you are. ”

After realizing it, after a long silence, Jiang Suwan still nodded.

“…… Let's eat, I'm in for a treat today. Jiang Suwan lowered his head and turned on the induction cooker, reheating the grilled fish that was a little cold.

Seeing that Jiang Suwan still cared about food, Wei Ge was a little relieved.

As long as you are willing to eat, it means that you still have expectations for life.

"Ah Wan, in fact, I'm quite happy more than jealous." Wei Ge said with a smile as he put a piece of fish meat that had been picked out into Jiang Suwan's plate.

Jiang Suwan blinked, "Happy? But I ...... Today you should have seen a lot of what you didn't expect. ”

Wei Ge shook his head: "That's why I'm happy." Any intimacy starts with being honest with each other. ”

She chuckled, and didn't eat the piece of fish that Wei Ge had sandwiched, "But as I said, I'm different from others, don't just put your understanding of ordinary people on me, it usually doesn't work." ”

Wei Ge: "Have you heard of "Seven Miles"? ”

Jiang Suwan nodded: "I've heard it, what's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing, I suggest you recall the next few lines of lyrics, especially those two lines." Wei Ge just smiled, and the smile was beautiful.

Jiang Suwan recalled the lyrics and couldn't help humming: "That plump ear of rice / Happiness all season / And your cheeks / Like ripe tomatoes in the field / You suddenly said to me / The name of Qili Xiang is beautiful / I just want to kiss your stubborn ...... at the moment"

Singing and singing, Jiang Xu stopped singing, looked at Wei Ge, and saw that he had already laughed into a bun.

Jiang Suwan: "Wei, Ge." ”

Jiang Suwan: "You are really enough." ”

There was a summer breeze from a distant year in his ears, and many unknown emotions suddenly flashed in Jiang Suwan's mind.

But it was only for a moment, and she was back to normal.

It seems that the passing years are always like this, bringing emotions that make people panic, make people escape, and make people forget.