So the thought of weighing the pros and cons was also stopped by herself.

She raised her head and looked directly at Wei Ge, and said in a shallow voice: "I know you're not that kind of person, so what happened?" ”

His brows furrowed, and his words warmed up: "I've always been worried about you." ”

"Anyway, as friends, we should share each other's burdens—"

Before the words fell, Wei Ge suddenly noticed something, and then squatted down to help Jiang Suwan tie the shoelaces that had fallen out at some point.

Jiang Suwan was a little cramped by his action, his mouth opened and closed, and he couldn't spit out a word after all.

After Wei Ge stood up, he directly hugged her into his arms, and due to the height difference, he gently rested his chin on the top of Jiang Suwan's head.

Jiang Suwan was extremely inexplicable, and it was difficult to push him away.

Because she was always worried about whether Wei Ge was particularly sad.

Yes, the usual Wei Ge, who has always been eager to follow him all the time, suddenly disappeared and disappeared without hearing from him for a few days.

In any case, it always feels like he has his own reasons.

Wei Ge hugged Jiang Suwan for a long time, feeling comforted at the same time, but also had the grievance of constantly unblocking, so his nose began to pantothenic, and so did his eyes.

It seems that everyone is like this, in front of their close people, in front of people they trust, there will be a lot of complex emotions, and those grievances will also be released.

But he still didn't dare to breathe hard, for fear of involving many complex emotions and eventually causing himself to collapse.

He didn't want to cry in front of Jiang Suwan.

He hoped that in Jiang Suwan's eyes, he would never be so fragile, and she could rely on herself.

Jiang Su buried her head in Wei Ge's chest at night, and while she was slightly out of breath, she really felt that the other party's breathing was also abnormal—she felt that he was restraining her breathing.

She had absolutely no idea what was going on with Wei Ge.

Didn't know at all.

But she guessed inexplicably, at this time Wei Ge was so fragile that he wanted to cry, and Jiang Suwan guessed that he needed to solve it.

So after thinking for a moment, she said slowly: "Wei Ge, it seems to be raining." ”

Emotionally stuck, he was very puzzled: "Huh? ”

Jiang Suwan stretched out a hand to Wei Ge's back and patted it lightly.

"Look, it's thundering."

"......" Wei Ge pulled out a smile helplessly, "Are you stupid?" ”

Jiang Suwan: "Maybe. So you have to talk to me, so I won't be an uninformed stupid." ”

Jiang Suwan: "I haven't seen you in the past few days-"

"I miss you so much." Wei Ge interrupted Jiang Suwan.

Jiang Suwan's blood coagulated for a moment: "You ......"

"Miss you. Very much. Wei Ge continued to repeat, "I miss you, Jiang Suwan. Even if I'm holding you like this, I'm still thinking, I'm going crazy. ”

"Eh, you, I'm ......" The magnetic field was completely disturbed by Wei Ge, Jiang Suwan was so helpless that she couldn't say a few words, and all the words fell apart in her brain.

"I can see it, but my thoughts are still very deep, so deep that I can't breathe."

"Jiang Su Late ......"

Disarmed and surrendered to Wei Ge's naked expression, Jiang Suwan subconsciously rubbed Wei Ge's chest: "Huh? ”

"Where are you?"

Wei Ge's voice was extremely hoarse, but the tears still did not flow.

I endured it so much that I forgot how to cry.

Jiang Suwan replied to him softly: "I'm here, here, and I am hugged very tightly by you." ”

"But I'll always ......"

There's always going to be a loss of you, right?

Wei Ge kept repeating this sentence in his heart, hoping that Jiang Suwan in his arms could perceive his heart through the rhythm of his heartbeat.

However, feelings always need to be honest.

Anything that doesn't say a word, once it starts to accumulate, may eventually usher in disappointment and the opposite.

But the young man at that time only knew that he was afraid, and all his emotions were defeated by fear, and he no longer had enough strength to fight against "unfrankness".

"What will always be? I know you don't want to say it, but I hope the second half of your sentence is worth my expectations. Jiang Suwan closed her eyes and said softly.

She felt it herself, and her emotions were softer than at this time.

She didn't want to deny it, it was all because of Wei Ge.

Everyone has their moments of true feelings, and those moments of true feelings are not the same.

As for the expression of the emotion of "caring", there is no doubt that Jiang Suwan and Wei Ge are different.

But even if the expressions of the two are different, they can still deeply feel each other's emotions.

They hugged each other and soaked in warmth.

In this kind of déjà vu emotion, many fragmentary pictures appeared in Jiang Suwan's mind...... Seems...... A long, long time ago, I used to hug someone like this to keep warm.

"It's getting late, I'll take you home." Finally, Wei Ge let go of Jiang Suwan, and the hand that was originally holding her body shifted his position and moved to her wrist.

Jiang Suwan thought that he was going to lead him directly, but he didn't.

He just took advantage of the situation to stretch her hand away and let her hand grab at his clothes.

He smiled, as if he was pleasant, but also tired.

"Try to catch me, too."

Jiang Suwan followed his steps, but she didn't listen to him, and let go of her hand after a few seconds.

In order not to misunderstand Wei Ge, she deliberately tidied up her neckline, as if there was a reason to loosen him.

"Don't keep your worries to heart, Weigo." She smiled at him, "It's going to be uncomfortable." ”

Nodding: "Hmm." ”

After thinking about it, his smile couldn't help but deepen a little: "Eh, why are you so well-behaved today?" ”

"I said, I'm worried about you." Realizing that this sentence was too direct and ambiguous, she frowned slightly, "Your whole person's aura is very different. ”

"Like, it's sad."

“…… Well. Again, he just nodded.

Twice wrapped in this cotton-like response, Jiang Suwan was a little unspeakably depressed.

She knew she shouldn't interfere in private matters that others didn't want to tell.

However, once again, his own principles failed with Wei Ge.

She looked at him sincerely, with a hint of coquettishness in her eyes that even she didn't realize.

She said, "Can't you tell me at all?" Why don't you talk about it? Say it, it's going to feel better anyway, really. ”

Wei Ge fell into Jiang Suwan's deep and pure eyes, and his behavior was a little involuntary, so he slowly told some facts.

"I'm back to Qinshu City."

"Take care of something, my mom ......"

Jiang Suwan's eyes suddenly flashed past the funeral of Uncle Wang's house, and some bad speculation arose, and she quickly avoided it in a panic.

She didn't want that to happen.

She begged that this wouldn't happen to Weigo.

"Whew......" Wei Ge gasped, the memories kept stirring his emotions, making him very powerless to deal with.

Many things are interrelated, and it seems that once one point is said, another fact will be pulled out, and perhaps the fact that Jiang Suwan will be harmed.

He has lost his only loved one, and he doesn't want to disappoint the last person he cares about in the world, maybe even despair.

So he's been hesitating, he's been scared.

"Are you okay? If you really can't say it, then-"

"No," Wei Ge gently interrupted her, "I just don't know where to start, I don't know if you'll want to hear me." ”

"It's okay, you can say it slowly, if you can't finish it, it's okay to go home......" Jiang Suwan blushed a little and avoided Wei Ge's gaze," sent a message to continue. ”

"Let's talk as we go." Shame came up, Jiang Suwan didn't want to make herself look too embarrassed, so she raised her chin even more.

Wei Ge watched her movements, but didn't say much.

eased his mood a little and began to tell his past.

"I can't remember exactly what day it was, but anyway, he and my mom divorced."

"My mother has always been not in good health, and then she fell ill, and during her illness, there was a rift in the relationship between the two people."

"He had other women out there, I saw it, and I knew my mother had always known about it, but she was so gentle that she didn't poke him through the whole time, and I didn't blame him."

"For a man who hurts herself like this, she is full of tolerance, and finally speaks out about the divorce before that man."

"I hate him."

No, I hate him.

"So I chose to follow my mother."

"In the past, my name was Cheng Siyu, and I had the man's surname, and he also took the name. But ever since he expressed his infidelity to this feeling, I began to hate my name. ”

"At my strong request, my mom helped me change my name."

"After the divorce, we never saw him again."

"Later, my mother's health deteriorated, and the doctor said that she needed to find a place she liked to recuperate—so I followed her back here, a small town in the south."

"The head teacher, Cheng Fangguo, is my uncle and the man's own brother."

"I ...... Hates everyone in his family, but he is really good to his mother. ”

"My mother has a deep affection for the small southern town, and many of her fond memories are here, so I am willing to stay here for her and rely on the family I hate."

Jiang Suwan couldn't help but speak softly: "But actually, he is very good to you." I can see that. ”

Wei Ge nodded: "Yes, because of guilt, for my mother, or for me." ”

"The other day...... My mother needed to be transferred to a hospital abroad because of her illness, and Qinshu City basically wouldn't go back, so I returned to Qinshu City and settled everything before coming back. ”

"I'm sorry, I'm in a very low mood these days, and I have a lot of things to deal with, so I haven't looked at my phone or contacted you."

Wei Ge's voice lowered a few points, and he repeated again: "I'm sorry. ”

He himself didn't expect that he would be able to deceive Jiang Suwan with ingenious lies so naturally, and he didn't even realize that this was a lie.

The hoarse and beautiful voice aroused the sadness in Jiang Suwan's heart this time - she felt Wei Ge's exhaustion, so deep, so powerless.

At this time, the two were already standing at the intersection of a certain road.

The two stood opposite each other, Wei Ge lowered his head, and Jiang Suwan raised his head.

"You...... Be sure to pick yourself up early. ”

She gasped, and felt that she didn't seem to be speaking properly, "I mean, I ......"

Wei Ge laughed and stretched out his hand to gently rub Jiang Suwan's hair.

"I know, I'll cheer up, otherwise what mood will I be in to study with Jiang Su tomorrow? That's right, Mr. Jiang. ”

“…… Almost. By the way, there's one more thing I want to ask you. Jiang Xu thought that when he was in the café, Wei Ge and the group of bastards were in an unusual state, and he still couldn't help but want to find out the truth.

After all, she still didn't want Wei Ge to have too much to do with that kind of person.

But...... Jiang Suwan thought again that if Wei Ge was indeed one of those kinds of people, he was not completely mentally prepared.

She suddenly realized that she had been reading so many books, setting up so many principles, and making so many warnings about the world, but after all, she still met a Wei Ge who made her change her mind easily.

For Wei Ge, she will move out a lot of what she has learned to be tolerant.

"Say." Wei Ge nodded.

Jiang Suwan moved his steps back, so that he could look at him from a better angle, and at the same time, he also expressed his own meaning of "distancing" to Wei Ge, so that Wei Ge understood that this was a more serious matter for Jiang Suwan.

Jiang Suwan: "In the café, what is your relationship with those men?" They're like that, but why are they so afraid of you? ”

Jiang Xuwan: "Did you have contact with them without me knowing?" Or were you meant to be a companion of that group? I...... I really don't have the right to interfere with what kind of person you are, but if that's the case, maybe I'll have to re-examine the matter of being friends more carefully. ”

Jiang Suwan understood that he was saying this, no matter which angle he stood on, he was a little aggressive and nosy.

But if she doesn't say it now, I'm afraid that it will cause greater contradictions in her heart.

Wei Ge looked at the girl who spoke his heart in front of him, and began to be at a loss.

He did have a connection with the boys.

Without Jiang Suwan's knowledge, he did play some gambling games with them.

He didn't like that group of people.

But because a few of those people in that group knew about "Jiang Suwan of Zhiyun High School", he hoped that he could push away all the invisible dangers for Jiang Suwan.

With the help of various things, he had a fight with the boss of the vocational high school next door and won. The boy's name was Rui Ting, and because he saw the blood on Wei Ge's body, he became a brother with him.

Wei Ge didn't refuse, and he felt that it was not completely without benefits.

Therefore, the group of boys also obeyed Wei Ge's words.

But these things must not be able to tell Jiang Suwan.

If she says it all, I'm afraid it will keep Jiang Suwan away from her again-just like her small action of just taking half a step back.

He really didn't want to take any more risks.

So he told another lie.