Chapter 1 The Lonely Do Not Deserve Youth

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The leaves are falling, autumn is approaching, and the familiar and piercing bells will ring again. With the crowd at the school gate, you can know that the start of school has arrived.

This is a public high school, and it looks like a normal high school. Depressed and solemn, it is the norm of every school under the oppression of the college entrance examination.

In front of this school, where the admission rate is targeted, learning is a matter of course. But when everyone's hearts are stirring, even God may not be able to move forward with all his heart and sprint for that one goal. There may be a very small number of gods, but most of them will be apprehensive by the scenery along the way, the contact of the same kind, and the restlessness of youth.

When Bai Hao stepped into the twenty-third class of high school for the first time, he had the urge to die.

......

Bai Hao stood in front of the classroom door and didn't dare to go in. This kind of situation of oversleeping late can happen on the first day, and sure enough, God doesn't even want to make me feel better at the beginning of school, and I am secretly annoyed in my heart.

His hand touched the door lightly, and his heart beat sharply when he heard the chirping of the people inside.

It's awkward to go in at this time, facing hundreds of pairs of eyes and looking for a seat in their eyes step by step. This embarrassing situation made Bai Hao feel that it was better to jump from the upstairs so that he could go to the hospital and miss the beginning of the school season.

The hand that touched the door was slowly lowered, and Bai Hao scratched his head and paced back and forth in the corridor.

"Torrent, ......"

Just as he was hesitating, Bai Hao suddenly heard the sound of footsteps coming from the stairs behind him, and heard the sound like the sound of high heels stepping on, probably the teacher.

Bai Hao's heart jumped suddenly, grabbed his trouser leg, gritted his teeth, and then pushed open the door of the classroom like a strong man dying.

The noisy classroom suddenly fell silent for a moment, and then continued to shout. Bai Hao smiled bitterly in his heart, is this familiar atmosphere really like a newly reorganized class? Then, under the gaze of countless pairs of eyes, he clutched the strap of his schoolbag and lowered his head towards the last row to find a vacant seat.

"Why are they still staring at me? It's good to ignore my existence, your gaze really makes me feel like a child that no one wants, and sympathy is really unnecessary. "It's not good to be broken in my heart.

After some inner turmoil, Bai Hao finally found his seat and sat down tremblingly.

Bai Hao poured textbooks in his schoolbag, listening to the hot talk of the people around him, and the coolness in his heart was even worse, he should have thought that the contacts accumulated in the first year of high school would not disappear in the second year of high school, even if it was re-disrupted, it only reduced the probability of meeting each other's circles, and the possibility was not zero. People who are not good at dialogue are retraced by the progress bar, and for them it is just a sentence like "Oops, what a coincidence!" ”

Syllable!

The classroom door opens again, and a woman in an apricot dress, her hair pulled straight up, and the sound of high heels tapping into the classroom. With her calm pace, confident expression, and squinting eyes, she is the head teacher of the 23rd class of high school.

Everyone suddenly froze, and immediately tightened their mouths, looking at the man who had silently announced that she was the boss of the area.

The woman picked up the chalk and wrote something towards the blackboard.

"Solemn, isn't it?" Bai said.

"My name is Zhuang Zheng, I am your Chinese teacher and class teacher, and I hope to ...... in the coming year"

Bai Hao listened to the teacher's speech, his eyelids gradually sank, so he shrugged his head and slowly fell asleep.

......

Dingding......

When the school bell rings, students pick up their rice bowls and go to lunch with their friends.

The distance from the teaching building to the cafeteria was only a few hundred meters, and the originally clean campus suddenly boiled. If you look down from the sky, it looks like a collective migration of ant colonies, and although it is chaotic, the direction is always the same.

Some of them can develop a relationship to the point of eating together in just one morning, and some go to other classes to call out old friends. And the rest went to the dining hall by themselves, silently enduring the surprised eyes next to them, and maybe met some so-called acquaintances on the way, asking in that tone of pretense of concern for you, "How are you alone?" The person being questioned could only nod awkwardly, and could not say anything else. At this time, the acquaintance will immediately show a very surprised expression, and finally leave with his little friend, leaving the injured man licking the wound in place.

Bai Hao is the fourth type of people, after the painful lesson of the third situation, on a stormy night, Bai Hao finally came up with a solution.

Now there was only one person left in the classroom, and he flipped through the books, sorted out the stationery, and closed the books again. Then he took the lunch box and walked out the door.

Now there are very few people in the teaching building, Bai Hao went downstairs slowly, looking at the few people around, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. Students rush to the cafeteria in a hurry to eat lunch, and if you wait five or six minutes, there will be fewer and fewer people. In this way, it not only avoids dazzling eyes, but also can walk through quietly, which is a win-win situation!

The dazzling sunlight exuded her enthusiasm on campus, and although it was autumn, the temperature was hot enough to stir the hearts of the students.

Bai Hao held his favorite shredded chicken rice bowl in his hand, and slowly chewed the food in his mouth while looking at the familiar scenery on campus as he walked. In his opinion, it is a very decent thing to have someone to eat together, you can go in and out of the cafeteria freely without caring about the eyes of others, and eat in the cafeteria openly, instead of walking around the campus like a big-tailed wolf like Bai Hao now.

"I really want to make good friends." Bai is not good and slightly distracted.

In my freshman year of high school, every time I went to dinner, Bai Hao was always alone. The crowd around him squeezed him in the middle, and the casual glances of the people next to him made his heart feel like a knife, as if he could hear something from their conversation, "Wow, this person is lonely, he looks so pitiful." So Bai Hao learned the habit of waiting for them to walk after they left in the late first year of high school, strolling on the road on campus, occasionally running for a while, and not worrying about the people on the road at all.

Bai Hao walked for a while, and finally arrived at the "secret base", which was a place that he had been searching for a long time and finally found that met his conditions.

The dormitory building is located on the edge of the school, so it is often sparsely populated during meal time, and the willow trees around it are towering one after another, blocking the sun, which is really a great place to hide. Even if someone comes over occasionally, they don't need to care at all, and generally speaking, they are just people who are in the same condition.

The warm breeze blew slightly, and the willows immediately trembled. Bai Hao sat on a smooth stone and quietly savored the bitterness of youth.

The sun was just right, and Bai Hao walked in front of a girl with a meal, curiously looking around while eating, like Bai Hao who had just come here before. The girl wore long pants and long sleeves, and she was embarrassed to order white in such a hot weather, thinking that girls were so desperate for fear of tanning, and couldn't help but think of the various benefits of boys, and at the same time sighed "Women are trouble." ”

Smack!

A white object fell out of the girl's pocket, making a loud noise. The girl was unaware of this, still looking around.

Bai is not good to take a closer look, it should be a mobile phone. Although the school prohibits students from bringing mobile phones, just like Adam still steals the forbidden fruit, there are naturally many mobile phones in the school, and it is not strange that it is not good.

The mobile phone was only a ruler away from Bai Hao, Bai Hao hesitated, looked at her, picked up the phone, and called softly:

"You, your phone is off"

Bai Hao was slightly nervous in his heart, and his heartbeat slowly accelerated.

The girl paused, looked back at Bai Hao, glanced at the thing in his hand again, scratched her head, and immediately smiled:

"Ahh

Then he took his phone back, stared into his white eyes, and said, "Thank you." ”

Bai Bu smiled slightly and waved his hand. Just as he wanted to leave, he found that the girl's eyes were still staring at him. Bai Hao's heart was beating wildly, and she couldn't help but look away when she looked at her hair. Awkwardly said:

"What, what's the matter?"

Bai Hao has never believed in love at first sight, fate is determined, thinking that these are just God's arranged marriages for good-looking people, for him who has never even touched a girl's hand since he was a child, this situation is the first time he has encountered it.

There must be a demon when things go wrong, but maybe I will ...... too. Bai Hao quietly glanced at the girl, and his heart moved slightly.

"Classmate, you have a grain of rice in your mouth."

She pointed to her mouth.

This kind of vulgar episode can happen to me, it seems that even God has hated me to such an extent. Bai Hao felt a slight pain in his heart.

"Ah, thank you." Bai Hao touched his mouth with his hand and nodded at her.

"Hey, it's not good that you're here."

Bai Hao's heart was suddenly startled, and he slowly turned to the source of the sound.

It's two people, and one of them has some impression that he is not white, and he should be a classmate in his first year of high school. Bai Bad's heart hung again, this person used to make fun of Bai Bad with others in the past, and whenever the class needed to liven up the atmosphere, they usually used the wooden and honest Bai Bad to liven up the atmosphere. "You can do this question if it's not good, don't you?" Occasionally, one or two people who have grievances will come to speak for Bai Wei, "Will you only bully honest people?" And Bai Hao will feel even more uncomfortable in his heart, his self-esteem is really difficult to accept this, and he is the only one who does not want to accept the fact that he is weak.

Now facing this passer-by A, he will definitely be ridiculed by him.

Passerby A looked at the girl standing not far from Bai Hao, and thought that she was just passing by, so he showed a concerned expression:

"Are you eating here alone?"

Bai Hao squinted his eyes, smiled brightly, and scratched his head in embarrassment.

"Won't you be lonely here, you can also eat with us next time, but you have to wait for us, we usually go to the cafeteria to eat, otherwise you should be scared." Passers-by laughed lightly.

Even a fool will know that your hypocritical expression is not true, in this boring afternoon, they naturally want to find some fun to entertain, and the unfortunate encounter with Bai is not good, naturally become the object of their pastime.

This situation Bai Hao has long been numb, through last year's "exercise" Bai Hao thinks that he can now calmly deal with this situation, and his face will not leak any expression, at this time, as long as he admits their point of view in a daze, and after they make fun of it, he will leave, and Bai Hao will naturally be safe.

He's used to it.

Bai Hao lowered his head, thought for a while, and was about to speak.

"You said that the phone can still be used if it is dropped?"

The girl said to me suddenly.

Bai Hao was stunned for a moment, looked at her, and his heart shrank. Whispered, "Yes, yes." ”

She looked at her phone again and said expressionlessly:

"It's normal to stay here on such a hot day. There are a lot of people in the cafeteria, so it's not strange to come out to eat. ”

Bai Hao looked at her in shock, although Passerby A often laughed at himself in the past, but he was still at the bottom in front of the real "high-level" of the class, and at that time he followed the trend and laughed at Bai Hao, just to prove that there was still a big gap between him and Bai Hao. Now there is only one person who comes out to eat with him, and it should be that he happened to meet those former "high-level" people in the cafeteria, and he felt that he had no confidence, so he came out. She was able to analyze so much when she first met, which made Bai Hao inevitably look at her more.

Levels are used to oppress each other, and students have long understood this.

Sure enough, as soon as the words fell, Passerby A's expression changed, and he smiled awkwardly:

"You have friends, so let's go first." After saying that, he left the place quickly.

In this place, with a person of the opposite sex, he didn't even doubt my relationship with this girl, and he still didn't believe that I could develop to this point, and Bai Hao smiled bitterly in his heart.

The sun is still so dazzling, and the occasional warm breeze can't blow away the fire in people's hearts.

The boy and girl just stood and didn't speak, as if nothing had happened before.

Bai didn't look at her, still silent, and left slowly.

I can't say thanks, I can't thank you, I'm already so embarrassed in front of girls, saying no is equivalent to saying that I'm the object of help. Bai Hao said stubbornly in his heart.

He sniffled, the contents of his eyes reflected crystal clear by the sunlight. I could have pretended to be strong, but if someone suddenly cared or helped, really, really couldn't help it......

The feelings of young people are like a brilliant rainbow, and the complex colors make people unable to see, guess, and fall into it.

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