Chapter 234: Let's Separate for a Time

When he entered, Mo Yuan was reporting to work, and Mu Shihuan didn't disturb the two, just sat down quietly on the sofa.

Just, how is it possible not to "bother"?

Mo Yuan was standing in front of the Taipan platform, the figure separated the two, Mu Shihuan couldn't see it, but he could clearly capture the sudden change in the dark eyes of the man in front of him, and the chill emanating from his body.

Even the air seems to have thinned a little.

Atmosphere, oppressive.

These two ......

Ay.

Fortunately, the report was almost over, Mo Yuan didn't want to stay as a light bulb, thinking about the boss's low pressure all day today, and just wanted the two to reconcile quickly.

"Mr. Li, then I'll go out first." Take back the document he signed, his businesslike tone.

Li Jingyan was silent.

Mo Yuan inexplicably felt that the chill spread behind him, it was so cold that he didn't say anything, he turned around and left.

Passing by Mu Shihuan's side, he also greeted: "Madam." ”

Mu Shihuan reluctantly smiled politely at him.

The moment the door was closed, with an unintentional glance, Mo Yuan suddenly found that Mu Shihuan seemed to be exceptionally beautiful today, as if there was something different, but such a thought was only fleeting.

He just wanted to pray that the two would not have a cold war again.

……

The door was shut, and for a moment there were only two people left in the huge office.

But no one spoke.

The strange silence fell, causing Mu Shihuan's heart to feel uncomfortable for a while.

She didn't look at him, but she didn't look away from the possibility of meeting his eyes, and she was afraid that as soon as she saw him, she would never be able to speak again after preparing for an afternoon.

Courage is such a thing, if you lose it, you will not be there.

What's more, escaping can only make the two more and more farther apart.

As if his heart was being pinched by an invisible hand, Mu Shihuan took a deep breath, tried his best to suppress it, and tried to say in a calm tone: "I should have told you in the first year of high school, I met He Jiahuan in the hotel." ”

She didn't ask him, and she didn't dare to ask him.

So, she hurriedly continued: "Before I met He Jiahuan, I went to the bathroom, and someone handed me a brown paper bag with ...... in it Lots of things, photos, voice recorders, and ...... An appraisal certificate. ”

Every word she spoke, her heart ached.

She smiled deliberately, trying to suppress the torment with this indifference.

However, it didn't work.

Fingers clenched quietly, nails pinched into the palm of the palm to mark the traces of the debut, the pain made her sober, she couldn't help but feel sad, and finally asked: "Since you ...... Since you know that I am not a child of the Mu family, why do you hide it from me, why don't you tell me? ”

As the words fell, the chill in the air seemed to intensify, and the air pressure became lower.

She didn't look at Li Jingyan.

But if she turned her head, she could catch the sudden change in the color of his eyes.

But she didn't.

It's just that although she didn't look at him, she could still clearly perceive the gloomy gaze that fell on her.

He was silent.

This silence is tantamount to a stab in her heart.

Mu Shihuan almost couldn't wait to speak again, for fear that if she was silent for another second, she would be drenched in blood and pain: "I'd rather see me suppress and reject than tell me...... Why? ”

Mingming did all the psychological construction before he came, and he also told himself over and over again that he must be calm and not think cranky, and he should be given a chance to listen to him, and he must ......

However, she still overestimated herself in the end.

Especially......

The man never gave her an explanation.

Emotions, gradually collapsing.

"You once said...... "The nails were pinched harder and harder, emotion overcame reason, and when he spoke again, Mu Shihuan's voice trembled slightly, "It's not my responsibility to say that the Mu family is not my responsibility, let me leave it ...... care"

"Now, I can't help but wonder if I can understand that you are afraid that I will be sad and choose to hide it from me, or if you are just saying it casually, or ......"

She vaguely knew that she was getting into the horns again, but she couldn't help it.

Finally, she asked another sentence: "Or maybe it's my mother...... As my mother said, you only agreed to marry me because I am not a member of the Mu family? Because it doesn't matter if you hurt me, but the people you really care about ......"

She bit her lip suddenly.

knew that she shouldn't guess now, and she shouldn't have decided that the recording was true without any explanation, but she just couldn't control it, let alone ...... At this point, he didn't have a single explanation.

Thousands of emotions suddenly poured out, the strongest of which was uncomfortable.

Mu Shihuan was tormented.

How much she wanted to hear him say no, listen to him......

However, as strong as the expectation, the disappointment is as deep as the disappointment.

He remained silent.

A heart sank straight down, and the mist in front of him gradually blurred, Mu Shihuan only felt more and more uncomfortable, and even breathing seemed to become difficult.

"I heard the recording, you and ......" sniffed, she tried to say calmly, but her mother couldn't say anything.

A tingling pain in the tip of the heart spreads.

After a while, she continued: "Can you tell me to do a show...... What does that mean exactly? Did you never like me from beginning to end, or did you just use my meaning, the person you really liked, is it Mu Nuan? The white moonlight who has been in love for many years but can't be loved, is it her? ”

When the cranky thoughts swept over, Mu Shihuan couldn't hold back after all.

couldn't stand the torture, she asked all her doubts: "Or, in fact, it's not Mu Nuan, it's Meng Liang who is far away in Tongcheng?" And what about illegitimate children, are there any? If so, is it you with Mu Nuan, or with Meng Liang? Or is it actually a misunderstanding, a rumor, something that doesn't exist at all? ”

After saying it in one breath, his heart curled up even more.

It hurts......

Silence still reigned.

There was a blur in front of him, but Mu Shihuan stubbornly did not wipe away his tears.

She continued: "Bastards are a no-brainer, right? If there is, Mu Nuan will not have that attitude towards me, she should hate me more, she will definitely find a way to stop me. Can...... But you and Meng Liang are indeed not as simple as friends, are they? ”

Mu Shihuan felt that her reason seemed to be gradually disappearing, she even forgot the initial interruption, and when her emotions were out of control, she just said whatever she thought, and even spoke incoherently.

"You have been defending Meng Liang, from the very beginning when I met her, she showed up in the hospital and told me that you wouldn't come because you didn't want to see me, how could you not know, but you know, but you didn't stop her, and you didn't let her apologize to me."

The voice gradually choked a little, and Mu Shihuan bit his lower lip heavily.

"She called you in front of me, and before her, you never replied to the WeChat I sent you, and she provoked me...... You still didn't explain, and then ...... Later, the so-called 'bribery', she put pressure on her, right, but you still let her, she thinks I leaked secrets......"

The sourness was so strong that she almost bent over.

It hurts more and more.

"And ......" her lip bit and bited, and she almost used all her strength to say the next sentence, "Weibo gossip that time, you also defended her, right, you lied to me, you said that those gossips were just accidents, but it is clear that ...... Obviously, you found out the last gossip because Meng Liang found someone to break the news...... You chose to defend her and lied to me......"

"You ask me, are you a good deceitful?" As she spoke, tears fell, but she smiled hard, "What about me?" Li Jingyan, am I also very good at cheating? On the night she took me to the playground, she was ...... alone."

The man remained silent.

Mu Shihuan thought that she was dying of pain.

Wiping away her tears indiscriminately, her trembling voice became more and more obvious under the extreme confusion of her brain: "The bribery thing...... I know it's a frame-up, you know, and now ...... I can't help but think, is it for Meng Liang? You said that the Meng family helped you, Meng Liang...... She is so hostile to me because she likes you, so she targets me, and you want to appease her, so you let her count my shares, and I ...... I was so stupid that I naively thought that you were damaged for me, so I wanted to compensate you and ...... the shares."

Give you two words, and she won't be able to say anything, even if it's just a guess.

She felt so stupid.

Breathing hard, she closed her eyes.

All kinds of pictures flashed in his mind, both sweet and sour, but the strongest sense of existence was always the sweetness he gave.

But nowadays, the sweetness he gave was arsenic. Frost was the poison that wrapped around her heart.

She still didn't look at him, even though there were different voices fighting in her heart.

Mu Shihuan closed his eyes again.

"Li Jingyan......" she restrained, forcing herself to calm down, even if she couldn't do it, "between us...... There are too many questions, and what I just said is just a little bit, right? I had two years before I disappeared, and now there are more. ”

The force of the squeeze into her palm increased unconsciously, and she tried to wake herself up with the pain.

"The biggest problem, actually...... It's distrust," she smiled, but it was more ugly than crying, "Look, in fact, so many things have happened, we all know it, it's not a coincidence, it must be planned by the mysterious person behind the scenes that we can't find but knows you and me very well, he probably just wants to see us suspect and distrust each other, but ......"

The tears flowed again, and she wiped them away.

"You don't believe me, even if I explain, you only believe the agreement you see and the so-called recording, and me," she tugged at her lower lip, "and began to doubt the relationship between us, thinking of the recording, thinking of the photos of you and Meng Liang alone, thinking of your maintenance of her, thinking of your coldness towards me, distrusting me, and ...... for me"

In a trance, she seemed to suddenly understand something.

"That time...... We ate steak near the company that time, but you were a little weird that night, and then you were cold to me...... I thought it was a matter of work, and I wanted to accompany you to coax you, but now, I think ...... I'm so stupid that I can't feel your coldness and alienation, I can't feel ......"

Thinking of all the things during that time, Mu Shihuan suddenly felt that his body was even colder, especially his heart, which was cold and painful.

But she still reluctantly raised a smile: "You see, knowing that someone is willing to see us like this, we still don't trust each other and don't look like ourselves. ”

She paused.

After a while, she finally mustered up the courage she had left, and turned her head stiffly to meet the man's gaze.

"So, Li Jingyan, we ...... Let's be apart for a while. ”