Chu Shancheng paid a painful price for his willfulness, Dong Xiaowan's accident and his grandfather's accident were one after the other, like two sharp weapons into his heart, and he turned around twice.

made him fall into strong self-doubt, whether the original choice was right, whether it was his willfulness and unscrupulous character, which led to the end of his grandfather now paralyzed in bed.

He went to Saddle with infinite remorse and some self-torture to do a detailed work.

Anda is located in the northwest, a little further west than Mongolia, although not as much of a threat to the Central Plains as the Mongols, because of the geographical proximity.

But the Saddlers are even more rough and cruel.

In order to get into Anda, Chu Shancheng grew a long beard, wore animal clothes, and stayed alive for four days without water and food in the desert, and was on the verge of dying immediately.

At that time, he lay flat on the desert, watching the afterglow of the setting sun hang down like a line, red and hideous.

He thought to himself that either the Saddler would find himself in their tent, or he would die in the desert.

At that moment, his heart was too lonely, lonely and empty.

Chu Shancheng has been very lonely since he was a child, he has no mother, and he has an eccentric father, and the only thing that is good to him is his grandfather's family and the master's seal.

But for them, Chu Shancheng is more out of respect and nurturing.

And not close.

Therefore, since he was born, he has been carrying a heavy burden on his shoulder, trembling and walking on thin ice every day, thinking about how to resist his father, how to protect his grandfather's family, how to lead a good team, and protect his brothers.

He is the eldest brother, so he naturally has to think about all his brothers.

Dong Xiaowan was the only person he had ever been close to in this world.

That closeness is a kind of reassurance, a kind of warmth, like a ray of sunshine shining on him.

He wants to stay with her all the time, as long as he stays together, he is at ease, and he is defenseless.

He can shatter all the hard shells on his body, revealing himself who is a little soft, a little happy, and a little pyrotechnic.

But.......

Such a good girl was killed alive by others in order to protect herself, or tortured to death like torture.

The sunset on the desert slowly sets, red with purple in the middle. Chu Shancheng's consciousness had begun to gradually blur, he seemed to punish himself, and for a moment he was thinking very seriously, even if he died in this desert with no people, it seemed that it didn't matter.

But God seemed to like to joke with him, and he had already begun to embrace death, and a team of iron horsemen passed by, dragged him on the back of his horse and brought him back to Saddle's tent as a prisoner.

For more than a year, he hid the fact that he knew martial arts, was arbitrarily called by the Anda people, beaten and scolded at will, pretended to be a somewhat sluggish captive of the Central Plains, tossed and turned between the camps of Anda, and did some vulgar work.

But for Chu Shancheng, he was low-key enough to collect all the secret reports and military information he needed from Anda, including defense, including the number of soldiers, abilities, terrain characteristics, etc.

In the end, it hibernated for a long time and was annihilated in one fell swoop.

He hadn't spoken for more than a year, and he was becoming more and more like a wild wolf trying to survive alone in the desert.

The only thing I miss is my grandfather Gu Weijun, who supports me to live, endure it, and persevere.

In the courtyard of the Gu family, Gu Weijun was pushed out to bask in the sun.

The old man in the wheelchair was skewed and distracted, and on a small table next to him, these snacks and a cup of hot tea were set up.

Opposite him were Gu Liuying, who was also in a wheelchair, and Chu Shancheng, who had been kneeling for an unknown amount of time.

Chu Shancheng slammed his head on the ground, sobbing sideways.

When he first entered the house, his grandfather, touching his beard, pressed his tongue against the roof of his mouth, and reluctantly poured the two words back and forth: "willow-willow, willow, willow".

Gu Liuliu is Chu Shancheng's mother's name.

Grandfather Gu Weijun touched his beard and recognized him as his mother.

Chu Shancheng listened to Liu Liu's words, as if he couldn't bear it, he knelt on the ground, his head knocked up, and his forehead was bleeding, and he didn't have any scruples.

When Gu Weijun saw him like this, he seemed to have lost interest in him, and raised his face to the little guy next to him: "Drink-drink water"!

The little guy hurriedly picked up the teacup next to him, took the spoon, and put the tea into his mouth little by little.

Gu Liuying persuaded Chu Shancheng beside him: "Since the old man had an accident, his sanity has not been very clear. It's none of your business, don't blame yourself so much, get up! ”

As he spoke, he turned the wheelchair to Chu Shancheng's side, and stretched out his two hands with difficulty, trying to help him up.

But Chu Shancheng was stubborn and resolute, he couldn't kneel for a long time, crying like a child, Gu Liuying's hands and feet were inconvenient, how could he afford him, he could only sigh, helpless to see him ruining his body like this.

When the sun set, Gu Weijun saw that the sun was almost gone, so he waved a hand like a child: "Go back to the house, go back!" The little guy turned Gu Weijun's wheelchair around and slowly pushed him back into the house.

The old man, who was still like a child just now, turned his back to Chu Shancheng and Gu Liuying, and for some reason, a tear flowed from the corner of his eye, dripping on the back of his hand, and no one noticed it.

After Gu Weijun entered the house, Chu Shancheng was still kneeling outside.

He felt ashamed in his heart, and always felt that his grandfather became what he is today because he couldn't return to Beijing with Gu Jiajun and be by his side when his grandfather was most hit.

He had a strong self-doubt about whether he shouldn't have gone against the emperor in the first place, because he didn't expect that it was not only himself who would suffer the consequences in the end, but also his grandfather.

Some persistence is valuable, but when it comes to the comfort of one's loved ones, it becomes ridiculous.

。。。。。。

Dong Wan went to the Jingcheng County Ya for the Feifei girl in the neighbor's alley to fight a lawsuit, and helped her redeem her deed of sale back into his hands.

The procession of several hundred meters was immense, and the soldiers carried guns and spears, some on horses, some stamped their feet in a majestic manner, all with their heads held high and a proud smile on their faces.

The people around them were cheering for them: "Good job! Welcome home! "There were still some embroidery of girls smashed on some handsome soldiers, and the soldiers followed the flowers in their hands, and as they walked, they raised an irrepressible smile.

Dong Wan unfolded the fan, covering half of his face to watch this majestic and heroic team pass by him, and the Fei Fei girl next to him teased him: "Looking at these heroic soldiers, it seems that Brother Wan's handsomeness has weakened a little." ”