84. Similar fears
"What's the problem?" Jiang Suwan followed Wei Ge's eyes and looked deeper.
Wei Ge raised his head, turned his neck twice, and hissed:
"Didn't you say that you have a separate ...... with Xuzhou Have you ever met? β
Ben was still in a more tactful tone, but after thinking about it carefully, there was nothing wrong with his thoughts, so he became firm.
"It's just the concern of an ordinary friend - what's the matter with you and Xuzhou meeting alone? I, don't scold me, anyway, I always feel that he has bad intentions towards you. β
Wei Ge's words are not without basis, after all, Xuzhou personally admitted that he liked Jiang Xuwan.
Thinking of this, Wei Ge was angry, but Jiang Suwan didn't like his conjecture that others were "bad".
I thought that Jiang Su would be dissatisfied with her words, however, she was just silent.
Yes, Jiang Suwan's silence is precisely because she is also clear about Xuzhou's feelings for herself, so Wei Ge's "ill intentions" is right to some extent.
"He's not a bad personβ" Worried that Wei Ge would be angry, she quickly added a word of sincerity, "Evaluate him objectively without any emotion." β
"Actually, I didn't have much communication and contact with him." Jiang Suwan finally hid the words he had with Xuzhou at the school gate that night.
I always feel that if I talk about it, the relationship between myself and Wei Ge is really completely different.
"Then you and himβ" Wei Ge was about to ask more, when the doorbell rang and a guest walked in.
It was a couple who came in, and their confused eyes wandered back and forth on Jiang Suwan and Wei Ge, and finally Jiang Suwan hurriedly stepped forward and changed into the friendly attitude of the waiter:
"Welcome, there's a basket here, you can carry it with you."
The couple thanked politely and caught the basket in Jiang Suwan's hand.
Knowing that it was his time to play, Wei Ge sat down again to delve into the topic.
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Time flies quickly, while helping Wei Ge with tuition, occasionally ushering in a few customers, Jiang Suwan is just able to cope with it.
In a blink of an eye, it was time for the shift change, but I saw that the boss never came back.
After a while, the phone called, showing - the boss aunt.
Jiang Suwan made a silent gesture to Wei Ge, signaling him not to speak, and only connected after getting Wei Ge's promise.
Jiang Suwan: "Hey, Auntie." β
Boss: "Evening girl, you can go home from work directly, your uncle Wang's son held a funeral today, and your grandmother and I are here to help, and it's not over yet." You go home first, and be safe. β
Jiang Suwan didn't express much confusion, but the anxiety was already obvious.
Jiang Suwan: "Good aunt, auntie, please ask my grandma not to be too tired, I'll be back soon." β
Boss: "yes, yes. Stay safe, it's late! β
Jiang Suwan: "Okay, goodbye, Auntie." β
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Suwan sped up his behavior, took care of all the things in the store, and checked it again and again before he walked out with Wei Ge with his schoolbag and locked the door of the convenience store.
The convenience store is not particularly far from home, but it still takes 20 minutes to walk home.
Jiang Suwan was very worried that her grandmother would tire herself by helping at other people's funerals, which would cause some physical discomfort.
Grandma is a very responsible person, and she is very kind and loves to help, so Jiang Suwan is naturally very worried.
She almost never takes a taxi, but today she opened the map software and called a taxi for the first time.
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Jiang Suwan: "Master, thank you for going to Nanxiang." β
Taxi Driver: "Okay girl. β
Seeing that Jiang Suwan's whole person was tense, obviously overly nervous, and listening to the content of the phone call just now, Wei Ge could roughly guess what she was worried about.
Jiang Suwan put the schoolbag on his lap, looked straight ahead, and put his hands on the schoolbag.
Wei Ge carefully observed her expression, and then reached out and grabbed one shoulder strap of Jiang Suwan's schoolbag on his lap.
Wei Ge: "Ah Wan. β
Jiang Su didn't look at him at night, just said "um".
Wei Ge spoke again: "Ah Wan." β
Jiang Suwan nodded.
Wei Ge: "Ah Wan. β
Jiang Suwan finally looked at it impatiently, frowning: "What's wrong?" β
Seeing that she finally looked at her, Wei Ge raised a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Ah Wan." β
He didn't say "don't be afraid", didn't say "it's okay, don't worry", and didn't say "I'm here", but suddenly Jiang Suwan inexplicably got endless warmth and comfort from Wei Ge's eyes.
This is the spiritual sustenance that only Weige will bring to himself.
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A few minutes later, the taxi stopped at the entrance of Nanxiang, and Jiang Xu hurriedly rushed out of the car after scanning the code to pay and ran towards Uncle Wang's house.
Wei Ge followed closely behind, not daring to slack off at all.
After all, it was a serious occasion like a funeral, Jiang Xu ran in the alley at night, but when she arrived at the door of Uncle Wang's house, she immediately slowed down, and then slowly walked into the courtyard of Uncle Wang's house.
The courtyard was a simple funeral arrangement, and most of them had dispersed after the meal, leaving only Uncle Wang and a few neighbors cleaning the scene.
Among these people, Jiang Suwan's grandmother naturally included.
Grandma Jiang Fengjuan was smiling very happily, washing the dishes with the owner of the convenience store.
Jiang Suwan was distressed and angry, said hello to Uncle Wang near the door, and walked quickly to her grandmother's side.
Grandma and the convenience store owner immediately noticed Jiang Suwan.
Boss: "Why did you get home so quickly today, girl?" β
Jiang Suwan: "Hmm"
Nodding his head, he pulled his grandmother to his side and wiped her hands clean: "Grandma, let me come." β
Grandma was particularly reluctant: "Oh girl, it's okay for grandma to wash the dishes, you study and work all day long, you're tired, don't get it, let grandma wash it." β
No matter how you say it, this is also at someone else's funeral, Jiang Suwan is a little forbearing: "Grandma, I'm really not tired." β
Seeing what grandma was going to say, Wei Ge rushed forward and squeezed the convenience store owner out of the way: "Grandma, auntie, let's come, we young people have strength." β
Grandma Jiang Fengjuan was overjoyed when she looked at Wei Ge's child, so she listened to the persuasion, looking at the two sensible children, Grandma Jiang and the convenience store owner laughed warmly on the side.
Boss: "The evening girl is really sensible." β
Grandma Jiang: "Alas, it's not, no matter where you go, you have to protect me, I'm such an old woman, what is there to protect, silly girl." β
Jiang Suwan was not happy with her grandmother's words, and looked at her grandmother: "Grandma, why are you talking like this again." β
Grandma Jiang laughed: "Okay, grandma, grandma doesn't say it, grandma doesn't say it." β
The two elders went to Uncle Wang's side, Jiang Xuwan looked at the bowl in the big basin, his eyes were slightly stunned, and he continued the movements in his hands.
Under the dim light, the long eyelashes cast a large shadow on the eyes, and Jiang Suwan suppressed his uncomfortable emotions and did not speak.
She remembered that in the distant past, when she was seven or eight years old, she was still a little clean, but now she is not nothing, but she can't have it.
It seems that the world has already quietly allowed some "growth" to take place secretly.
She also seemed to gladly accept it β no, she was happy to accept it. Jiang Suwan thought so.
Wei Ge saw that she kept her head down and didn't say a word, and directly pushed her aside.
"You wipe your hands clean and take them aside, let me come, or you can go and accompany your grandmother."
The stubborn temper surged up, and Jiang Suwan crashed back again.
"I can do it myself, if you want to go home, you can go back first."
Wei Ge's dissatisfaction was like a newborn spark, and Jiang Suwan's "unhappiness" was like water poured on it, which made Wei Ge lose his temper in an instant.
When he spoke, he was also full of warmth and relief: "Ah Wan, how can I go home now." β
Jiang Suwan frowned: "Then you can stay." β
The moment the words landed, two tears also dripped into the basin of the dishwasher.
In fact, what Jiang Suwan hurriedly said just now was just trying to cover it up, trying to add sideways movements to cover up the tears that poured out of his eyes uncontrollably.
However, after all, it was still a step slow.
Wei Ge took a step back and blocked Grandma Jiang's figure in her eyes.
He knows what she cares about, so he is willing to help her cover it up and help her maintain what she cares about.
In an instant, Jiang Suwan's heart was faintly awakened, and a certain emotion was awakening shallowly, and at that moment of slowly awakening, Jiang Suwan understood Wei Ge.
Jiang Suwan said in a shallow voice: "Thank you." Homeopathy also wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his cuffs.
Wei Ge nodded lightly from an angle that Jiang Suwan couldn't see, and silently accepted Jiang Suwan's gratitude.
The moisture pouring into his eyes was not diminished by Wei Ge's gentle demeanor, but intensified.
"Hold me off for a while, I'm going to ...... Take it a little longer. β
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"Is it better now?" Wei Ge saw that Jiang Su was about to wash the dishes at night.
Jiang Suwan is actually much better, but she doesn't want Wei Ge to help her wash the dishes anymore - she thinks that this is her grandmother's business, and she should do it herself, and there is always a strange feeling when she asks Wei Ge to help.
Jiang Suwan is very accustomed to dividing many things very clearly, but she is indeed grateful to Wei Ge, and undoubtedly, this gratitude is also because of her "clear" character.
Wei Ge roughly figured out Jiang Suwan's thoughts and took a step forward, this time his actions were more direct.
He grabbed Jiang Suwan's hand, his brows did not wrinkle, and he directly used his school uniform jacket to wipe the water stains on Jiang Suwan's hands, not thinking that the dishwashing water was dirty at all, all of this was just because the other party was Jiang Suwan.
This time, Jiang Suwan did not continue to be stubborn.
It's just that when Wei Ge wiped the water stains on her hands, she looked at Wei Ge's face and looked at his gentle expression, she could feel Wei Ge's understanding of her at the same time, she was also thinking about his experience.
"Wei Ge, do you feel like that, you are extremely afraid of someone leaving."
Jiang Suwan stood beside Wei Ge, watching his skillful dishwashing movements, and said with some anger.
Wei Ge: "I'm afraid. β
He glanced at her: "But it's useless to be afraid, it's a waste of time." β
Wei Ge: "If you are really scared, then try to cherish the moment." β
Changing his tone, he continued as he wiped a bowl clean, "And as I told you, I'm too scared, happiness will slip away, fool." β
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After finishing the matter at Uncle Wang's house, the group left his house after a short greeting.
Jiang Suwan looked at Uncle Wang's slightly lonely look, and then looked at the expressions of his grandmother and the convenience store owner, it seemed that some losses were not too big for adults.
She had understood this a long time ago, but she still couldn't accept it well.
No matter what the style of the deceased person is, if he is so important to himself, he will definitely not be able to be so calm when he leaves.
In the alley, Jiang Fengjuan and the convenience store owner walked in front, and Wei Ge and Jiang Suwan followed behind them.
Wei Ge: "Ah Wan. β
"Huh?" Jiang Xuwan, who had lowered his head, raised his head when he heard Wei Ge's voice.
Wei Ge: "...... Good night. β
She was stunned in bewilderment, and after a few seconds, she withdrew her gaze and nodded: "Good dream." β
"Do you have any arrangements for National Day?" Fang's still gentle and heavy tone suddenly became brisk.
Jiang Suwan nodded: "I want to work in a convenience store, and then accompany my grandmother." β
Jiang Suwan: "What about you?" β
Wei Ge thought for a moment, "Let's talk about it, but for the most part I should stay here-"
He stretched out his finger and pointed to the position on Jiang Suwan's side: "Here~"
Jiang Suwan didn't pay attention, lowered his head slightly, stepped on his shadow, and moved forward step by step.
The wind of the night howled in the alley, and finally washed away the fatigue of today.
At the door of Jiang Suwan's house, the owner of the convenience store left first.
Jiang Xu followed her grandmother into the yard at night, and Wei Ge stopped at the door and paused for a long time before leaving.
A door separates the two people from each other.
Walking out of the alley, Wei Ge's mobile phone received a call-
"Hey, what's the matter?" The tone is not very impatient.
"Wei Ge, your mother is ......"
A heart was instantly clenched tightly by a certain force: "What's wrong with my mom!" β
"It happened a little suddenly, your mom and she suddenly felt unwell tonight, and now the surgery is still -"
Before Cheng Fangguo's words were finished, Wei Ge hung up the phone directly, hailed a taxi on the side of the road, and rushed to the hospital where his mother was.
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The empty corridors of the hospital were filled with the smell of disinfectant water, and Wei Ge ran through them.
Finally ran to the door of the operating room, only to see the operating lights that had been on, and Cheng Fangguo waiting outside.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Cheng Fang Guoben's head buried in his hand suddenly raised: "You are here." β
Wei Ge's expression sank, and his whole person was shrouded in a thick layer of darkness.
ββ¦β¦ How's it going? β
Cheng Fangguo shook his head weakly: "I don't know, it's only been ten minutes......"
Wei Ge didn't sit down, just stood at the door of the operating room, looking at the closed door, "He's not going to come at all, is he?" β
The voice was slammed to the floor, revealing Wei Ge's deep hatred buried in time.