Chapter 27 The way forward is for you to walk by yourself
"Are you really sad or delusional that I will let you go, huh? Do you think that amnesia can erase everything in the past? β
In the quiet of the bedroom, his low voice mingled with her faint choking voice, and as his eyes gradually darkened, he finally disappeared, as if it had never happened.
Retracting his hand, Li Jingyan stood up straight and stared at her for a few seconds before he turned to leave.
"Don't ...... No...... Walk ......"
Sobbs suddenly rang out behind him, with a subtle sense of fear.
Li Jingyan's footsteps paused slightly.
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The double burden of physical and psychological overwhelm made Mu Shihuan sleep very unsteadily, she kept dreaming, as if she was watching flowers, but every scene was as clear as yesterday.
In the dream, she is still the same as before, she is a free little Taoist priest in the Taoist temple, she doesn't have to think about anything, she eats, drinks and plays every day, catches fish and teases cats, and pretends to meditate and read books for fear of being punished by the master.
But in fact, she knew that the master knew it very well, but the master still chose to turn a blind eye and indulge her and spoil her.
The same is true for the little brother.
is so much younger than himself, but like a serious little old man, he still protects her as a child.
At that time, every day was happy.
Mu Shihuan wanted to catch it, and even more wanted to go back.
But when she tried to reach out, those beautiful things were forcibly stripped away, leaving only the present that she didn't want to face and didn't want to believe, and was extremely repulsive from beginning to end, as well as the inexplicable gunshots and blood that couldn't be avoided.
She was isolated, helpless, abandoned and disgusted by everyone.
The past and reality are intertwined, like a big net enveloping her, she can't break free, slowly, the net is tighter and tighter, and her little face is red, almost suffocating.
Vaguely, she seemed to see the backs of the master and the little brother gradually moving away.
She desperately wanted to shout, but she heard a sigh from her masterβ
"Shi Huan, the way forward, you have to go by yourself."
She walks on her own?
How to go?
Master......
Master!
When he opened his eyes suddenly, Mu Shihuan's mood was sudden, his breathing was unsteady, and he was still in a dream.
The shallow light fell on her face, and she unconsciously rolled her eyes, and when she found a figure lying on the sofa, she thought in a trance and uncomfortable, sure enough, she had a nightmare.
Otherwise, how could she have dreamed that he was saying nasty things to herself, and then saw that nasty man lying on the couch?
It must be a dream.
Perhaps, when you wake up, you won't be able to see......
With such an escape thought, Mu Shihuan closed her eyes, and not long after, she fell into an unstable sleep again.
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Following.
Looking at the degree on the thermometer, Aunt Xu breathed a sigh of relief, and a smile finally appeared on her face: "Thank God, the fever has finally started to go down, Dr. Rong's medicine is really useful, fortunately there is Dr. Rong." β
Mu Shihuan just woke up, and the whole person was still in a daze and had no strength.
"Dr. Yung?" She was puzzled, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she realized how hoarse her voice was, "I ......"
Aunt Xu put away the thermometer and said: "Mrs., you can't fall asleep on the balcony in the future, it's easy to catch a cold in autumn, you had a high fever all day yesterday, and it's useless to hang a drip, and finally Mr. invited Dr. Rong, Dr. Rong, he is a Chinese medicine doctor, he ......"
Mu Shihuan was still following her words to recall yesterday's events, but when she heard her name for Li Jingyan, her mind immediately went blank, and it took her a few seconds to react.
"...... Powerful"
Aunt Xu was blowing the freshly boiled porridge, and she didn't see her strange appearance, but she thought of what happened last night, and couldn't help but smile and took over: "Yes, Mr. is actually very worried about you, personally cooling you down physically, and feeding you medicine." β
Feeding ......
With a "hum", Mu Shihuan's brain exploded completely.
So...... So last night she dreamed that she was forced to drink very bitter medicine, and was threatened with such embarrassment and humiliation, all of which was not her hallucination, but ...... It's true?!
She thought ......
As if to confirm her suspicions, the next moment, some clips about last night began to appear in her mind, and those minds were clearly ...... Without exception, there is a figure of that man!
"Madam, ...... you" Aunt Xu looked up and happened to see a pale face, there seemed to be a faint mist in her eyes, she was worried, and hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?" Wife? β
Mu Shihuan pursed his lips and remained silent.
Aunt Xu was even more worried.
"Ma'am?" Seeing that she didn't have any energy, much worse than when she just woke up, Aunt Xu was so anxious, "I'll trouble Dr. Rong to come over again, sir...... By the way, I also inform ......"
"Don't!" Mu Shi suddenly raised his voice and spoke.
When the words fell, her breath was immediately unstable, and her head was even more uncomfortable.
"Don't ...... Don't notify that person! Biting and biting her lip, she stubbornly repeated.
Aunt Xu opened her mouth.
For a while, the atmosphere in the bedroom changed slightly.
Aunt Xu sighed silently, and finally carefully persuaded: "Okay...... No notice. Madam, let's drink the porridge first, drink it well and rest. β
As she spoke, she sat on the edge of the bed, scooped a spoonful of porridge and handed it to Mu Shihuan's mouth.
I didn't want to, but I saw a pair of reddened eyes.
It's not pitiful.
"Mrs. ......"
The chest was very tight, as if something was pressing, and in his mind, it was the dream of last night, and the words that the man said echoed, Mu Shihuan only felt that the whole person was about to be overwhelmed by emotions.
"Aunt Xu......" choked uncontrollably, she looked at Aunt Xu with teary eyes, and every word had an extremely obvious trill, "I...... I used to ...... Is it true...... As bad as they say? I'm really the one they say I call ...... Mu Shihuan? β
Aunt Xu was stunned.
Looking at the increasingly red eyes in front of her, she couldn't help but feel distressed, and she didn't know how to answer.
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Mu Shihuan began to slowly subside in his fever.
However, it is only that there is no longer a high fever, although the Chinese medicine is not drunk once, it still has not completely reduced the fever, not to mention that there is no strength in the body, and the mental state of the whole person is obviously very bad.
She was very silent and negative, if it wasn't for Aunt Xu taking her out for a breathtaking walk, she would never have taken half a step out of the bedroom.
No one knew what she was thinking.
Aunt Xu was worried, and also called Li Jingyan, Li Jingyan was only silent for two seconds, and then indifferently told her not to care, she can toss as much as she likes, as long as the fever is reduced.
Not only that, but he also told Rong Xiuhan that he didn't have to go over.
Aunt Xu was indescribably anxious and embarrassed, but she was caught in the middle and had no choice but to try her best to make Mu Shihuan happy, and then think of a way to make her a delicious appetizer.
However, the effect is minimal.
Mu Shihuan was still confused.
And just like that, three days passed.
On the fourth day, Mu Shihuan had actually lost his fever, but he looked tired and his little face had lost a lot of weight.
In the evening, Aunt Xu habitually prepared to cook her something delicious.
"Aunt Xu......"
When Leng Buding heard the voice, Aunt Xu was stunned at first, and when she reacted, she almost cried with joy.
You must know that Mu Shihuan hasn't spoken much for three days.
She was overjoyed and hurriedly trotted to her: "Madam, what do you ......say?"
Thinking back to the picture of the master taking her and her little brother to make osmanthus cakes together last year, Mu Shihuan retracted her gaze from the window in frustration, and lowered her head to hide the sourness in her eyes: "Can I ...... Eat osmanthus cake and ice cream ......"
Where would Aunt Xu refuse?
"Of course, ma'am!" She was overjoyed, "Then Mrs., let's change our clothes, will Aunt Xu take you out to eat?" I know there's a shop where ice cream is the most delicious and the most popular with little girls. β
She said that she was about to help Shi Huan get up.
Mu Shihuan was stunned for a few seconds, then laughed at himself, and the grievances in his tone suddenly became obvious: "Can I go out?" β
Aunt Xu opened her mouth, and finally said cautiously: "Madam, Mr. said...... If you want to go out, you can go out, sir...... And it doesn't imprison your ...... of freedom."
It's just that you have to have a bodyguard follow you when you go out.
Of course, she didn't say that.
"Ma'am?"
"Good ......" Mu Shi responded happily, looking sad.
Aunt Xu couldn't bear it, but she didn't know what to say.
More than forty minutes later.
Mu Shihuan sat down at an ice cream parlor in a shopping mall, and Aunt Xu and two bodyguards sat at the round table diagonally opposite her.
Soon, the waitress brought her the ice cream she ordered, which looked very tempting.
Mu Shihuan moved his eyes, reached out and took the spoon and dug his mouth.
It's sweet, it's cool, it's delicious.
But......
It's not as delicious as my master's hand.
Just thinking about it, Mu Shihuan's eyes were sour, and the stuffiness that had been pressing on her chest in the past few days seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, making her breathless.
The tears were about to fall very unproductively, and she didn't want people to see them, so she reached out to wipe them away.
At that moment, a vague but pleasant smell of perfume invaded the nose, and then the shadow fell.
Mu Shihuan raised his eyes.
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The old house of the Li family.
"Smack!"
With a crisp sound, the chopsticks were heavily rested on the table.
"Great, long, Yan!"
Almost at the same time that the words fell, the eyes of other people at the table were all focused on Li Jingyan, some watched the show, some sneered, some had bad intentions, in short, they all had ghosts.
Atmosphere, abrupt change.
Only Li Jingyan turned a deaf ear and didn't care.
"Well," casually put down the chopsticks in his hand, he looked at the old man slowly, as if smiling, ruffian and elegant, "What are you angry about, I'm not back?" β
Old man Li stared at him, and he was really angry: "Three urges and four invitations before you are willing to come back, your wings are hard?" Or is the company so busy that you don't have time to come back for a meal? β
With a sneer, he added with a serious expression: "If you are really busy, then let others help share it." β
As soon as these words came out, many people's eyes lit up.
Li Jingyan lifted his eyes and swept the circle lightly, the smile on the corner of his lips was still there, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes at all, and it was even very cold and indifferent.
"What the hell do you have to call me back?" He just didn't see it, and he didn't answer.
Old Man Li frowned angrily.
"Jingyan," the second aunt sitting opposite Li Jingyan smiled, and persuaded in a soft voice, "Don't make your grandfather angry, we can finally wait until you go home before we can sit down and eat together." β
seemed to be playing a round game, but as soon as the conversation changed, the next second, she asked: "By the way, I heard...... Mu Shihuan is back, isn't she? Why don't you bring her back with you? Anyway, she is also your wife and a family. β