32. I am happy when I think of you
【Hospital】
After Wei Ge went to the hospital in Cheng Fangguo, he leaned against the door of the ward, waiting for the hour he had set to pass.
Cheng Fangguo walked out of the ward and saw Wei Ge at a glance.
Wei Ge glanced at him lightly, his emotions were unrecognizable, and his tone was extremely natural.
"I didn't hear anything."
Dropping these words, Wei Ge walked into the ward with Cheng Fangguo's stunned look.
"Mom."
"Xiao Ge is here?"
This time, Wei Xia did not mention the title "Ah Yu", and how much Wei Ge heard outside the ward, the result would not change in any way.
He doesn't mention that dusty memory.
is not only because he and his mother were wronged in that memory, but also because of the incident related to Jiang Suwan.
"Mom, I cooked porridge, I'll feed you some."
In front of his mother, Wei Ge was another face, obedient and sensible, completely inconsistent with him anywhere outside the hospital.
Wei Ge knew more about his mother's condition than anyone else.
If you don't say or ask, it doesn't mean you don't know.
After Wei Ge brought out the porridge, he walked to his mother's hospital bed and sat down.
"No, I'll do it myself."
Wei Xia gently held Wei Ge's hand and snatched away the porridge bowl.
Wei Ge didn't say much, nodding in response to his mother.
There was a brief silence in the air, and Wei Ge didn't speak, just sat on the edge of the bed.
He knew what his mother would tell him.
"Little Ge, ......"
Wei Xia put down the bowl and sighed and looked at Wei Ge's face, she was a little uncomfortable, and the guilt in her heart couldn't be dispelled.
"I just talked to your uncle, I heard that you don't like to study at school? Is it? ”
Wei Ge was expressionless, nodded and answered her question bluntly.
"I'm not good at studying."
“…… But didn't you study physical education before? ”
"At that time, the teacher who taught you physical education also said that you-"
"Mom, can you stop talking about the past?"
Wei Ge's voice couldn't help but raise, but he immediately realized his mother's condition, and the last note of the sentence also disappeared.
"Mom, if you have anything, you don't need to say it again, it's all something I've already decided."
"Xiao Ge, come here."
Wei Xia beckoned Wei Ge to gently hold his forearm, and his hand, which was weak and dry because of the pain, made Wei Ge unbearable to take a second look.
"Mom told you not to cause trouble at school, Mom doesn't ask you how good your grades are, you just have to be happy."
"Mom's body Mom herself understands, but ah......"
"Who doesn't live one day less?"
"Mom can see it, but I'm afraid you can't."
Wei Ge just lowered his head, looked at his mother's hand, looked at his mother's thin arm hidden under the hospital gown, and finally he asked the question he had always wanted to ask.
He slowly raised his head, put everything aside, and cautiously opened his mouth.
"Mom, how did you do that?"
“…… Well? ”
"Cheng Zhipeng abandoned you and ran away with another woman."
"You took me, who was twelve years old, as a single mother, to work hard in Qinshu City."
"Now because of your illness, you are back in the southern town, back to your hometown, back to the place where you and him have memories."
"How did you endure it?"
"Shouldn't you hate the people they have a family with?"
Wei Xia easily opened Wei Ge's hand, the shock in her eyes trembled, and in the end, she didn't say a word to reply to her son's question.
Parents will always hide the essence of certain things for the sake of their children.
They think their children don't understand, but every child does, and they grow up earlier than their parents think.
"Let's go, there's still class in the afternoon, right?"
"Hmm...... You have a good rest. ”
"And ...... What I just said is not angry. ”
……
After Wei Ge left the hospital, he was in no mood to do anything else.
Ben also asked his fat brother at the same table to have a meal and inquire about Jiang Suwan's whereabouts.
But now he only felt heavy.
There was a wide road at the entrance of the hospital, and Wei Ge's mood was too heavy, and he could only walk through it intuitively without purpose.
The red light came on, and Wei Ge paced loosely across the road with his shoulders slumped.
If he had gone the other way that day, he would have missed something he would not want to miss in his life.
Jiang Suwan finished the work of the convenience store early today and is heading home.
As usual, I should have taken a bus home.
But after Jiang Su finished work tonight, he felt inexplicably upset and irritable in the afternoon sunshine.
Standing in front of the bus stop and waiting for a few minutes, she walked away impatiently, although the bus arrived only a short distance after she had walked.
She still succumbed to a certain laziness in her heart and gave up taking the bus.
Walking through one street after another, Jiang Suwan felt like the protagonist in a music video, but she preferred to be like a small supporting character.
No one will ask about her world, and "quiet" is the respect she wants to have the most.
She carefully observed everyone who passed by her, and observed strangers of all shapes and forms in the streets.
Everyone seems to have their own way of life, some people look like they are shrinking themselves into a small shell, while others know how much they love the world at a glance.
Jiang Suwan saw hope and negative side in passers-by, but he never found the same qualities as himself.
It is precisely because she has deeply dissected what kind of person she is that she cannot find anyone who is the same as herself, even if it is only a small similarity.
Just as she came to a crossroads, she inadvertently looked sideways and saw the same dot as herself.
She searched for the spot to find the man, and was surprised to find that on the other side of the zebra crossing was Wei Ge.
Ben still had a certain unhappiness when she came out of the convenience store just now—because Wei Ge's phrase "I'll go to you at noon" made her really look forward to it.
Including after seeing the cute short-haired girl, she was also very uncomfortable, and every time she was in a low mood, she couldn't help but think of someone more.
Previously there was only grandma.
Now I unconsciously think of Wei Ge.
And after that "missing", I walked through a few lonely streets and finally met the person I cared for.
The feeling is more joyful than the feeling of making an appointment and expecting it.
Wei Ge deeply remembers the scene when he came to the southern town that day and met Jiang Suwan for the first time.
Humidity after rain.
The rainbow of the sky.
Cat drenched on the corner.
Also, the shy and cramped Jiang Su is late.
He was in a bad mood that day.
Because I came to the "preamble" of my mother's hurt - a small southern town.
Because I want to draw the rainbow light of the healing vision of the sky, but I am not qualified to take out the paintbrush.
Because after the start of the third year of high school, I have to go to the class managed by Chengfang Guo to go to class.
But all the unhappiness that had piled up disappeared after seeing her.
Only Jiang Suwan has the ability to pull him out of his hardship.