"Don't feel trusted?" Shen Weixin snorted coldly, "Lin Ran, you are really enough, you have been avoiding psychotherapy for so many years, do you know that you have PTSD?" ”

"I know, I've always known about it." Lin Ran sighed and told herself not to be able to resist arguing with him, "But I didn't feel any effect on me." ”

Shen Weixin looked at her directly, and after a while, asked softly, "Since you're worried, why don't you stop him?" I mean, don't be obsessed. ”

"He reminds me of my loved ones." Lin Ran said, "Since my father died, there was a period of time when my grandparents entrusted me to his care because of something, and every day he said goodnight to me, went to the bedroom to pretend to sleep for a while, and then got up at night to go to the study to deal with unfinished business, but unfortunately I never knew." ”

"You've lost them, haven't you?" After a long while, Shen Weixin whispered.

Lin Ran was silent.

Although he knew he should deny it, he couldn't say a word at this time.

Shen Weixin breathed a sigh of relief - fortunately, she was quite honest.

Lin Ran has always been a very honest person, even if she doesn't like hypocrisy and politeness to the friends she just met, it doesn't mean that she won't, after all, she is an adult who has experienced so many things, and for people who don't want to deal with her, of course she knows how to avoid them perfunctorily.

"I can compensate." Shen Weixin moved forward a little closer, just a stone's throw away from Lin Ran, but did not touch her, but stood in a very ingenious position, which did not seem to be very tight, but also had a very strong sense of presence, he said, "I can't give them back to you, but I hope that one day, you can tell me everything, so that I can replace them and listen to what is in your heart." ”

When Lin Ran was a child, she had also seen a dozen of them, many of them praising bullshit love, she shrugged her shoulders and commented without raising her head: "It's a little fake, it's an old word." ”

Shen Weixin sat there and looked at her dryly for a while, and suddenly sighed, as if someone had lit a fire in his heart, and the fire that had been extinguished for an unknown period of time was easily blown into small sparks.

This made Shen Weixin, who has always been decisive and neat, a little confused.

How much a person can change, as long as he sees Lin Ran, he understands.

This steady, even gentle-looking young man, once became murderous for a while, so that the people watching her couldn't help but worry, and for a while, Old Man Lin even put down all the work at hand and stared at her, but slowly, that murderous aura gradually faded away, and Lin Ran became more restrained than before.

She's slowly getting stronger.

Maybe sometimes, whether a person is strong or not is not in power, wealth or whatever...... And in her heart, when she encounters an opponent or role model who is too strong to catch up with her neck, she can not doubt herself and never recover, but try to catch up in her own unique way, and never give up no matter what blows she endures.

Then it was only a matter of time before she became a strong person inside and out.

But in the process of becoming stronger, Lin Ran also abandoned too much and suffered too much, and she obviously didn't have to experience these things at this age.

"You're already in love with someone, aren't you, otherwise you wouldn't be like this." Suddenly, Shen Weixin came out with such a sentence without a head.

Lin Ran did not answer.

But Shen Weixin knew her very well, and already knew what her expression represented: "Why don't you try it?" After all these years, there are always people who are sincere to you. ”

Time will blur all clear feelings, so when they reunite after a long absence, they are afraid of homesickness, and it is precisely because of this that Lin Ran is so afraid to come to see Shen Weixin.

Because it is so long ago that many details can no longer be remembered clearly, only the most poignant joys, sorrows, and sorrows of the year are still twisted together without logic and irrelevation, rolling around and making a knot, making it almost impossible to tell whether they love or hate, and those historical issues are as complex as a pot of overnight dinner with unknown ingredients.

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For example, it makes the teenager who once lived a privileged life and is full of freedom and freedom become obsessed, for example, it makes the self who was once stubborn and can't trust anyone become confused and confused.

Legend has it that only the best people in the world can "make a decision to kill", but sometimes, the decision without killing is the most difficult - because there is no right answer, not even a criterion.

"Start over" isn't just a word.

But maybe you can try.

After all...... It is such a tiring thing to give affection, so that when I look back on the year, I find that all my memories, hatred and joy have been given to such a person, even if I want to change someone to love, I find that I have no strength.

A love that really digs out the heart and lungs and has no reservations may only be met once in a lifetime.

What Mo Zhi did to her, Lin Ran knew it herself, even if it wasn't a heart-to-heart out, but for this man, it was already rare to be able to do this.

Regarding the matter between Mo Zhi and Lin Ran, Shen Weixin had already asked someone to inquire before, whether from the perspective of reason or intuition, he felt that Mo Zhi was really suitable for Lin Ran.

"Even a year ago, I might have thought about it, but now I really can't love someone." Lin Ran was slumped on the sofa, not knowing what he was thinking, and his voice seemed to be in a trance like a memory, "Now the situation is like this, and something like this has happened...... How do you say I should go......"

To love someone, but also to trust someone.

"Don't you think it's pathetic?" Lin Ran squeezed out an ugly smile, "No matter how much a person loves others, he can't exceed the extent to which he loves himself, no matter how much he likes it, he just wants to possess him, in the end, it's just that he is not willing to be lonely, right?" Of course, I'm just an ordinary person, even if I live for another thousand years, I won't be recorded in history, and what I do best is to be smart. It's a pity that no matter how hard you try, what? Or is it just to achieve your own goals, even a small person like me can see it, let alone a psychiatrist like you? ”

Shen Weixin's gaze froze for a moment, and the tip of his eyebrows seemed to be slightly raised.

Lin Ran covered her face and laughed: "So, love is the most hypocritical thing in the world, whoever believes in this is a poor worm." ”

As a psychiatrist, Shen Weixin naturally knew that he couldn't force his observation object too hard, and when he saw Lin Ran falling into memories, he slowly changed the topic.

After talking for a while, Lin Ran got up to say goodbye, but unexpectedly, he actually met a person in the corridor.

Lin Ran frowned and glanced at the man who was blocking his way, and with a sharp gaze that regarded beauty as dung, he hit the other party's identity at a glance: "Bu Changping? ”

Bu Changping showed a meaningful smile: "It's you." ”

Lin Ran knew that this was not easy to deal with, and the two of them also had an indescribable cooperative relationship, so they were silent for a while, and finally slowly stretched out a hand to Bu Changping, holding his identity but saying sincerely: "Senior Bu, I hope we are still not enemies in the end." ”

Bu Changping lightly stretched out his hand and shook hands with her, knowing that he still had something to say, and sure enough, Lin Ran glanced at him, and then said: "It's a pity that I think that if you choose to stand on my side, it will be more beneficial than another choice." ”

Bu Changping raised his eyebrows unexpectedly.

Lin Ran smiled: "Given that we have already worked together once, we have also kept our promise, haven't we?" During this time, the two of us have been at peace with each other, and I believe that this is the result you have always wanted. I know that for you, Mr. Bu, only power and wealth are real, so why not ask the forces you belong to and what kind of stories they have recorded? I think it's a big risk to turn your back on your past partners and take the other side without knowing anything, don't you think? Mr? ”

Bu Changping was silent for a while, and then laughed: "This is somewhat convincing, but ......"

He paused deliberately, raised his chin lightly and said, "I think Miss Lin, you are really cunning sometimes, what do you think?" ”

"Of course, I'm goal-oriented and detouring, sane and more secure and traceable than someone with an uneven IQ who is easily controlled by desires/desires, so I don't think cunning is a disadvantage."