What does Chen Xiao look like in our eyes?

I can't do anything every day, I can't do anything idle every day, I work hard to die when I have the opportunity, sell cute, do things, in short, I have no goals, I don't have dreams, I go where it's fun...... Compared to IQ, emotional intelligence and social experience are low like a child. In addition, they don't like to use serum, so the group with weak physical fitness, in addition to knowing a little about firearms, the rest of the combat weapons are at most at the stage of "knowing what to do".

Such a person, compared to the white bear that the Foundation focused on cultivating, or Lin Fan, who was given an important mission by the mysterious organization, is far behind, and is like a supporting character in a story......

And the real Chen Xiao...... He's really like this.

He didn't seem to care about what most of the people in the story were pursuing, and he didn't want to seek out the power beyond ordinary people, nor did he want to pursue a higher meaning of life, and he didn't have the slightest interest in saving the world or seeking the truth, as if he was tired of those things.

Heh, such a person who can slap the wall and can't buckle it, is tired of these?

It's just a joke.

......

Well...... Who knows.

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But then again, he's not so bored that he drinks cold water and waits for urine, he's also doing something.

Just like what Bai Xiong said, Chen Xiao is checking. Check yourself, check the past, check those lost memories.

"Who the hell am I?"

This question is still very attractive to a person whose memory is blank.

Of course he checks, although he has a forbidden area in his head...... He can't touch, he can't think.

However, that doesn't hide anything.

It's like a black hole...... We can't see it because it swallows up the light, but we can still see it...... Because, we can see something beyond it.

The same is true for Chen Xiao, although he can't see those things that have been sealed, he has already sketched the outline of the forbidden area from many other things.

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Chen Xiao's memory began half a year ago...... Waking up in a mental hospital is like a fresh life that has just hatched, without any memories of the past, but with countless knowledge that normal people will never have.

This knowledge is too chaotic to have any relevance, as if a few puddles of water were randomly drawn from the ocean of knowledge, and then poured into a large steel and mixed up.

He knows how to kill a person with disposable straws and toilet paper and disguise it as suicide, and he knows how to squeeze the heart to get it beating again after cutting open the chest of a dying person. He can clearly deduce a person's home address from their hair, and can also calculate the distance and speed of a vehicle based on perception alone. He had in his head extremely detailed templates for the plates of each continent, as well as the manual process of installing the clock frame. He can distinguish the shades of various series of lipsticks, and he can also identify which master they are from from the style of the book.

In short, this mess of knowledge is really too unusual for a severely mentally ill person who has been locked up in a single ward for more than ten years and has not seen the outside world.

Chen Xiao looked at his case file. He had also followed up on many related clues, which were easy in the eyes of a Foundation field officer, but the answers he received were the same as those obtained by White Bear.

That's ...... Logical, unquestionable, and meticulous, as if it was deliberately placed there waiting for someone to dig it up. So Chen Xiao didn't pursue it any further, he knew that it didn't make the slightest sense, and all this would only get more and more true

And what he doubted was already the truth itself.

Then, this subtle authenticity is like a wall, firmly blocking Chen Xiao in the established story, so he can only give up and turn his attention to himself.

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So let's talk about Chen Xiao himself, I have already talked about his all-encompassing but extremely impractical head, let's talk about this body...... This body really has nothing to do with the word "fresh". Emaciated, pale, atrophied muscles and a crooked spine, piled up into a thin, rickety image, inferior even to those beggars who don't have enough to eat.

However, Chen Xiao is not disgusted with this body...... This is a very subtle feeling, a person who has lost his memory will have a sense of this, a very comfortable field of vision, a very familiar pace width, every inadvertent small movement, every subconscious command, are extremely compatible with their body. He can simulate what it feels like to run against the wind, and he can also imagine his body movements when he is beaten to protect critical parts. Stretching out your arms should be so far, jumping up should be so high, this is a habit that has been formed for a long time, melts into the depths of consciousness, and does not change much with the loss of memory.

This shows that the self at this moment should be himself. It's an awkward remark, but you should be able to understand what it means

However, there are differences

For example, the two scars at the corners of the mouth......

From the corners of the mouth, it extends to the cheeks, and even reaches the base of the ears as the muscles stretch. These two scars...... It's awkward, it's very uncomfortable, talking, eating, looking in the mirror, anyway, it shouldn't belong to its own body at all, but for some reason, it is closely integrated with itself, like some kind of totem that can't be thrown away, imprinted on the face, and even the powerful healing power of the repair warehouse can't eliminate it.

is also awkward, as well as the action of licking lips, the occasional subconscious shriek, and the inexplicable chewing of one's tongue when idle and bored...... Wait, although he did these actions without any sense of disobedience...... However, he knew that these did not belong to him, but the traces left by an invisible force that had secretly infiltrated his soul.

"I ...... Who the hell is it? ”

Or rather

"I ...... Or is it not just me? ”

Chen Xiao has been exploring this issue for a long time.

First ...... When I was a so-called "volunteer", I was at the gate of the orphanage...... It was a memory gap, before a trance, everything was normal with him, and after that, his hand was almost broken, and at that time, he attributed it to his own psychotic episode.

Next, in the Foundation's D-class containment area, the old man who never showed up again, and the drastically reduced number of guards, Chen Xiao couldn't have failed to notice these details, and he was now very sure that these ...... It's all about yourself.

The blasted wall on the top floor of the Jinding Building, the giant eyes that opened in the flesh and blood, and the way to the anomalous research institute where C-207 was contained, it seemed that something terrible had happened in every undetectable forbidden area of thought.

These things...... It's all about yourself.

So...... What the hell did I do in those trances? He didn't find out anyway, and those records were tightly hidden by the forces of the higher levels.

...... Someone doesn't want to let themselves know,

It's easy to guess~

However, it seems that there are still people who want to tell themselves the truth.

For example, the woman who hasn't been seen for a long time and calls herself a writer.

Chen Xiao was sure that when she appeared in front of her again, many puzzles would be solved.

Hey, hey, hey......

He smiled softly, these things are not rushed. Wait, wait...... Everyone knows that the longer you endure, the stronger the pleasure will be.

......

Suddenly!

"Buzz"

Chen Xiao's phone vibrated slightly

Followed by

It shook again

"Buzz Buzz Buzz ——————"

The vibration began to continue one after another, shaking Chen Xiao's crotch numb~

"What's going on?" Chen Xiao muttered, he would not be immersed in this strange feeling, and quickly took out his mobile phone.

Followed by

"!!!??"