Chapter 16: It's all an excuse
Yan Hengche was originally a little worried that Lin Su would see Bai Wanting into his arms and would stimulate her again and deepen her inexplicable hostility towards Bai Wanting, but when he got closer to Lin Su, he saw clearly, Lin Su's eyes were red and bloodshot, but his eyes were cold and indifferent, as if even if he stood in front of her alive, in her eyes, he was no different from a dead person.
When he felt guilty for Duoduo's death, she also began to secretly reflect on whether she was a little too cold to her this year, and she was actually planning how to kill him!
Lin Su didn't have him in his eyes at all, and he didn't love him at all.
But he loves Lin Su and is cheap!
He said that he was always wise and wise, but he planted his head here in Lin Su again and again, and he was ashamed!
Annoyance, helplessness, and complex emotions rushed to Yan Hengche's mind.
He looked at Lin Su resentfully, and asked in a cold tone, "Didn't I say to let you wash your heart outside?" Who allowed you to come back? ”
Lin Su sneered.
didn't let her come back, was she afraid that she would see him and Bai Wanting worrying about each other?
What is there to be afraid of, the rotten things about him and Bai Wanting, she understands them all now!
In this year, she always thought that Bai Wanting had a grudge against her because of Yan Xi's death, and she also thought that Yan Hengche had a grudge against her because she misunderstood Yan Xi's friendship with her.
That's why Yan Hengche has always been running to Bai Wanting for the past year, so he has always been cold to himself.
She even blamed herself, regretting countless times that the once loving husband and wife friendship between herself and Yan Hengche was burned out by that fire.
Sometimes when she couldn't sleep in the dead of night, she even thought that it would be better if she burned herself in that fire. In this way, she has been that beautiful in her heart for the rest of her life in Yan Hengche's eyes, and she will not misunderstand that there is an inexplicable relationship between herself and Yan Xi.
Now that I think about it, everything was wrong!
It turned out that all this was Yan Hengche and Bai Wanting shouting to catch the thief!
These two people, each with deep scheming, joined forces to play a big show in front of her!
Lin Su lowered his head, first sneered, and then asked softly: "Yan Hengche, after so many years of marriage, have you never loved me." ”
Yan Hengche didn't understand why Lin Su asked this.
But Lin Su's question made him feel humiliated.
Recalling the sweetness of the time when he first got married and the good past in the following years, his heart hurt like being Ling Chi.
He was so good to her that he wished she could pluck all the stars in the sky for her, but here she asked him if he had never loved her.
How else to love?
Can you prove your love by giving her your life like Yan Xi?
He thought he had done enough, but he didn't expect Lin Su to turn a blind eye to it, and now he still has the face to ask him here.
How? Do you really think he's a slut?
Yan Hengche turned his heart sideways and said coldly: "Love or not, don't you count it in your heart?" You don't love me yourself, so you're too embarrassed to ask me here? ”
Lin Su looked up at Yan Hengche in shock.
What did he say?
He said he didn't love him?
Yan Hengche looked at Lin Su's shocked gaze and couldn't bear it, but he forcibly forced himself to soften his heart.
What was she shocked about, shocked that she had thought she had played him in applause, but in the end she found that she had miscalculated?
He's not that stupid, not to the point of being toyed with by a woman who doesn't love him!
"What? Are you surprised? Don't pretend, why did you marry me in the first place, you know better than anyone else in your own heart. ”
Yes, she married him because of family interests, and the two of them were a business marriage, but didn't the business marriage have a sincere heart?
It turned out that from the very beginning, this is how he saw himself.
Because the interest marries him, damn it.
Even if she deserves to die, even if she married Yan Hengche for her family business, but Duoduo is innocent, he wants to get rid of her, why don't you even let Duoduo go.
Recalling the past, and comparing it with today, Lin Su suddenly had an epiphany.
It has never been that Yan Hengche has changed his mind, but from the very beginning, she has stood in the position of a business marriage in his heart.
Because of her intervention, he and Bai Wanting failed to become married, so he hated her, hated her, and wanted to destroy her.
She understands everything now.
Lin Su's originally weak body suddenly accumulated huge strength, she tried her best to stand up straight, looking directly at Yan Hengche's gaze, her heart was turbulent, but on the surface, it was light and light.
"yes, I married you because of a business marriage, I always remember."
Yan Hengche's eyes narrowed: "So what?" ”
Lin Su looked at Yan Hengche, everything that had happened from marriage to the present flashed in her mind like a slideshow.
But it was projected on the glass, and it shattered with a single blow.
It turned out that the most wrong person was her.
From the very beginning, she was amorous, thinking that there was affection between herself and Yan Hengche, so when Yan Hengche blamed her, she chose to endure silently, and always believed in her heart that one day the misunderstanding would finally be solved.
Therefore, after Duoduo died, she cried and made trouble, hoping that Yan Hengche could say sorry to her, he did something wrong, and he shouldn't have sent the sick Duoduo to the operating table.
That's why she begged him again and again when she was desperate and helpless, hoping that he could understand her heart for losing her daughter.
In the end, it was just my own misjudgment.
Misjudged and misjudged, they also had a love affair between them for several years.
Now that I think about it, no! It turned out that there was not a penny!
Everything was her daydream.
Look at what she has gotten from Yan Hengche during this time, blows, humiliation, control, and slander.
Every time I pinned my hopes on him, I was rewarded with deeper despair.
This time, she was completely dead.
She will no longer put her dignity under Yan Hengche's feet and let him see her**, nor will she let Bai Wanting take away his family and kill her child!
She can't go on to be weak!
Yan Hengche and Lin Su looked at each other, he didn't know why, he always felt that Lin Su had changed, at this moment, she looked so weak, but the aura emanating from her body was so powerful.
It's rare, even he is a little panicked.
"I'm asking you! So? ”
Lin Su smiled lightly, this smile turned into rain, making her originally pale and ghost-like face suddenly glow with a trace of vitality.
"So, Yan Hengche, you don't want to send me to a mental hospital, your face doesn't allow it, my family, my family will never allow it, and you don't want to do anything to me, if I am a good person who dies in your Yan family without knowing it, do you think my family ...... Will you give up?! ”