63. Turn fear into strength
Wei Ge found that Jiang Suwan beside him had no sound, and tilted his head to look at her—only to find that Jiang Suwan was tense and his expression was a little embarrassed.
As usual, it must be his subjective masterpiece to cause such an embarrassment to Jiang Xuwan, but at this moment, including Fang Cai's actions, he is indeed a disheartened move.
But the result was satisfying.
He made no secret of his triumphant smile, leaned forward like a hunter, and deliberately made a sniffing motion:
“…… It's my taste. ”
The consciousness was desperate, the emotions did not have time to squeeze to the bottom of the heart, all the emotions were expressed on the face, and even swallowed saliva at a loss.
Wei Ge really didn't hold back, and his shoulders shrugged with laughter.
He stretched out his index finger and bent it slightly to scrape the bridge of Jiang Suwan's nose, and his tone was helpless and doting, "Why are you so stupid, huh?" River, flocculent, late. ”
The long tone, the slightly raised tone, and the slight drunkenness that has not been dissipated, these unknown feelings tugged at Jiang Suwan's heartstrings like a few little devils, and in the end, her behavior was completely out of place.
Wei Ge's smile was still on his face, and he didn't have time to retract his index finger when he stretched out to tease her, and the next second his rhythm was all disrupted by Jiang Suwan-
I saw her like an elk looking for food, gently grabbing Wei Ge's wrist, getting closer a little bit, and her small and delicate nose sucked from time to time:
"The smell of your body—the smell of wine, a little bit good."
This time it was Wei Go's turn to swallow.
He really couldn't figure it out if he wanted to break his head, why did Jiang Suwan know how to fight back so easily?
Now he has become a complete layman.
Although he really doesn't understand feelings and has no actual combat experience, he always feels that knowing how much he likes Jiang Suwan should determine that he is self-taught in many aspects, right?
It's too ...... now.
"What are you doing with your eyes closed?"
"Huh? I...... Oh no, nothing. ”
Wei Ge reacted, only to realize that he had closed his eyes spinelessly at some point, while Jiang Suwan was sitting upright, looking at himself with a very simple gaze.
Embarrassedly buckled his forehead, picked up the newspaper on the table and continued to read the wrong question, but what he saw was his embarrassed appearance......
Jiang Suwan stretched out his hand and poked Wei Ge's shoulder, and Wei Ge looked at her sharply, a little angry.
"What?"
"Wei Ge, can you tell me now?"
"......" Wei Ge paused, and a serious mood began to fill his heart little by little, this is the moment that needs to be faced.
"If I don't say it, will you beat me?" He pretended to be funny and tried it, but what he got was Jiang Suwan's extremely unhappy frowning behavior, and he also understood that today's matter must be frank and lenient.
Wei Ge turned off the lights in the room with a "snap", and the brief vision barrier formed a few seconds of darkness, and then, gradually, the two saw each other blurred in the darkness.
Because there is an air conditioner in the room that releases cold air, the air is a little cold for the two people who have taken a shower.
In the silence, Wei Ge's gasps were a little louder.
"Ah Wan, what kind of person do you think the drinker is?"
And after a long silence, Wei Ge said this.
Jiang Suwan pursed her lips and took a deep breath: "Wei Ge, I don't want to, and I don't like to subjectively judge certain people and things. ”
"What kind of you do you want me to see?"
"What kind of person you are, I want you to tell me, not that I myself have been manipulated there by inexplicable speculation and unprovoked emotions."
The corners of Wei Ge's lips were slightly hooked, as if he had received a little comfort and encouragement.
"They have something to tell me, so they invited me over for dinner."
The so-called "things" they want to talk to Wei Ge are actually related to Jiang Suwan - this Wei Ge doesn't want to tell Jiang Suwan.
He didn't want to put any pressure on her, and he would just help her get rid of all the difficulties.
"I'd love to show you a very good version of yourself, but the truth is, I'm a guy who can drink, and he drinks in a tavern."
“…… Hate me, don't you? "Wei Ge was overly worried, and his words were a little stumbling.
Jiang Suwan got up slightly and turned on the light in the room, just like what she was about to say, frank and bright.
She sat back on the bench and smiled comfortingly.
"Wei Ge, I'm a — don't like to look at people with prejudice."
"Drinking doesn't mean anything, and I'll probably drink in the future."
"But I'm a person who looks at the facts objectively and analyzes the pros and cons."
"What kind of people to drink with, when to drink, and for what-"
"You know what kind of people those boys are, they-"
Wei Ge was worried that Jiang Xuwan would misunderstand that he was friends with those people, so he hurriedly explained, "I only have to drink with them today, or I will have an intersection with them, and I won't have it in the future!" It's the first and last time! ”
"The paper that should have been completed in the evening self-study, because you directly skipped class to drink, so-" Jiang Xu ordered the English newspaper on the table later, "It can only be completed now, especially without timeliness, why is this?" ”
Wei Ge's raised hands were a little depressed to his side, and he leaned weakly against the back of the chair—
"Do you know why I'm living alone?"
"For—"
"My mother is hospitalized."
"Didn't you just have another question? What do you say you drank for...... Wei Ge tilted his head sideways and looked at Jiang Xu and smiled, smiling a little sadly, "Lu Zirui called me over for dinner tonight, and after listening to them talk about some so-called things, I was very irritable, and I felt like a burden." ”
Lu Zirui and they told Wei Ge that Xuzhou, who has a smart brain, has parents who are diplomats, and his background is still wealth, including appearance, everything is very superior.
Wei Ge doesn't worry about people who are superior to him, he just doesn't like people who are superior to him like people he likes.
He thought of his seriously ill mother, thought of his complicated family situation, including the memory related to Jiang Suwan, which was also full of depressive colors......
He was very flustered, as if when he opened his eyes, he saw people who he could not rely on.
He can only move forward on his own, and no matter how tired he is, he can't complain.
That's why I borrowed wine to kill my sorrows.
"After drinking, I feel that my mother is seriously ill, and what they tell me, etc., can be temporarily closed and numb the brain a little."
Wei Ge pointed to his head and licked the corner of his mouth, "It will be a little more comfortable." ”
"So, are you going to hate me? Do you feel like I've been disturbing your life? But I'm sorry, I have to follow my family all the time, I have to, I have to. ”
Jiang Suwan directly got up again, turned off the light, sat back on the stool, and stretched out his hand - gently touched Wei Ge's head.
“…… Great work. ”
"Actually, you're great."
Through the darkness, the girl comforted him in the way that the boy comforted herself, and also experienced how deep the boy's inner pain was.
"Smack", the girl's hand was gently held by the boy, and in the dark, after a low sigh, the boy said in a dumb voice,
"Let's not be afraid of the dark, shall we?"
"It's ...... to turn darkness into our strength"